Wet mud was squishing between my paws and rain was pouring down on us. The night was cold and windy. There were 12 of us wolves. A Black and brown wolf flanked my sides. With the rest of the pack was flanked behind us, ready for the command. The hissing and growling sounds were getting louder on both sides. Red eyes glowed in the dark night. They were standing in a defence position. Both sides waiting for the other side to make the first move. The wolves were starting to get restless. We all knew that the night was going to be long and we would lose loved ones. One of the monsters step out of the defence line and hissed at us. The monster ran up, starting the attack. One of the wolves thought- let's kill some vampires. And the war began.

I bolted up in bed, sitting in a pool of sweat and breathing heavy. "It was just a dream. A dream, nothing else." I've been having dreams with the wolves. Some of dreams were good and others like tonight was bad. The wolves seemed like family, people I know. The monsters were scary, nothing I've ever seen. What did the wolf call them? Vampires. Vampires aren't real, there mythical creatures. People imagine them. I really think I'm losing it. Maybe going to school was keeping me sane. My bedroom clock told me it was 10.30am. The dreams are fucking up my sleep, I never slep in this late.

It was the start of my week of suspension and grounding. Uncle Charlie left for work at 7am. I had to get to Billy's place before someone is sent looking for me. Quickly I headed for a shower and in no time, I was heading out the door and driving to La Push. I don't fuss over what to wear, it's not like I have much choice. Most the clothes I have are getting to small for me.

The drive to La Push I couldn't stop thinking about vampires. I had this feeling in my stomach that maybe vampires are real. I feel insane, thinking that. Like I said before, vampires are mythical creatures. But it wouldn't hurt to check it out.

La Push was one of the most beautiful places, make that the only place. I loved it here more than Forks. Pulling up to Billy's house i had a flash back. The time my mother dropped me off one morning to play with Jacob. That was one of the best memories ever. I jumped out of the truck and got pulled into someone's arms. I was getting the breath squeezed from me. And dam, this guy was hot. He could have cooked an egg and bacon on him.

"Hey Bells, we were about to send a search party for you." I still didn't know who was hugging me.

"Cant...breath." The arms loosened.

"Sorry." I looked up to see Brady smiling brightly. God, he is such a cutie.

"Hey Brady, Sorry I was late. Slept in." Brady looked me up and down. And frowned.

"Growing out of your clothes?" I was embarrassed that he could tell, I didn't think it was that bad. The ends of the jeans were above my ankle and my shirt showed a strip of my stomach. Even my underwear was getting small.

"Yeah." I didn't really know what to say.

"Come on Bells, everyone's at the shed working on Jakes dream car." Brady didn't wait for an answer, he grabbed my hand and started walking us to the shed. The little red shed looked like it was going to fall down, it probably would if the guys were in there. All the guys were outside leaning over the car, looking in the hood. I was looking for one face. I've been dying to see him. My Sam. When he turned around with a smile, I couldn't help but smile back. I wanted to run up into his arms and stay there forever. But I didn't.

"Hey Bells." They all yelled out at the same time, it was cute.

"Hey guys, what's going on with the car?" Brady and I walked over to the car. Collin went to explain.

"Well...we are putting those weird circle things into the hood. We're basically remodelling the engine and trying to get this piece of shit to start." Collin looked like he had no idea what was going on, and tried pulling off his rumbling for leaning against the car, acting cool. Jake laughed at him.

"Yeah, what Collin said. You know, putting in weird circle things." Collin death stared Jake.

"I know what Collin was talking about. We have our own language and you'll never know about it." I walked up to Collin and put my arm around him.

"Yeah, Bella and I have our own club." Collin poked his tongue out at the guys.

"That means Bella and Collin can't have any sodas from the shed. You know, their to cool for us." Jake stood there with an evil look in his eyes. Collin gasped and cried out in the worst acting skills ever.

"Not the warm sodas, please no." Collin was on his knees begging Jake. "Will do anything."

"Sure, sure." I bet you Jake was waiting for me to start begging. A warm soda was something Jake and I always had when we were little kids. Collin looked at me, giving me puppy dog eyes.

"Jake please share your magical warm sodas." I was now on my knees with Collin begging.

"Oh I don't know." Jake stood there, thinking it over. "Maybe if Bella gave me a hug and Collin called for pizza."

"I really think Collin should call for pizza now, I'm hungry." Paul was rubbing his flat stomach and licking his lips.

