Reconciliation

A Blaine/Logan drabble

Blaine threw the door of Logan's bedroom open and watched it reverberate off of the door frame. He glared at the Blonde who was draped casually across his bed reading calmly as if Blaine hadn't just almost torn his door off.

"He's gone" Blaine shouted "So I hope you're happy"

"I am" Logan smiled, looking up from his book

"What the fuck is your problem Logan?" Blaine spat

"You know what my problem is. You were my boyfriend. He took you from me" Logan growled

"No. You took me from you. You did this yourself" Blaine argued, slamming the door behind him

"No" Logan said getting up to cross the room "He broke us up so he could take you for himself. He played us both. He didn't deserve you"

"What, and you did?"

"No" Logan laughed "You are far too good for me. But that doesn't stop me loving you"

Blaine shook his head angrily "Don't. Don't even say that. I do not want to hear that"

"It's true. I'm not just going to stop loving you because you don't love me" Logan said sadly

Blaine groaned and glared at Logan. Why did he always have to complicate everything? "As much as I hate you...I still love you. I don't want to...but I do"

"But you love him as well..."

"No" Blaine shook his head. "I never loved him. What would make you think that?"

"You...left me for him..." Logan said confused. Why else would Blaine leave him...He thought that Blaine had left because he hated Logan and all his issues, but loved Joshua because he didn't have any of Logan's flaws.

"No, Logan. I left because you hurt me. Physically. And you hit Josh, what was I supposed to do? Condone your violence? He was...he was just a rebound. You pushed me away" Blaine took a deep breath, trying to regain composure

Logan shook his head "No. I didn't. I wouldn't...push you away. No. Why would I? You're the best thing that's ever happened to me" his eyes stung with forming tears but he blinked them away; he would not let Blaine see him cry.

"I don't know. Just...he's gone now. You can move on with your life. Pick out your next victim" Blaine said bitterly

"No" Logan growled, the tears starting to escape his eyes and fall across his cheek "Don't you get it, Blaine? You're all I want. I don't want anyone else. Please?"

"Please what? Please put up with your shit again? No. I don't want or need to deal with it" Blaine spoke harshly

"I don't want to be like this" Logan said quietly "I can't help it. I just...I saw him leering over you and I couldn't deal with it. So I dealt with it the only way I knew; I hit out. It's all I've known. And I'm not saying that's any excuse but. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry"

"It's not enough" Blaine whispered, afraid his voice would break if he spoke any louder

"I love you" Logan murmured

"No you don't!" Blaine shouted "You just love the idea of love"

"Don't you dare tell me I don't love you. I love you so much it kills me. I get this ache in my chest and I don't even know what the hell it is but it only happens when I see you. And I just...I just need you. I feel wrong without you"

"Yeah well I feel wrong when I'm with you" Blaine said quietly

"That's not true"

"Fine. It's not true, okay. I hate what I feel when I'm with you, because it feels like everything is okay when it's not. You make me feel...like I'm okay" Blaine sighed shaking his head "You shouldn't. You don't have any right to make me feel like this"

"I know" Logan said stepping forward and curling one of his hands in Blaine's hair. "I have never deserved you"

"And you never will" Blaine said softly, trying to move his face away from Logan's hand. He tried to ignore how right it felt to have Logan touching him.

Logan rested his forehead on Blaine's and looked him in the eye as another tear escaped and left a trail down the side of his face. "Please?" he whispered fiercely

Blaine wanted to pull away, to put any kind of distance between him and Logan but he couldn't. Some force was holding him there, paralysed under Logan's piercing eyes as his heart beat loudly in his ears. He felt Logan's breath on his face and closed his eyes as his hairs stood on edge. He knew he needed Logan. Everything always felt so right with him. He knew that they would argue again, more destruction would occur, but he also knew that the good things would always bring him back, because no matter how badly Logan or he messed up they loved each other.

Blaine closed the little remaining distance between their lips and felt Logan's hands cradle his face as they kissed. He wrapped his arms around Logan's waist, holding him closer, and felt all the anxiety and hurt of the last month melt away.

They would always argue, but they would always come together in the end.