Risk It all 14

Why would a person like me risks everything,

When we had absolutely nothing.

Maybe living in the Fujisaki Manor wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Or maybe I'm just lying to myself to crack a joke. Still, it wasn't that funny; and it was a disgrace to comedy. Right now, at this very moment, I'm on my bed. Or at least 'my' bed 'till they throw me out. I doubt it though. Nagi's mother is obsessed with me, and Nagi doesn't seem to like leaving me alone. Nor did their maids. I know, maids. WHO NEEDS MAIDS? Damn rich people! Anyways, something horribly wrong happened. So horribly wrong that I've locked myself in my room. In the closet, GOING TO NARNIA! Kidding...I'm just curled up in a ball in the corner of the closet. Yes, I didn't know i could hide in the corner of a closet either. It started about a week.

I've been living in the Fujisaki Manor for a week. Lately, since people have noticed that I've been walking around with Nagi and talking to Amu, I've been getting death glares everywhere. Saaya and other people (ESPECIALLY FANS) started threatening me. It's kinda getting annoying. But lately, every time i was around Nagi, I'd either be...um...extremely defensive...yeah..we'll go with that. Or A TOMATO. I mean, that day in the ambulance, we...I...he...you know...ah..kissed. AND when i got out the hospital, I acted like i didn't even remember or care nonetheless. Oh, and Amu just had to say I liked Nagi that one day. My life is horrible. So let's lay out the facts:

1. Nagi when through the trouble to help me from Kazumi, BECAUSE HE'S MY FRIEND

2. We got locked up in a closet in an embarrassing position AND got caught in it.

3. He knew me as a child, as in an childhood friend. Of course, he was dressed up as a girl.

4. He's kissed me.

5. He...implied...that were not going to stay on the same stage BUT THAT MEANS NOTHING.

6. And my conversation with Amu the other day.

What conversation you ask? Well, actually, I going to straight out say it. Two days ago, a few hours after Saaya threatened that she was going to take it away from me, whatever it meant. Then later that day,in front of my locker Saaya and Nagi were...um...well...Saaya was devouring Nagi...and Nagi kinda pushed her away and pulled her to him at the same time...and...ah hell..they were making out in front of my locker. By Jove, it was...to say.. painful to watch. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY? So to say the least, I did what any teenage girl would do. I ran away to Amu, and spent the last two days at her house. But no, my dense, naive Amu figured it out. That I, the cold heartless queen, was avoiding Nagi. I couldn't take it anymore, and i did another hormonal teenage girl would do. But yet, let's have a flashback. For i don't feel like explaining this to you.

Flashback

"Rima Mashiro! You will tell me why your avoiding Nagi!" I sat behind the counter in her kitchen, eating MY, and i mean it, cookies & cream ice cream. Out of the tub, of course. I stared at her, i haven't talked to Nagi to get his side of the story yet, so this is complete foolishness.

"Amu, hypothetically speaking, if i were to...explain that Nagi is apart of this, what would you do?" I asked, staring blankly at her.

"Rima, he's just a friend, a guy friend, there's nothing to be done about it. Unless...HOLY? You like NAGIHIKO?" I'm starting to think people are making her mature. She's either getting rubbed on by some people and their talents to see through me ( I hope to God that's not the case) or she's insane. Not saying that i do like Nagi that way or anything.

"Amu, that would be incest if i liked Nagi. We lived in the same house, I've been adopted into their family. Were like brothers and sisters now." I said stating the obvious.

"But your not denying it, I mean come on! I know you like Nagi, and he has to like you back-"

"He was making out with Saaya in front of my locker." I snapped harshly.

"Oh...are you sure he wasn't just forced into it by Saaya?"

"I'm pretty sure that wasn't the case."

"Did you even get his side of story?"

"...No...and i don't plan to either."

"Why not?"

"Because I HATE HIM!"

"Why?"

"Because he's just so annoying, he smiles at everything, smirks and mocks me when no one's watching. And he's done...alot of things for me, but here he is with Saaya. Did i mention he's completely disgusting?" I ranted, forgetting that Amu was there.

"It's not exactly incest if your not related, nor if you keep your last name. In my opinion anyways." She said smiling lightly down at me.

"That's the case! He knows I'm an orphan. Why I'm an orphan. And I don't need his pity!" I shouted, as my eyes began to sting.

"Maybe it's not pity?" She inquired.

"How could it not be?" I asked, trying to calm myself down.

"Why don't you ask him yourself? You live with him, don't you?"

"Why would i want to do that?"

"'Cause you like him."

"I don't like him!"

"That won't stop you from trying to find the truth, would it?"

"Of course not! But i don't like him!"

"Really? Does that really sound right to you?" She asked, lowering herself down to my height. "Do you always have to lie to yourself? No one's gonna judge you for it."

"I'm not lying to myself." I mumbled.

"Then who else are you lying to?"

"You..." Smiling softly to herself, she runs her hands through my hair.

"Exactly."

It's been three hours and 26 minutes since that conversation. About two hours, since i crawled through my window to get my bedroom. And a whole flashback to realize I wasn't alone. I looked out of the crack in my closet, and focus on the shadow that was making it's way other to me. Taking a quick glance, I realize my door had been picked. Rubbing my eyes quickly, to touch the warm wetness on my face. I came to the conclusion that I've been crying out of frustration. The creaking of the closet door signified that it was now opened. Pulling my legs to my chest, I tried to keep out of sight. Shoving my face to the comfort of my arms, my ears picked up sighs.

Thud.

Across from me now, I presumed was Nagihiko. Sitting in the exact positions, now that our toes where touching.

"Rima..." Looking up, a little bit, i became entranced in those brown-golden eyes. Watching his hand, etch towards my face, i flinched at the touch. Hurt glowed in his eyes, but i was about to burst and i did. Especially when he started talking.

"You saw..."

OK, it's either I've been reading to many cliche fanfics or I'm turning into a female. Well, i am female, i just don't act like it sometimes. Haha. Anyways, Thanks for the reviews:

MissJellochan : I think your a new reviewer to my story. SO I WELCOME YOU TO MY GREATEST EXTENT!

DinosaursgoRAWR101: I wouldn't say their brothers and sisters but i know where your coming from. BUT DON'T WORRY! IT'S BOUND TO GET INTERESTING!

Miyuka Kokoro: I think your new too! YAY! I hoped you enjoyed the chapter!

Muzikchic4eva: I'm going to say, in my point of view, incest is blood line relatives, and I'm going to ignore other societies that define incest with adoption and marriage. SO ON WITH RIMAHIKO!

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