Me again ;) Whos ready for christmas because I know I am!

I made my way to the canoe's think of what Declan and Caitlyn told me they both reckon that I should tell him the truth but I don't think I would be able to do that, although telling Shane that I am actually Demi Lovato his ex-girlfriend in the middle of a lake with nowhere to run might be the best place. I got closer and saw that Shane was standing there with a canoe already in the water waiting for me.

"Hey popstar." I shouted at him smiling. He turned and saw me walking towards him.

"It's Rockstar." He said handing me a life jacket and I slipped it over my head.

"You sure about that?" I giggled.

"Haha." He laughed at me helping me into the canoe.

"So we gonna do this right or just go round in circles?" I laughed as we made our way into the middle of the lake.

"We will see." He said stopping when we reached the middle. It's now or never. Either I tell him now when he has nowhere to run or I lie to him again and set him up for more heartache when he does find out.

"Listen Shane, I am really sorry about wat happened over the summer, I really don't know where Tess got that from. Me and Caitlyn where just talking about what it would be like to live double lives. Don't ask why we were talking about that though." I lied there that was my choice I can't believe that I lied to him again.

"Really?" He asked looking at me weirdly.

"Yeah I guess Tess took it the wrong way that's all," I explained, "Anyway how did you know my song and when did you hear me sing?" I said changing the subject so I didn't have to lie to him even more.

"I heard you in the practice room at the beginning of the summer and I couldn't get the sing and your voice out of my head, you're an amazing singer you know that."

"Thanks." I said blushing a little. "So what you gonna do know?"

"Well first I have to say I am sorry to a few people, the guys have already forgiven me but I really need Demi top forgive me. I was a total arse to her and I really regret it." He said looking at his hands that were in his lap.

I put two fingers under his chin and brought his head up until it was level with mine and I looked into his eyes. "I'm sure she will forgive you."

"I hope so." He said cupping my cheek with his hand stocking it slightly with his thumb. I bit my lip getting that feeling in my stomach that I got everytime he looked into my eyes like that. With such passion. "Don't do that."

"Do what?" I asked looking confused I wasn't doing anything.

"Bit your lip, it drives me crazy when you do." He admitted, oh yeah forgot that it had that impact on him. I smiled at him and bit my lip again. "Please stop it." He said joking a little.

"Why what you gonna do if I don't." I teased biting my lip again.

"Maybe this," and he leaned in and kissed me on the lips, i froze, I had forgotten what it felt like kissing him I then realised that he was kissing me and I was just sitting there, I quickly responded by kissing him back. He deepened it and opened my mouth with his tongue. I put my arms around his neck and put my hands in his hair and he moved his hands to my waist pulling me in closer. It was a bit difficult because we were sitting in a canoe. Eventually we had to come up for air and he rested his forehead against mine.

"we...we should get back." I stuttered trying the recover from that kiss. "Got to finish packing."

He smiled at me and rowed us back to the docks. He walked me back to my cabin and I looked through the window and saw Caitlyn adn Declan lying on Caitlyn's bed making out.

"Great just what I want to see, my brother and my best friend making out." I said turning back to Shane and rolling my eyes.

"Maybe you won't have to." He said pulling me into another kiss and then we started making out just as Declan was leaving.

"Oh come on! I don't wanna see that." He said covering his eyes. I pulled away and turned my head to him with my arms still around Shane.

"Then don't look. Hey you meeting me by my car in the morning?" I asked.

"Why's your car here?" He asked looking confused.

"Dad left it here for us because he has stuff to sort out for something that is happening." Hoping he would get the hint that dad wasn't picking us up because he was doing some last minute sorting for my tour. That was going to be really hard because the support act was Connect 3 and I had to be Demi 24/7 around them. Maybe I should have told Shane that is was Demi.

"Oh ok meet you there then. Night sis, night Shane." He said walking down the stairs and towards his cabin.

"Night." Shane and I said at the same time.

"I better get in because I have to drive home tomorrow." I said but making no effort to move away from him.

"Why can't Declan drive?" He asked.

"Declan got his licence taken away from him when he crashed his 3rd car in the same year." I explained remembering the look on his face when dad took it away from him, "So now I have to drive him around everywhere."

"Fun."

"Anyway I better get in before Caitlyn comes out to find me." I said this time pulling away form him only to receive a groan form him telling me he didn't want to let me go but he did and told me to meet him at the entrance in the morning.

I went in and Caitlyn bombarded me with questions about what happened and if I told him. I told her everything even that he kissed me more then once. I laid back onto my bed and finally let sleep take over me.

Well 2 days before xmas where I am and I am really excited, please review and gives suggestions on how Shane could find out about Mitchie being Demi. I have an idea but I would love to here your ideas. ;)

xx MERRYCHRISTMAS xx