Hey heres the long awaited chapter for Loosing Sunshine.. I might be MIA for this one or any stories depending how fast i finish typing up my lab report... this sucks... well any ways hope ya enjoy this chapter!


Sasuke POV:

"SASUKE-KUN!"

Who's there? Who's there? Who's there?

"SASUKE-KUN!"

Why does it sound so familliar? Is that susposed to be my name?

"SASUKE-KUN! PLEASE WAKE UP!"

Why does the voice sound so familliar; why does it feel like I know this person?

"SASUKE-KUN! Please don't leave me!"

Who's this person? Am I supposed to know them?

"Please don't leave me! Not again!"

What does this female mean 'not again?' I never left a person before... or did I? How am I supposed to know this person, if I can't see them!

"I love you with all my heart!"

*gasp* Those words... why do they hurt my, my heart?

This, this feeling, what is this? Who am I? What am I doing? Why do I feel so warm, why do I feel like a feather?

"NO! Let go of me; I want to hug him longer!"

The feeling; the feeling is stopping- it's leaving! No! It can't leave me; not when I feel so alone.

"Sakura-sama; I have to clean him up, you need to sign these papers"

Sakura? This person; is she the warmth? Do I know this person? Am I supposed to know this person?

"Let me stay longer; I need to hold him longer"

Why does she want me? Am I even wanted? Who wants me in this world? Who would want me; a person so weak- a person who can't even generate his own warmth? Let go of me- let go of me Sakura... Who are you to- to me?

"Hai; lady Uchiha "

Uchiha? Isn't that my name? Isn't that my last name. Who is this person? Is she my sibling?

The warmth it's leaving... I can't let my sister leave me! If she's my warmth then I can't let her go. I can't let her go like I did the last time. I won't give up! I must wake up, I must see!

These white walls, where am I? And is that my body?(1)


As I open my eyes to these white walls; I- I see these strange people around me, they need to get away from me. Who's that person? And why is she holding me? Was- is- she my warmth; my light? Sister; why are you crying?

Then I see something; something thats on her left hand; something that matches with mine. Is it a ring?

A wedding ring?

Then if she isn't my sister; is she perhaps my wife? What's her name?

Think Sasuke! Think Sasuke, if she was my warmth, then whats her name. My eyes driffted to her form; she had doe green eyes the color of Emerald. Light pink hair the color of Sakura blossoms, and she looked Kami-sama sent.

Was she an angel? Is she my darling angel wife?

What must I call this blossom; my angel? My eyes wondered down to her hair... That's it! I must call her Sakura, my darling Sakura.

How will I get to touch her again if she can't see me?

*shirrrrppp- woooosh*

Wait where am I going? Why can't I stay with her? Why can't I stay with my darling Cherry-Blossom? Kuso! Someone tell me!(2)


Where the hell am I? This is annoying, first I wake up from not knowing what happened to me. Then I'm stuck here; some pink covered place, where it looks like a group of fucking care bears to a major crap on! That's not even the worst part! I now feel so cold, so dead, am I supposed to be here? Am I supposed to be here?

No young Uchiha, you are not supposed to be here.

Nani? Where is 'here'; I responded to the voice.

You my young boy; are in the between.

The hell is a 'between'?

Where confused spirits come; spirits who don't know what to do.

What do you mean?

Take you for instance. You where taken down in a mission. You left behind a wife and great friends; but you also leave behind terrible memories that your soul wishes to leave behind in the darkness of hell. Thus leaving your whole being confused on what to do; do you stay with your wife and friends and or do you leave behind them; and have your burden taken from you?

I would stay with them of course; but let me ask, would you return my memories? All of them?

Yes young Uchiha; I will do you just that.

I waited for it; I waited to bathe in my memories. But what if the memories where horrible, what if I don't want them any more? As I opened my mind (3) to speak, I felt a slight tap on my forehead and that's when all hell broke loose. Memories of my family, the massacre, team taka, and the time I returned. Then something big hit me; the most important day; or should I say memory. The day I married Sakura... Wait! Sakura?

Was she my warmth when I was still down? Was she my warmth as I was in the hospital room? Was she? Her smile, her face, and even her laugh came rushing back to me. How can I be that stupid? How can I even think of leaving her behind? She was waiting there for me! That's when I made up my mind. I was going to go back home, I was going back to my Cherry-Blossom.

So Uchiha; have you made your choice?

Yes; yes I have and I would like if I can go back to my angel; my blossom.

As you wish.

And with that I felt my soul being washed away.


Well? how was that? its amazing how I haven't even touched my lab; and I'm here, typing this up for you... isn't that wonderful?

well let me go finish that up right now... or maybe tomorrow...

well you know the drill..REVIEW! they inspire me to write better.. and longer!

REVIEW!

ja-ne Mist-sama!

Wait I forgot something!

for sections one and two: I was soooo tempted to stop it right there and leave a cliffy.. but I didn't cause I felt bad for ya! ^^

and for three: Its like when you open up ur mouth.. but brain way!

now i can say... REVIEW!
ja-ne!

-Mist... once again! ^^"

OMFG! I JUST NOTICED THAT THIS WAS MY LONGEST CHAPTER YET! SEE i KNEW I COULD DO IT!

WORD COUNT OVER 1,218 (CAUSE LIKE I JUST STARTED TO WRITE THIS)