"Paul, you're always bloody hungry." Embry punched Paul in the arm and walked up to me.

"How's our favourite chick going?" I went to answer but Brady bet me to it.

"She hasn't been sleeping well and her clothes are too small." Did I really look like I haven't been sleeping? "That reminds me, Jake can Bella borrow some of your shirts."

"Do you guys even have shirts?" whenever I saw them they were shirtless, like they are now.

"We are too hot for shirts." Paul's cockiness is a big overload. Well to tell you the truth, I'd be lying if I didn't say there weren't hot.

"Bells can use some of my shirts, it's the shorts that I can't spare." They all laughed. It was like some inside joke, I didn't know about. Brady and Collin ran off into Jakes house. I guess now is a good time for hugs. I went up to Jake and opened my arms.

"Oh yeah, you owe me a hug." Jake pulled me into his arms. I missed getting hugs from Jake. I stopped getting them when he stopped picking up the phone. A couple of months after I left, Jake stopped talking to me on the phone. Billy wouldn't tell me anything except for- Jacob is fine, or his out with friends.

When Jake let go of me I was pulled into a new pair of warm arms. Paul was giving me a hug bear hug, knocking the air out of my lungs. He put me down and another pair of arms came around my waist. The person wasn't knocking the air out of me, it was a loving embrace. I turned around to face to face with big brown eyes. He whispered. "Morning." I could feel my heart beating faster. "Morning Sam." Before anything else could happen. Clothes came flying into my face. When I pulled the shirt and shorts from my face, Sam was giving Brady and Collin a deadly stare.

"I thought you said I couldn't have a pair of shorts?"

"We grabbed one of Jakes shirts and we went into Rachael's bedroom and got one of her shorts." Rachael was Jake's only sister. She wasn't around much. It was kind of bugging me, I had to ask.

"What other clothes did Rachael live behind?" Brady and Collin looked confused.

"Um...there was shoes and stuff." I guess it wasn't going to be that easy to ask. I was going to have to say it out loud. I could already feel the blush rising on my cheeks.

"Ah… what about underwear?" The guys looked shocked. Collin finally answered.

"Um...Ah...probably. Um... why do you need underwear?" Paul had an eyebrow raised, looking me up and down. Than he had to open his big fat mouth.

"Aren't you wearing any?" Fucking perv.

"What the hell! Yes I'm wearing underwear! This stupid growing thing is taking an effect on my wardrobe! My undies are partially up my ass and my Boobs are way too big! This morning I went through 2 bras because they all kept on snapping!" I was pissed. He didn't have to take it in a wrong way. The stupid dickhead. I didn't bother waiting for an answer. I walked straight past them with the cloths Brady and Collin gave me and drove home. I could feel the fire of anger burning inside of me, wanting to explode. I don't care if I was meant to stay there because of the stupid school thing. I wanted to get away from them all and not have someone looking at me. I'll call Billy and Uncle Charlie when I get home and tell them what happened. That's if Billy didn't hear me yelling at the boys.

I was driving as fast as my stupid truck would go. Which wasn't that fast. I finally arrived home to find the slut of Forks High School on my front lawn.

"What the hell do you want Jessica?" she looked at bit taken back from my yelling but she straighten up and walked over to me. Jessica's nose looked like shit from me punching her.

"I'm here to see your father, but I guess his not home. I'll be leaving now." I started walking towards the front door. "Stupid slut." I didn't realise that Jessica was still here.

"What did you call me?" I turned around to see Jessica walking towards me, I met her half way. "I don't think you should be calling me a slut. You're the one who doesn't know your real father. She probably slept with every guy in Forks." Jessica turned around and left. She didn't give me a chance to scream at her. I would have broken a lot more than her nose.

I stormed out to the backyard, kicking the stones on the ground. I was shaking really bad and the fire I felt before, was still there. Slowly my vision started turning red, like the other night. I was kicking everything that was in my way. I didn't realise where I was walking until I kicked a big log. I was in the forest. I had every bad thought running through my mind. My vision was fully red now. I went to scream but it wasn't my voice. It was a howl. I went to swear and another howl came out. I was too busy worrying about my voice that I didn't realise I was standing on the ground. With...4 paws! What the hell was happening? I spun around in a circle and found a TAIL! I've got a tail! Not to mention I could hear and smell things I never thought I would. I stood there for awhile, not really knowing what to do. This can't be happening, i felt in shock. I had this feeling in the pit of my stomach, it was like something was fighting to come alive. Not really knowing what to do, I let the feeling take over.

