"Bebe! Time to wake up!" My mom yells from downstairs.
What? Where am I? My bed? I don't remember going to bed last night... the last thing I remember is running away... unless...
Oh thank God! It was just a dream!
"Bebe!"
"Coming mom!" I yell back.
I am really glad it was just a dream! I need to stop thinking about Kenny, Wendy was right, it's just making it worse, I'm going to sto-
"Bebe! Phone!" She yells again.
"Thanks mom!" I say as I pick up the phone.
I hope it's not Clyde again! I already told him to leave me alone.
"Hello?" I ask over the phone.
"Bebe!" Luckily it's not Clyde.
"Hey Wendy! What's up?" I exclaim feeling happiness hearing my best friend's voice after my horrible dream.
"What's up? What's up? Bebe, are you fucking okay?" She yells over the phone sounding slightly stressed out.
"Uh... yeah, why wouldn't I?" Was my confused reply.
"Because you fucking ran away last night! I called you ten times! And if it wasn't for Tweek and Craig, who knows if you would be alive right now!" Wendy snapped.
"What? B-but... but it was supposed to be a dream!" I yell with confusion and fear in my voice.
"Well, it wasn't!" She contradicted me with the tone of voice she uses when someone acts stupid.
Moments of silence pass by when I finally decide to speak again. "What did Tweek and Craig do?"
"You don't remember?"
"No! The last thing I remember is running away!" I reply feeling confusion and fear at the same time, wanted it all to be just a dream.
"Well, I don't know, they didn't want to tell anybody what happened, it must be really serious if you don't remember!" Wendy exclaims with worry.
"I am going to talk to them, okay? I gotta go." I tell her trying to sound calm when I'm feeling everything but calm.
"Okay, bye Bebe."
"Bye."
Shit. It was not a dream!
Did I really saw Kenny last night? It can't be! It's not possible! Oh no, what if...what if I do have schizophrenia...?
No! He was there! There is no way it was all in my head! It was real! It can't be a lie! Can...Can it? God, I have to go see a doctor…
'It's all a lie, but it's not fantasy.'
What does that mean?
"Bebe! It's getting really late, you don't want to spend your whole Saturday in bed, do you?" My mom yells again.
"I know mom! I'm almost ready!" I said as I got dressed up and finished with my makeup, and then I went downstairs.
"What do you want for breakfast, sweetie?" She asked me when she saw me walking down the stairs.
"I'm not hungry, but thanks mom. I'm going to meet Wendy at the mall, it's that okay?" I lie not wanting to waste more time.
"Of course you can! But you sure you don't want anything?" She insisted.
"Thank you mom, but I'm not hungry. Bye!" I say as I wave my hand goodbye and walk out of the front door.
"Bye Bebe! Have fun!" I heard her yell as I left.
I should go to Tweek Bros. Tweek works there on Saturdays and Craig is usually there doing nothing or playing with his camera. It's not that far, I could walk, I need some exercise anyway.
Minutes went by and all the way to Tweek Bros. I couldn't help but think about Tweek and Craig, I have to talk to them, maybe they know something that I don't…Last night Tweek said something about death and weird dreams…hmm…
'Oh my God! She can't move! She is gonna die! Oh Jesus! Not you to, Bebe! I don't want more weird dreams!'
'Not you too.'
'I don't want more weird dreams'
Okay so he was talking about me dying….and when he said 'you too' he was obviously talking about Kenny…and he said that he doesn't want more weird dreams, so he has weird dreams about Kenny!
As I approach Tweek Bros. I can't help but smile.
"Tweek!" I yell as I open the coffeehouse's doors.
"Oh Jesus, No! Don't Kill me! Gah!" He screams and tries to run away.
I quickly stop him. "Tweek, it's me, Bebe! I just want to ask you somethi-."
"If it is about yesterday, I don't know everythi-anything! Anything! I don't know! I-I just saw you drowni-walking! Y-you were walk-walking! A-and y-you almost drow-…em….fell! you almost fell! So-So..y-you fell and-and you…you were…were unconscious and…and I told Craig to help m-me get you home! T-that's all! I swear! Oh God, I am such a lia-I mean….! Oh Jesus! Gah!" And then he hides behind the cashier's table.
"Tweek!'' I yell in vain since there is no way he would say anything.
"You better shut the fuck up about it." Uh?
"What?" I say as I turn around and see Craig….flipping me off…
"You heard me, shut the fuck up about it." He repeats with his usual monotone voice.
"A-about what?" I fake confusion.
"You know what I'm talking about. You know that you drowned." I..I fucking drowned?
"What? Drowned?" I swear I heard him whisper 'Shit' after I said that.
"I have to go." He says as he turns around but I stop him before he leaves.
"Oh no! Now you are going to tell me everything!" I yell at him.
"No, forget I said anything." He replies with a calm voice.
"No, I won't!" I insist.
"I don't give a shit if you don't want to. You can't tell anyone." He turns around and glares at me.
"Why the fuck not?" I inquired slightly annoyed.
"Just because I don't fucking want you to." Craig said with a cold look in his eyes.
"How come I am still alive?" I ask with pure confusion.
"Goodbye." And then he fucking left.
My mind was racing so fast trying to comprehend what he just told me, then after three seconds I finally yelled after him. "Wait!" No use.
Okay. Craig won't say anything but Tweek sucks at lying. I have to talk to him!
Befor I could say anything my phone rings, it says ''BFF 3'. It's Wendy. I keep a distance from Tweek so he won't hear me, then I answer.
"Bebe!" Geez hi to you too.
"Wendy."
"Did you ask Tweek and Craig?" She asks hoping to find an answer.
"They don't want to tell me anything." I reply.
"Damn, I really want to know!" Me too, Wendy, me too...
