Hey Sorry I haven't updated in what seems like forever. I have had mountains os shollwork and currenlty have the flu so have been in bed for the past week. Anyway will try and get updates to you as fast as I can.
Classes went back to normal to next day. I was in hip-hop and dancing with Shane again. I had to admit I loved it when we would dance like this, I had a free period next so he asked for me to stay behind after the class ended.
"So I think maybe you need a little help on your moves?" He said walking over to me getting quite close.
"Oh you think I do, do you?" I teased back as he took my hands and brought them up to waist height.
"Maybe a little."
"So do you." I smirked at him.
He looked into my eyes and I tensed up a little, "Oh really."
"You just need to let go a little loosen up." I said breaking eye contact and dropping our hands and stepped back. It was getting a little dangerous with him keep looking at me like that, was he falling for me?
"So what do you suggest then seeing as you think you are the dance expert here?" He smiled at me walking over to the stereo.
I felt like telling him that I was a better dancer then him because I taught him all everything he knows, but I can't really tell him that otherwise I would let out my Demi secret.
"Well your technique is ok you just need to relax into them." I said walking over so I stood beside him, "Like this."
I started dancing what was actually a new routine that i was working on for my tour that I am doing after the summer and if Shane stays like this and is being all nice then maybe when I am Demi we would get along. After a bit Shane started to copy me and was pretty good at it, I watched him and he still wasn't relaxing into the moves.
"Ok, just relax your muscles but not to much cause you still need to make the moves look sharp." I said slowing down the moves so he could see.
"Like this?" He said dancing with relaxed moves.
"Yeah that's it." I smiled it was along time since I had had to teach some dance routine to Shane which he actually joined in with and smiled the whole way through.
After we got cleaned up and I had half an hour till my next class so we went and sat down by the docks again, this was a really nice place to come down to and talk.
"So how do you know so much about dancing" He asked dangling his feet in the water.
"Oh you know little bit of dance school when I was young, but mainly watching music videos." I said with my feet in the water to.
"So you really taught yourself how to do all those moves?" He asked raising an eyebrow at me.
"Yes." I said, "So what about you then, I mean I've seen your music videos and stuff you are a really good dancer so why need my help to work in relaxing."
"I am a good dancer, but back then it was our music that we were dancing to not this awful stuff that the label says we have to play." He said.
"So for the past year you have been not dancing as well as you normally do?" I asked.#
"Yep," He was looking at me again.
"Ok I know I have already said this but why do you keep looking at me like that?" I asked
He quickly looked away and stared out into the lake.
"Nothing, it's just that you remind me of someone."
I gasped hoping he didn't hear me and luckily he didn't. I knew I was going to regret this next question but for some reason my brain had disconnected from my mouth and I found myself saying,
"Who?"
"Demi." He said looking back at me.
I decided that I was going to play the kind of jealous girlfriend type even though we weren't going out but I was going to make it jokey.
"So you are telling me that I remind you of your ex-girlfriend."
"I didn't mean it that that." He defended quickly turning to face me.
"Relax it's ok," I laughed,
"It's not the way you look, it's the way you act that's what reminds me of her."He sais.
"if I remind you of your ex then way do you want to hang around with me?" I asked actually wondering if he still had any feeling for Demi.
"I don't hate Demi god knows I could never hate her, you different to other people I have met. Like I said before in the canoes you don't care that I am famous or have lots of money or other stuff like that. You just like Shane the person not Shane Gray the Rockstar." He explained.
"You mean Popstar." I teased. He faked a shocked impression I laughed as did he and then went back to serious. I needed to know after we broke up he became such a bigger jerk that I couldn't stand being in the same room as him.
"Do you regret being a jerk to her?" I asked quietly hoping he wouldn't hear me but this time he did.
"Yeah I do. She was the first girl I properly fell in love with I mean the age difference wasn't that big but I was big enough to send a few people a bit nuts, but Demi she didn't care about what people thought about our relationship she really didn't. She was 15 and I was 18 so we had to keep it a bit low key but she didn't mind neither did her family. Her dad loved e and her brother was pretty cool. Declan reminds me of him to weird that they both have the same name to." He paused we had both taken our feet out of the lake and now sat crossed-legged facing each other.
"Yeah weird, carry on."
"Anyway, it was all going well we were great together and then the label told the band that it had to change because they felt that the music sales were going down. We didn't like it but they told us that we had to do this or lose the contract. Anyway I became a jerk and Demi got the most of it and I really didn't want that to happen but it did. It became too much for her and she ended it now she hates me."
"She doesn't hate you." I said without thinking the realising what I said I was so luckily I didn't say I don't hate you.
"How do you know that"? He asked looking at me again.
"Just a guess?" I said quickly, I was used to thinking up quick excuses' but this one was lame. But he seemed to buy it.
"Ok," He said we sat in silence for a while then he looked at his watch, "You better get ready for your next class he said."
"I looked at my own watch and sighed I really liked spending time with Shane. Damn him for making me like him again. "Yeah I better get going." I stood up and he did at the same time.
He took hold of my hand and looked in my eyes again. At that moment I didn't care if he saw Demi in them. God I was in deep.
"You better be at the Beach Jam later," He said drawing small circles on the back of my hand with his thumb.
"Why?" I smiled with my tongue sticking out a little.
He smiled back, "You'll see when you get there." He leant down and kissed my cheek, "Come on lets get you to class."
We walked hand in hand to my next class which was vocals with Brown Shane needed to talk to Brown anyway so we walked in together Caitlyn and Declan smiled at me and I smiled back. I hadn't felt this happy in a long time.
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