Risk it all Chapter 4
Why would a person like me risks everything,
When we had absolutely nothing.
Thinking about what happen. You know, I think I just broke one of the rules. Although I can't remember which one, since I'm surrounded by buffoons! I'm in detention again! My second day at school, my second day in detention. And GOD, their so annoying! After purple head heard me say the first letter in Amu's name, he kept staring at me! (WE have 5 classes together!) and now he keeps talking and talking, sitting backwards in his chair, which happens to be in front of me. Dude, if looks could kill, he'd be dead right now.
"Rima, come on! Talk to me!" I turned my head away from the window (Did you know after the first incident, they actually bought locks for them now!) I stared at him and for a second a flash of anticipation flicker across his face. "Fine, at least write back to me!" He said as he passed a note. I stared at it, till I finally decided to open it.
'Hi'
You know, normally when people talk to you for endless hours to try and start a conversation, they don't just say hi ; I might as well. What better thing do I have to do in life?
'Purple Head' Ha! I bet he doesn't know what I mean.
'What?' You know I finally noticed something.
'You have girly handwriting' I looked up. He looked shocked and as he look up to meet my gaze. I flashed my killer smirk and walked out of the classroom. And as I took a step out of the room, the detention bell rung. And Thank God, I'm glad I thought of running soon after. Because I could hear soft, fast footsteps chasing me. And HE WAS FAST, DAMN MY STUPID SHORT LEGS! WAS THIS REALLY NECESSARY? I sure didn't think so. I looked up to find the door of the school, awaiting me, as if calling my name. I pushed open the doors, letting the chill warm air fill my lungs with it's sweet. I push myself closer, aiming to at least get inside of the woods. Which happens to be the backside of the orphanage and front side of the school. I could hear the dirt at the soles of its shoes. Leaving dust behind them. Now entering the woods while trying to find the right tree for me. (A/N Short and Small! LOL! Sorry, Ri-Ri)I kept looking. I could hear my heart pound in my ears, heat suddenly coming to the side of my head, and my breathing become jagged matching the ones, coming not far behind me. If I was at my old school, I would've stood my ground, look 'em straight in the eyes and call him a stalker. But I'm not. I'm suppose to follow my rules, and obey them, no matter what situation I'm in. Finally, finding the right tree, I started to climb. My curly blonde hair getting caught in the twigs. Soon I seated myself against one of the trunks. I looked towards the ground, reminding myself not to be scared. Scanning to see if anyone was still following me. I stayed like that for what seemed like hours, to be only about ten minutes. Resting my head back. Looking towards the sky, letting the sun set, letting the rest of it's warmth, that could possibly give me some kind of warmth, instead of this dark, misery feeling. Remembering the song that was used to put my asleep when I was still five. Opening my mouth, letting sounds escape in pure daylight, I sang.
Ochite iku sunadokei bakari miteru yo
Sakasama ni sureba hora mata hajimaru yo
Kizanda dake susumu jikan ni
Itsuka boku mo haireru kana
Kimi dake ga sugisatta saka no tochuu wa
Atataka na hidamari ga ikutsu mo dekiteta
Boku hitori ga koko de yasashii
Atatakasa o omoikaeshiteru
Kimi dake o kimi dake o
Suki de ita yo
Kaze de me ga nijinde
Tooku naru yo
Itsu made mo oboeteru
Nani mo ka mo kawatte mo
Hitotsu dake hitotsu dake
Arifureta mono da kedo
Misete yaru kagayaki ni michita sono hitotsu dake
Itsu made mo itsu made mo mamotte iku
Hadazamui hi ga tsuzuku mou haru na no ni
Mezamashidokei yori hayaku okita asa
Sanninbun no asa-gohan o tsukuru kimi ga
Soko ni tatte iru
Kimi dake ga kimi dake ga
Soba ni inai yo
Kinou made sugu soba de boku o miteta yo
Kimi dake o kimi dake o
Suki de ita yo
Kimi dake to kimi dake to
Utau uta da yo
Boku-tachi no boku-tachi no
Kizanda toki da yo
Katahou dake tsuzuku nante
Boku wa iya da yo
Itsu made mo oboeteru
Kono machi ga kawatte mo
Dore dake no kanashimi to deau koto ni natte mo
Misete yaru hontou wa tsuyokatta toki no koto
Saa iku yo arukidasu saka no michi o
As I open my eyes, to see the sun gone, cold evading my skin, and the wetness slipped through my eyes. I realized I let some tears out. I climbed down the tree, only to be tackle to the ground. I heard the most terrifying, but the one thing that I've wished to hear for such a long time. " Rima, It's alright to cry…" Said the voice, The same voice I've been running away from, cause I know he would make me break my rules or he'll break 'em himself. So I sat there, clinging to his shirt, sobbing, repeatedly saying I was sorry.
Thanks for reading, I'd really appreciate it, if more review, but i know i should stop demanding but I'd like to hear someone actually likes what i writes. I do not own Shugo Chara or Clannad's own After Stroy Opening 'Toki wo Kizamu Uta'. Luv ya! I'd Like to Thank AmutoLuver1 for reviewing. Really, Thank you! ~Riku is out!~ P.S Sorry if it was a little dramatic :P