"Craig won't say anything but Tweek will tell you everything if you make him feel pressure-"I quickly cut her off. "He always feels pressure."
"Yeah, but make him feel that if he doesn't tell you something terrible will happen." Wendy suggests and I admit is not a bad idea.
"Yeah, you are right, he almost told me everything but he ran away."
"What did he say?" She inquired.
"He told me that I almost fucking dr- I stop remembering that Craig told me not to tell anybody. "What?" She asks waiting for me to continue. "He...he told me I... I fell, but that's all."
"...mmh...that's weird, I mean, if you don't remember you must have hit your head really hard but how come you are okay now? It doesn't make sence!" She says trying to find a logic answer.
"I know! Well I have to go, I'm going to the gym." I lie so she won't ask anymore questions I can't answer.
"Okay but don't forget to ask Tweek about it, remember that he work on Saturdays." Wendy says in a I-know-it-all tone of voice.
"Yeah, I know, Bye Wendy, talk to you later!" I hung up without waiting for an answer.
As I enter Tweek Bros. again I hear Tweek talking to someone, still hiding behing the cashier's table.
"I need you! Why did you leave? What if she asks something else? I can't lie! It's way too much pressure, man!" He must be talking on the phone with Craig.
"If you don't come back right now, I'm going to t-tell her everything! Y-you don't want that, d-do you?"
Tweek stays quiet for a few seconds probably listening to what Craig is saying, then finally he says "T-Thank you, Craig! Bye!"
After that, Tweek stands up from his hiding place and looks horrified as he locks eyes with me.
"Ark! H-Hi, B-Bebe! I...uh...W-what can...can I do for you?" He asks me with a little twich trying to distract me.
"Well, now that you ask...I would like yo know what the fuck happened yesterday!" I yell at him.
"What are you doing here?" I hear Craig's voice from behind. That boy is such a sneaky little bastard, how come he arrived so fast?
I turn around. "Hi Craig."
"I asked you a question." He says as he looks at me in the eye, demanding an answer.
"Well Craig, I am free to go wherever I want to go, don't I? And besides, I have some questions to ask you." I say closing my eyes.
"Yeah, and you are free to go too." Fucking dick.
"Oh Jesus! W-we don't know ev-anything! Fucking anything! Gah!" Tweek says twitching a little.
"Shut the fuck up Tweek." Craig says and I roll my eyes, then he continues. "But he is right. We don't know anything you don't know already so you can leave now."
"No! Goddamnit! I want fucking answers! I know you fucking know he is still here! I know you fucking know he is not fucking missing! And I fucking know you fucking know what the fucking fuck is fucking going on!" I think I say 'fuck' way too much what I'm angry.
They stay quiet for a good 5 seconds. Oh God, I hate awkward silence.
Tweek is the one to break it. "Y-you know about Kenny too?" I gasp.
"The fuck, Tweek? Shut up!" Craig frowns and yells at him.
"No Craig! I'm sick of this! I can't do it!" He yells back.
"What? You can't do what, Tweek?" I asked him.
"She has nothing to do with this! This is just going to make it worse!" Craig says trying to make him stay quiet.
I'm starting to shake.
"Tell me Tweek, please, I need to know!"
"Don't you dare to say a word!" Craig, please, shut up.
"I-I can't! I know what she is going through! I know what she is feeling! Nobody helped me and I want to help!" He replies as he pulls on his hair.
"Tweek, you are ruining everything!" Craig yelled again.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I-I promise I won't say anything!" Tweek yelled deciding to do what Craig said. But... I think I'm starting to understand now...Tweek said he knows what I'm going through; he knows what I'm feeling! He...he can see Kenny too! How can he be so fucking selfish! I'm going out of my mind here and he knows what's going on but he doesn't want to fucking tell me just becasue Craig doesn't want to?
"You saw him too didn't you? Didn't you?" I start talking without realizing it. "You know with whom I was talking to yesterday, right? You told me I was crazy! You told me I was going to die! You fucking asshole, you knew it all along and you didn't want to tell me? I really thought I had schizophrenia, you dick! I was going to go to a motherfucking hospital after school! And how the fuck did you fucking know I was going to be fucking drowning in fucking Stark's Pond? Uh? Have seen Kenny recently, right? Asked him to drown me? Or was it all a lie like everything else? And Craig knew it too? Is this just a sick prank to make me go insane? Worked with Craig to plan the prank? Make me believe I'm crazy so I can really go crazy? Or is it-"
"Fucking stop! Yes! I know it was Kenny! Yes I knew you weren't crazy! Yes I knew you were going to be in Stark's Pond! Yes, I have seen Kenny recently! And no! He didn't do it! Neither me nor Craig! But it was our fault! It was our entire fault! But it was an accident, I fucking swear! We didn't listen! We thought it was a lie-Craig thought it was a lie! We didn't know Kenny was in there! We didn't know anything! Craig didn't want anyone to know! Craig told me to keep quiet but I fucking can't! I'm sorry Craig, but it our fault and you know it! I'm sorry Bebe! I don't know what happened! We were just there, on the other fucking side of the town, the dark side of the town, and-and we didn't know he was there! We were scared! Both! Even if Craig doesn't want to admit it, we both were-"
"Enough, Tweek." Craig interrupts. I'm kinda glad because I didn't understand a word Tweek just said….I think….I think Tweek is crying now….
"You see, Bebe, we know Kenny's not dead, in fact, we are the ones that made him go missing; obviously an accident because even if I hate to admit it, he was my friend. We know what's going on and we know you can see him, the only thing we don't know is why do you see him." Craig said clearing everything.
"But…why is it your fault? What did you do?" I had to ask.
"All in good time, Bebe, you will understand everything soon." I hope.
I bet you are confused, well so was I while having the dream! But don't worry, it will all make sence soon...
