Where did all my reviewers go? The last chapter only got one T_T Anyway, before the chapter begins. Steve has a message for all of you:

Hi, everyone! ^_^ I'm so happy - I have fangirls! But you know what I would like you to do? Could you please write some M rated fanfics about me and Darren? There are hardly any! And I need some so that I can...erm...show them to Darren. I will be sure to review them using SL-nee-sama's account so please message SL-nee-sama if you write one. Please and thankyou 8D

Love Steve.

Darren: Please don't! I'm still sore from the last time he tried to "show me a fic"!

So, do you want to let Steve-xiao-tu down? Of course not! So write M rated fanfics for Steve! (And SL _) Disclaimer time.

Sam: Umm...SL-nee-sama does not own me or T-The Saga of D-Darren Shan in anyway.

SL: Very good, Sam-kun ^_^ Why did I not put you in this fic?

Spoiler warning for this chapter. Also, it's in Steve's POV.

I come off as arrogant and conceited but I have feelings too and those feelings are for Darren.

When he shoots me down it's a lot more painful then when Crepsley calls me a name or Debbie stomps on my toe.

He tries. He tries really hard not to hurt me but he can never love me and that's enough to hurt me on its own.

I have an obsession with him and I'm not afraid to admit it.

"Steve, what are you writing? Wait, it's not another fanfiction, is it?" There was a trace of fear on Darren's face as he said the last part which made me laugh.

"No, it's something a bit more personal," I told him. "I guess you could call it a diary."

He opened his mouth as if to ask about it but then he thought better of it. He then nodded and walked away.

He's so damn cute. Almost like a girl. I don't even care that somehow the two of us are brothers. All I want is for that adorable smile of his to be directed at me.

"What is that scoundrel doing?" I could hear Crepsley asking Darren.

"He says he's writing something. Like a diary." Darren replied.

I regret what I did. I was so stupid not to see that Darren became a vampire to save me. I know it was all predetermined by Tiny but I still hate myself for it.

"A diary?" Crepsley scoffed. "What could he possibly have to write about? He has a sad excuse for a life."

Darren shushed him. "Don't talk about him that way - I'm worried. He seems…distant."

I remember when we were really young and I protected him from the big kids. We were like brothers and he used to look up to me. What a role model I turned out to be.

"Darren, why do you care about him?" Debbie asked. "All he does is perv on you."

"I don't know why I care about him," Darren mumbled. "I guess I never stopped loving him, even after he tried to kill me." I imagine everyone was giving him a look at this point. "I mean, as a friend or a brother. Not love, love."

I put my pen down and turned around. "Darren, you still love me?"

"Of course I do," He smiled.

I blushed and smiled back.

"Come and join us, Steve. I don't like you sitting over there by yourself." He said.

"Okay, hang on a second," I picked up my pen and scribbled down one last sentence in my notebook.

Maybe we can never be together but at least we will always have a huge amount of brotherly love.

Thankyou for the reviews, everyone. This is my first fanfic (well, I wrote a fanfic before this but it was just a crappy one shot) so you guys are really encouraging me 8D I might do another Darren Shan fanfic after this. It might be another crack fic or it might actually have a plot, I haven't decided yet. If you guys have any suggestions then feel free to tell me in a review or message :D