Sorry I didn't update last night was up to my neck in coursework ad now I have to stay behind after school tomorrow to do even more. I really do hate it when teachers set you target grades really high because that emans you have to work none stop if you are thick like me. Anyway back to the story. ;)
I stared at Caitlyn for a few seconds thinking over my answer. Did I still love him?
"I'm hungry lets go and see what's for lunch." I said standing up and making my way to the door, but before I got there Caitlyn and Declan both grabbed me from behind and lifted me must to my protest and put me back on my bed.
"Answer the question!" Declan said bluntly.
"No I don't love him." I said but I don't know if it was a lie or not so I just kept it as that. Caitlyn looked at Declan who looked at Caitlyn, she mouthed 'Denial' at him thinking that I didn't see but I did.
"I AM NOT IN DENIAL!" I screamed causing both of them to jump a little.
"Ok whatever you say." Declan said, "Come on lets go to lunch,"
We walked to the mess hall and got our lunch. We sat down at the table which was soon claimed as our table. Lola, Sander and Barron were already sitting at it when we joined them. Caitlyn was on her laptop and her foot was slightly sticking out from underneath the table. When Tess walked by and was accidently tripped up by Caitlyn and fell flat on her face landing face first into her lunch which was unlucky for her because it was pizza day and when she lifted her face it was covered in pizza topping. I covered my mouth with my hand and bit my lip to stop me from laughing. Everyone else couldn't contain their laughter and soon the whole mess hall was filled with people's laughter. Everyone was pleased to see the camp diva covered in pizza. Of course Tess told Brown that Caitlyn did it on purpose and she got assigned kitchen duty for the rest of the summer. I felt sorry for Caitlyn I tried to explain to Brown that it was an accident but Tess continued to tell him otherwise.
A few days later I was helping Caitlyn out in the kitchen, well I wasn't help out Tess had told Brown that it was my fault as well so he gave me kitchen duty as well. I was carrying a big box of chips when I bumped into Shane.
"Oh." We both said at the same time.
"You hungry?" He laughed,
"Just a little bit." I giggled back.
"Listen I heard about what happened and I am sorry about my uncle sometimes he can be a bit harsh." He explained, I was starting to like this new Shane again. This was just what it was like when we were dating of course me minus the wig and he didn't know that me and him actually dated but still it was nice.
"That's ok me and Caitlyn are having the time of our lives." I said sarcastically he laughed again.
"Do you have a second?" He asked.
"Um..." I said looking at the mess hall where Caitlyn was waiting for me, "Sure."
"Good, I wanna run something by you." He said taking the box of chips from me and leading me to the docks. He put the box on a rock that was nearby and we both sat down on the edge of the dock.
Every time I think
I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know
Just who I am
I think I finally found
A better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I got to find you
You're the missing piece
I need the song inside of me
I need to find you
I got to find you
I've been feeling lost
Can't find the words to say
Spending all my time
Stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Oh, next to you, and you next to me
Oh, I need to find you
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I got to find you
You're the missing piece
I need the song inside of me
I need to find you
I got to find you
He finished and I was gob-smacked it sounded exactly like his old stuff and I love it!
"Wow," I said as I couldn't think of anything else to say
He smiled, "I heard this girl singing and I kinda reminded me of the music that I liked. So I started playing around with some chords and..." He trailed off, "I know it's not finished but..."
"No, no it's good." I said, "It's really good and I don't lie." When I said this my mind flashed back to all the times the Shane had asked to see me when were dating but I couldn't see him because I had real life stuff to sort out so I didn't have the time so I lied to him. Then I noticed that he was looking at me weirdly.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked wondering, the only time he looked at me was when...
"I don't know, you seem different." He said, that freaked me out a little what did he mean by different? "Good different." He added looking at the expression on my face.
"Defiantly different." I said quietly. "So I better get going." I said coming back to reality. I stood up at the same time so did he.
"Yeah, I reckon Caitlyn needs some help." He said grabbing the box off chips and handing it back to me. "I'll see you round." He smiled at me and I smiled back and went to help Caitlyn.
I walked into the kitchen and put on a coat so my clothes wouldn't get dirty. Caitlyn was waiting for me.
"Ok spill." She said pointing at me.
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.
"What did you and Shane talk about?" She said as I walked over to the counter and started putting the chips in bowls.
"Nothing." I said innocently.
"Oh come on, tell me." She said, "I saw him playing a song for you so tell me!"
"Ok he said he heard this girl singing the other day and it reminded him of the music that he liked. The song was amazing it was just like the music he played when we were dating." I said dreamily.
"What else did you talk about because I saw you talking after he stopped playing."
"Not a lot really, he was staring at me so I asked why and he said he didn't know why and then he said I was good different." I continued.
"Oh my God! He is falling for you again." She screamed and hugged me.
"Hang on Cait, he is falling for me Mitchie not Demi this time, it's completely different." I said, "Wait do you really think that he is falling for me?"
"Yeah he is like in love with you." She said putting the dips in out in the mess hall as I out in the same place.
"I wouldn't go that far." I laughed.
"Do you like him?" She said rephrasing her question she asked me a few days ago.
I sighed, "I think so, I dunno."
Me and Caitlyn got our lunch when we over heard Tess, Peggy and Ella talking well more like Peggy and Ella listening while Tess talked.
"Says here in this magazine that I am Shane's type." He said reading a magazine with a picture of Shane on the front, "It's only a matter of time."
"Warm, funny, talented." Caitlyn read over her shoulder, "You? I don't get it." I had to walk away to stop Tess seeing me laughing.
We were getting ready for the pyjama jam that was happening, Caitlyn was performing tonight so me and Declan went and watched her because she was really good.
Dee got up onto the mini stage and said, "Next, give tit up for the awesome Caitlyn Geller," Lola, Sander, Barron, Declan and I all cheered the loudest if that was possible.
She got up and started to play.
"She is really good," I said to Declan.
He turned around and said, "Hey Shane likes her to." I turned and looked the way Declan was looking and saw Shane moving a little to the music that Caitlyn was playing. Tess also heard and turned in the same direction as me and Declan and didn't look impressed.
"Help, help there's a snake, snake!" She screamed pointing at the floor Caitlyn stopped playing immediately and everyone looked to where Tess was pointing.
Dee walked over to where she was pointing and picked up something, "It's just the power cord to the sound system Tess." She said putting it back on the floor adn walking away.#
"Oh right my bad."
Shane gave her a look and walked off to his cabin I guess.
"You are so full of it!" Caitlyn said walking off the stage towards Tess looking angry, Tess took a few steps back as Caitlyn came towards her.
"What?" She said innocently.
You can't stand that people might like what other people do." Caitlyn shouted everyone looking at us now. Tess did some weird finger letters on her forehead.
"Ok what is that?" Caitlyn asked looking confused as everyone else.
"She said 'Whatever, Major, Loser.'" Ella said doing the same signs as Tess.
"Oh wow Tess, whatever major loser?" I laughed, "That's so last year, I mean everyone knows that. Oh well I guess not everybody." Everyone laughed and Tess looked furious. I smiled at her and walked out with Caitlyn and Declan.
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