Before I could even figure out what was happening, everything around me was a blur. Trees and bushes were flashing past. I was running. I couldn't stop running, i didn't want to stop. It felt good having the wind on my face. I wasn't watching where I was going, there was a loud BEEP sounded. I was on the main highway. I felt my heart beating faster. Right near my furry leg was a truck wheel. I almost got ran over by a log truck. I slowly got up away from the Big wheel and ran off into the woods. I felt the difference between roads and the forest, it was amazing. The forest was so much better to run in, the mud squishing in my toes, or paws. Whatever you call them. I kept running, and jumping. Testing out everything with my new body. It was like the dreams, dreaming of wolves. I was running when I heard a sweet sound. I turned my head, while still running to see what it was. When I didn't find it, I turned back around and ran head first into a tree. My head tingled, everything was spinning a bit. I looked at the damage tree. It was bending over to the left, almost touching the other tree. A bird came and sat on the damage tree. The bird started singing. Oh god, the sound I heard before I was the stupid bird. I wanted to hit the bird. I started climbing the damage tree to catch the bird, I didn't get far before I heard a loud crack. The tree fell over, doing dominoes and knocking over 3 other trees. Stupid bird. I ran away from the trees, hoping the loud crush didn't catch anyone's attention.

It was must of been hours, I've stayed out here. The sun was setting. It was starting to rain. I laid under a tree to keep dry. Everything about the situation was coming clear. I had no idea, how this happened or why. I'd have to keep it a secret from everyone. I don't actually know where I am. All the smells are really strong, it hard to think. Uncle Charlie would freak and probably shoot me. Oh God, I don't know how to turn back into a human! What about Billy? I could go to him, he said so himself. I have this feeling that Billy won't go crazy seeing me. I'll find him tomorrow.

I was feeling tired. I curled up under the tree, my head tugged in near my tail. I still can't believe I'm furry. I guess I wasn't as freaked as a normal person should be, but hey I've been dreaming of myself been a wolf for weeks now. I looked at the stars, shining bright in the dark sky. Counting stars til I fell asleep.

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The smell of burgers woke me up. I didn't realise I was hungry until my stomach growled. I stood up and saw that I was still a wolf. I had dreams last night, I was running with a pack of wolves and the Black Wolf was standing next to me. My stomach growled again, pulling me out of my day dreams. I started moving with thinking, following the sweet smell of burgers. I could feel my mouth watering. Today I'm thinking like a human, yesterday I was thinking wolf. I let my nose do the leading, I started walking to the smell, but then broke out into a run. There was a little house, a group of people were having a BBQ. I was in La Push. Standing in the shadows of the forest, I wanted to get close enough to sneak a burger. Everyone had their backs turned from the BBQ, I went to make a move.

"AHHHH! MUMMM! DADDDD!" A little girl was screaming at me. Her yelling was hurting my ears, I'm surprised the glass windows didn't break. Looking away from the girl, everyone was looking at me. I went to turn around and run, but stopped moving when I saw Seth. I felt like running over to him and hiding behind him. I started walking towards him, until I heard a click. My eyes went wide, I know that sound. A gun. I heard Seth Whisper. "Run Bella." I started to run again into the woods. How did Seth know it was me? I heard the gun shot. It missed me, but bloody close. THE FUCKERS SHOOTING AT ME! I felt rage, I wanted to run back and rip his throat out. I quickly looked back to see Seth Running away from the BBQ. I ran deep into the forest, trying to get away from the loud people. I slowed down when I came to a fallen tree. Sitting down on my back legs. I let out a shaky breath. That's twice in 2 days I've almost got killed. Tears started running down my face. I want to be human. And have a shower. My fur is sticking together because of the rain and mud last night. Standing back up, I slowly walked in the dictions on Billy's house. For some reason, I knew it was this way.

When I arrived at Billy's backyard. There was a lot of shouting coming from the house. I didn't feel like listening, so I blocked it out. I moved out of the forest and sat near the back porch. I wasn't sure what to do. I would have changed back into a human. But I had no idea how. I decide the best way to get attention was to speak, or howl in my case.

