Before I start I wanna say sorry if it's late :/ my laptop was being stupid and like completely crashed and erased EVERYTHING. I know right. But I'm using my home computer so everything's okay for now:) enjoy my loves.

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Axel slipped and fell back down on top of Roxas, making the small blonde whimper under the redhead's weight. Riku's dressing room was a mess; every time Axel tried to stand up he'd slip on a shoe, a sock, a table, or something else. Whenever he tried to place his footing he'd lose it in the next second.

"I am so sorry Roxas!"

"It's okay. It's not your fault." Roxas said, his voice strained.

Axel was determined as he stood up he managed to stand up but when he was about to lose his footing Roxas slipped out from and stood up, he helped Axel stand up and the two males sighed in relief. Roxas and Axel carefully made their way to the couch in the middle of the room and sat down. "So Roxas, tell me about yourself."

"What do you wanna know?"

"Hmm, how old are you?'

Roxas blushed knowing he was younger than Axel. "16"

"Jesus. I feel like a pedophile right now. I'm two years older than you."

Roxas looked up shocked."You're 18?"

"Yeah… why are you so shocked?"

"On your band page it says you're 20."
"Oh, that." Axel laughed. "Our manager said it would be best if we exaggerated our age a bit. Demy is 17, Leon's 18½, and Riku is 17½."

"You guys should be in high school then, no?"

"Yup, we're homeschooled. But we're trying to talk our manager to let us take our senior year in an actually high school. He's thinking about it."

"What about the tours?"

"This is the last tour for a while. And this is our home town so we're 'resting' here."

"That's so cool!"

"Yup. So are you a junior?"

"Actually… I'm a senior…"

"How?"

"Skipped a grade…"

"So you're like smart?"

"Yeah, I guess so."

"What about Sora?"
"He's a junior."

"What about Zexion and Cloud? How old are they?"

"Well Zexion is 17 and Cloud just turned 18. They're both seniors."

"Do you want to watch a movie?"

"Sure, nothing scary though okay?"

"Of course Roxas." Roxas watched as Axel carefully maneuvered his way across the room and watched as the tall red head bent down to grabbed a movie, the small blonde quickly averted his eyes when the redhead turned around.

"How about Phantom of the Opera?"

"I love that movie! Wait, Andrew Lloyd Webber version?"

"Of course!" Axel placed the movie in the DVD player and Roxas looked at his ass again. "Come on why won't you work?" Axel asked the DVD player frustrated.

"Axel, I don't think you turned it on…"

Axel blushed and turned it on. "I knew that." Axel stood up and asked if Roxas wanted something to drink. Roxas shook his head and Axel sat next to him.

"This movie is so cute." Roxas said in the middle of the movie.

"Do you think the Phantom is really evil?"

"I think he's just misunderstood and just looking for love!"

"My thoughts exactly."

Axel and Roxas both laughed. When they stopped Roxas looked in Axel's eyes. As green stared into blue the two boys leaned in subconsciously. As they continued to lean in Roxas and Axel shut their eyes and their lips met. It was a short kiss, but it was sweet. Axel was the first to pull away and he looked down to the blushing blonde who had his eyes trained on the floor.

"I'm sorry." Roxas whispered embarrassed. Why did he do that? Stupid stupid stupid!

Axel smiled a bit and placed his hand on the blondes chin, lifting it up so he was looking into the redheads eyes. The redhead leaned back down and kissed Roxas once more. He was about to pull away when Roxas started to kiss back and wrapped his arms around Axels neck. Axel gently picked up Roxas and placed him in his lap wrapping his arms around the blondes' small waist. Axel licked Roxas' bottom lip asking for entrance, Roxas happily opened his mouth and they started to wrestle with their tongues. They continued to make out until they had to pull away for air. Axel smiled but frowned a bit. "This is strange. I'm sorry; I mean we barely know each other."

"Yeah. I'm sorry too."

"Did you like it though?"

"As wrong as it is, yes. You're the first person in a while that I have connected to. I mean, you don't judge me, and you know what I'm going through. Not to mention I have idolized you since you first came out. But let's not go there."

