Risk It All Chapter 5
Why would a person like me risks everything,
When we had absolutely nothing.
"Ahhhh…" I added trying to breathe more, as my lungs felt like bursting. Why? I didn't see anybody here. But why did I have to break the most important rule. Why couldn't I just forget, get on with my life and go home. Avoided Nagi, Avoid any contact with Amu too. But Why? I feel so hopeless, so empty. I realized I was still clutching the T-shirt of some dude. And the smell of raspberries, were familiar but weren't. Then again if it did smell familiar I would be Amu, Yaya, or me….or Nagi…Nagi? I lifted my head, only to pushed back into the shirt only catching a glimpse of Violet. Sure, enough it was Nagi.
"I know you would never forgive me if I caught you crying…Well, I kinda already did. But..Ah…Nevermind…" For once, I noticed Nagi was out of words. It made me feel funny, but the lump in my throat just wouldn't go away, it felt like it was growing, threatening that if I said anything, it was swallow me whole (Which, of course, would be impossible). But I couldn't help it either but smile into the shirt. His T-shirt smelt of detergent (A/N Getting A little stalker-ish there Rima, huh?) You, know I feel really funky, weird you could say. But why? I ask why too much…is that a bad thing? I still in this position.
"P-purple head? I…why…you can-" I kept stuttering only to be cut off.
"Let go of you? Sure, still calling me purple head? I suggest you stop." I looked up to see a little glint in his eyes. "Amu, didn't tell you? Suppose not. You purposely avoided her." He started getting up, brushing off his pants. Looking at me, opening his mouth, closing it. "Rima….don't be sorry." And he ran. Away for me, everything. As if his life was on the line.
I slowly started getting up, that was weird. Just a little….who am I kidding, that IS weird. I turn away, ripping me eyes from where I last saw him. I need to talk to Amu. Now.
I open the door to the orphanage, the smell of Lysol still lingered. I went up the several steps ignoring the stares that burned a hole in my back. I opened the door, seeing Amu putting her clothes in her luggage?
"Amu..where are you going?" She jumped in surprise. I caught her off guard. She was trembling, shaking, sweating..what wrong with her?
"Rima, I've…" Something's really up.
"Amu?" Concern showing in my eyes. Her's showing the feeling of guilt.
"I've been adopted, I'll see you at school." And she walked past me like I was just an object. Her words echoing in my head. Adopted? Tears welling up. I then crashed to the ground. See…this is what happens when you break the rules…
I walked into the school grounds, my eyes still pinkish. Amu and her 'friends' in front of me. I hurried past them, that is until something took hold of my arm. I looked up to see honey colored eyes. Amu. I put on my façade, like I did when I first met her. And in my roughest voice. "Get off of me." And pulled my arm out of her grasped and headed to first period.
First Period wasn't so bad, Nagi doesn't even bother glancing at me, that's great. Yet why does it hurt? Well, to tell you the truth, it's the end of the day, he and Amu haven't talked to me once. I wouldn't blame them, really. I'd do the same. Only instead of emotionally hurting them though, I would call my fans to 'sic them', but that were old times. Pfft, that makes me sound old. I wondered around the school, and leaned on the building, so rough and cold. I stayed there for awhile, it soothed me. But of course, God hated me, and so I had to start hearing Amu and Nagi talking. Just when I was about to sleep too. They were so close that I could even hear them.
"Amu, what did you say to Rima?" Well, at my perspective he sounded P..
"What did I do? I just told her, I-I couldn't live with her anymore!" Nice save.
"Live with her? What are you? Her mother?" Someone's PMSing.
"She doesn't have a damn mother, Nagi!" My eyes shot open. I opened my mouth, only for it to be covered.
"Mashiro-san, you'll be coming with me." I didn't like the sound of that.
Next thing I know I'm being drag to where ever this is. And guess what? Amu's here. Why the hell is she here, if she's over there? This is so confusing. I looked up at other people, wait, these are preppy people. Amu, I so hate you.
"Your probably wondering why you're here?" Here, wait where's here? Oh..My..God..this…is…where...Nagi..and...me..were…yesterday..shit…
"Well, I'm wondering what you were going with NAGI-SAMA? And why you keep bothering AMU-SAMA?" God, I think my ear's bleeding.
"Do I have to answer that?" My eyes glinting with amusement.
" Amu-sama, do you know her?" She turn to Amu, putting on the I'm-so-sweet-aren't-I? look. You do know, Amu already saw that little mean streak you had. Then again, she looked constipated. Amu's eyes travel to me, back to her. Her eyes hardened, I know what she's about to do. I'm ready for it.
" Her? Why should I know her?" Amu said, her eyes filled with digust. Her words leaking her heart out. Her chin held high.
"See, she doesn't KNOW YOU!" She said as she kneed me in the gut. Her, the psycho path's friends took Amu and ran saying 'there's no stopping her now'. She kept kneeing me, over and over again. She stopped to laugh, watching me cough out blood.
"What are you doing to her?" I stared at the edge of the forest, watching for something to come out. Psycho here stopped, watching with me. "I said, WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HER?" As the voice rippled through the air, Nagi jumped out and started beating psycho. As soon, as he turn to see if I was alright, she took her chance and run. He came to me, and kneeled to my size. And I continued having my bloody coughing fit. The last thing I saw before I passed out was Nagi carrying my bridal style out of the forest.
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