"Idiots! Hello! I need help! HELP!" I sounded like a yipping dog. I stood there waiting for someone to come out. Starting to get an itch on my neck, I tried to scratch it. I couldn't get it at the right angle I needed it. I walked over to the edge of the porch railing and rubbed my neck. "Ahhh yeahhhh, Rightttt thereee." My leg started thumping the ground from being happy and I was letting out little whinny sounds. What? It feels sooo good. I think my tongue was hanging out the side of my mouth.

"Bella?" I looked up to see all the guys and Billy looking at me with smiles. Brady and Collin looked about ready to burst into laughter. And Paul, it was too late for him. He was having trouble holding himself up right from laughter. Paul was pointing a finger at me and shaking his head. Saying between gasps of breath at me.

"That...is...funny...next...you'll be...chasing...your...tail" The guys cracked at the chasing tail bit. Even Billy had a smile on his lips. Growling at them, Paul put his hands up in surrender. I didn't realise that Jared was holding a pie in his hand. With the boys still bending over laughing, not watching me. I ran up to Jared and took off with Jared's pie.

"HEY! Get your own food." Jared Growled at me. Did he really growl at me? I stood up straight and looked at him with my head on the side. How did he growl? His not like me? Is he?

"Oh look at the confused puppy." Paul was smiling at me. He came over and walked straight up to me. Patting me on the head. I didn't like that, I growled at Paul in a warning. Paul growled back. He went to pat me on the head again. I didn't give him a chance, I tried to bite his hand away. Before my teeth even touched his hand. Paul changed in a wolf. He was growling at me. I couldn't help it, I growled back. Paul was circling me, like I was the prey and he was the hunter. For some reason the wolf within me, didn't like that.

'Stop circling me, Paul.' I didn't expect that to happen, but he actually stopping moving. From the looks of things, I wasn't the only shocked one. Paul looked at me with questioning eyes. Paul went to move again, but not circling me like before. Paul moved next to Billy and nodded at him.

"Bella, you need to let your mind open." What was Billy talking about, my mind is open. "Every wolf is connected to the other, we can hear your thoughts and speak to one another. But you're blocking Paul out. You need to let him in." I knew everyone was watching us, but I kept my focus on Paul. After a while, I could hear a faint sound. It started to get louder and louder.

'Bella? Bella? You there? Hello? Anyone home? Earth to bitch?' I growled at Paul.

'I'm not a bitch!' Paul gave me a wolf smile.

'Have you looked in the mirror? You're a female Dog, aka female Bitch.' He came up and stood in front of me.

'Great, I've got a cocky Paul around. If only I could change into a human.'

'Hey! I'm not cocky. I'm handsome, wonderful and a sex god.'

'Oh shit, I forgot about hearing my thoughts.'

'Well babe, the hearing thoughts has its ups and downs. Hard to keep secret, nothing is private anymore. I think your new nickname is bitch.'

'Stop calling me that.' I growled at Paul.

'Dam Bella, How do you do that? It's like an Alpha order.'

'Paul, you have me totally confused. What's an Alpha?'

'Come Bells, let's turn you back into a human.'

'I know Paul was tiring to get away from the topic, but I couldn't careless at the moment. Being human was what I wanted now. I was so dam hungry, the pie didn't do anything.'

'Will get you something really big to ea, like a beer.' Paul started laughing at his own lame joke.

'Lame.' Paul sat in front of me.

'Bella, to turn into a human. You need to think of something human.'

'Anything?'

'Anything.'

I thought about Jake and me when we were kids, building mud cakes. Billy and Uncle Charlie fishing. The first time I saw Sam. The way his voice sounds like honey. His kissable lips. The 8 pack, which I wanted to kiss. Hell I want to kiss every part of him. My fingers tugging in his black hair, pulling his body closer to me. Feeling his hands all ov-

"Bella?" Jake was standing in front of me, passing me a black woollen blanket. I frowned at the blanket. "Bella, you naked." I felt my eyes go wide and the blush spreading on my cheeks and down my neck. I grabbed the blanket from Jake. Jake has since me naked hundreds of times in my life, but the other guys haven't. Looking around Jake, the guys were turned around. I looked over at Paul, still as a wolf. He had a smudged smile. Oh God, did he see? Paul turned back into a human. Of course I forgot to look away and saw a Paul naked. Blushing, I turned around and looked at the ground.

"Nice Body Bells." I couldn't help but go a darker red.

"PAUL!" The guys, including Billy yelled at him. Jake pulled me up from the wet ground and carried me into the house.

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AN: sorry guys, I know it had been awhile since I updated. Hopefully I did alright on this chapter.