Axel smiled and kissed Roxas' cheek. Roxas blushed and smiled. They continued talking until they noticed it was well past 2 in the morning. "Should we go see what they're up to?" Roxas asked. Axel nodded.

"Sure." Axel stood up and waited for Roxas before starting across the obstacle course of Riku's dressing room. Roxas followed and they both sighed a breath of relief when they made it safely without falling this time to the hallway. They gently opened Axel's dressing room door and 'Awed' at the sight they saw. Sora and Riku were in an armchair, Sora was on Riku's lap asleep, Riku was holding Sora like a child would hold a teddy bear asleep, Cloud and Leon were on the floor, Cloud was nuzzled into Leon and Leon was holding him. Zexion and Demyx were on the couch, Zexion was pushed into the backrest and Demyx was holding onto him his head buried in Zexions hair. Roxas and Axel gently shut the door and made their way to Riku's horrid dressing room once more. They made it to the couch; Axel laid down and patted the spot next to him for Roxas to lie on. Roxas smiled and laid down next to him

"I'm glad I came tonight and I'm glad we got to meet you." Roxas said quietly as he closed his eyes.

"I'm glad too Rox." Axel said just as quietly as he snuggled closer to Roxas.

They fell asleep in each other's arms and Roxas didn't have a nightmare. This was the second night in a row. He was happy about that but also upset knowing it's just because he's with someone who he looks up to.

When axel woke up he looked at the sleeping blonde and kissed the top of his head before lying back down. He heard something in Roxas' pocket buzz and let his curiosity get the better of him; he carefully maneuvered his hand into Roxas' jean pocket pulling out the boy's phone just in time for the call to end. Axel looked at the screen and was shocked when it said 34 missed calls from Father. Axel shook Roxas awake. "Rox, your father called like 34 times, wake up."

Roxas moaned and opened his eyes and looked at Axel. "What?"

"You have 34 missed calls from your father."

"WHAT?" Roxas was wide awake and grabbed his phone from Axel. Roxas quickly stood up and walked into the hallway. Axel wasn't exactly listening to the blonde but it was hard to ignore the blondes pleading and yells. "I said I'm sorry sir! Cloud fell asleep before I did, I figured he called you! I'm sorry! No! We rented a hotel room for the night by the stadium! I promise sir! Please sir! I promise! I am sorry! Yes, I'll wake him up and we'll be home soon! I promise sir! No! Please! I'm sorry!" axel heard as the blonde's phone shut and the blonde started to sob. Axel got worried and walked into the hallway, he pulled the sobbing blonde into a hug.

"Shh. It's okay Rox. Everything's going to be okay."

"NO! No it won't!" Roxas screamed. It took Axel by surprise but he held onto the blonde tighter.

"CLOUD!" Axel yelled. The older blonde ran out of Axel's dressing room and saw his brother crying. He got protective and knelt down next to him,

"What happened?"

"All I know is your father called him a lot of times and when Roxas called him back they had an argument and he started sobbing. I don't know what to do!"

Cloud sighed and hugged the blonde, forcing the redhead to release his grip. "Roxas, it's okay, I'll protect you. He won't hurt you." It took Cloud about ten minutes to calm the younger blonde down, by then everyone was out in the hallway looking at the two blondes and the worried redhead.

"Rox, what was that all about?" Sora asked worried.

"I'll tell you in the car Sora. I'm sorry guys. We really need to leave now; maybe we'll see you around sometime."

"Wait." Axel called. Roxas turned around and looked at the redhead. "Here it's my number, call me or text me whenever. I promise I'll always be here for you Rox." Axel kissed the young blonde on the cheek and watched at the four teens walked off Roxas looking a little scared and a little happy. When they were out of hearing range Axel turned to Leon. "We need to follow them!"

"Why?"

"I think Roxas is going to be hurt."

"Axe, I think you're over exaggerating a bit. I mean, what could possibly happen?"

Axel looked down. 'What happened to me when you guys didn't follow me home that night.' Axel had a small flashback of him on the floor in pain and blood coming out of his ass. He felt as if he was ripped in half and he stared at the older man in front of him. "That's what you get for being a fag!" his harsh voice echoed through Axels head as he went back to his room. He sat on the couch and tears fell from his eyes and before he knew it he was crying.

When Roxas walked in he noticed broken glass and about 100 empty beer bottles. He also knew most of the broken things were photos of Roxas' mother and father on their honeymoon and wedding, the other things were photos of Roxas. He looked at Cloud "Go upstairs and take Sora. I'll be fine, don't come down no matter what." He told Cloud with his eyes. Cloud nodded and reluctantly went upstairs with Sora, Roxas walked into the kitchen to see his father.

"You fucking whore!"

"Father, please calm down."

"Don't fucking tell me what to do! And don't call me father you fucking whore! I am not your father! You're a piece of shit! You were a mistake! You weren't supposed to be born! It was only supposed to be Sora! I fucking hate you! You ruined my life! You ruined my marriage! You deserve everything I'm about to do to you!" Roxas flinched at his father's harsh voice and winced as his father punched him in the face and delivered blow after painful blow to Roxas' stomach and face. Roxas' eyes opened wide as his father's cold hand made its way down his pants.

"W… what are you doing!"

"Shut up!" Roxas' father took off Roxas' pants and boxers and pinned him down on the floor as he kissed his son.

"Father stop this! I am your son! This is wrong!"

"I already told you, you are not my son!" his father expertly held his sons wrists in one on his large hands and took off his own pants and boxers with the other hand. Roxas screamed in pain as his father slammed into his tight virgin whole. "You're a whore! You're a fag! I bet you enjoy this!" his father said harshly as he slammed into him again.

"You're wrong! I hate this! Please stop! I'm begging you! Please!"

But his father didn't listen. He continued to pound into the small blonde as the blonde screamed in pain whishing he hadn't told Cloud to stay upstairs. But he remembered what his brother told him the previous night. He was probably upstairs listening to his iPod. Tears rolled down Roxas' face and waited for the pain to be over. He wasn't enjoying this at all; he just wanted it to end. When his father released into his son he pulled out and put his pants back on and walked up the stairs. Roxas curled into a ball on the cold kitchen floor and reached for his jeans that held his phone, his whole body ached and he finally got his phone he thanked God he added Axel's number while in the car as he quickly sent a text to Axel.

It simply read,

'Help me.

I need you.

-Roxas'

Axel quickly jumped at the sound of his phone and he opened the text from the number. When he read it he got protective and nervous.

'Rox, this is important, tell me your address. I'll be there immediately.

-Axel'

'1818 Twilight Road.

-Roxas' Roxas replied and pressed send right before he blacked out from the pain.

Axel jumped up, already fearing what happened to Roxas. He grabbed Leon's keys and yelled he was going out. He almost sped to Roxas' house and rang the bell like crazy until an older male opened it. He pushed passed him not even bothering to say anything and saw the small bleeding half naked blonde on the kitchen floor passed out. "Oh Roxas." Axel took off his hoodie and wrapped it around Roxas' bottom half and carefully picked him out pushing past the older male and curious/worried Cloud and Sora and walked to Leon's car. He gently put Roxas in the back and watched as Sora and Cloud ran out of the house. Cloud got in the back with the blonde and Sora sat up front. Axel drove back to the studio and opened the door for Cloud who was now carrying the blonde.

'I'm sorry Roxas.' The three teens thought as they looked at the unconscious blonde boy. Sora was crying and Cloud was trying to keep a straight face and Axel was angered.

"Why weren't you there? Why didn't you save him!" Axel asked furious this happened to Roxas. What he wanted more than anything was for Roxas NEVER to have the same painful memories he had, he wanted Roxas to be saved.

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Okay I have another snow day tomorrow/today (since it's like midnight as I'm about to post this hehe) so I have another full day to work on another chapter. I just realized most of my storied involve rape :o oh well I think it gives a story more emotion and more people may be able to connect to it or maybe people enjoy reading that sort of stuff. So I didn't go into details about the rape but that's because my heart wasn't in it, it was like breaking to write such a horrid rape scene, I mean I've written rape scenes before but I mean I hated this one. My heart broke hehe, okay well I am rambling so…. I hoped you enjoyed it!

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