Risk It all 15
Why would a person like me risks everything,
When we had absolutely nothing.
Burying my face, once again in my arms again; I swallowed. The lump in my throat, the sobs wanting to erupt, even the hot itchy tears down my face hurt. All because of boy? This was stupid, I was emotionless. Superior. Strong. So why was I breaking? For the love of sheeps, please tell me why! Closing my eyes tightly, I collected my voice.
"You saw? No Nagi, I SAW NOTHING! Just...just leave me alone." I said, my voice muffled and cracking. Suddenly weight fell down on my head. Instinctively, I slapped his hand away, only for my wrist to be caught. Glaring over my arms, I tried pulling my hand away from him.
"Rima, just please listen to me," He said pleading. Rage shot through my being, he wanted me to listen. My eyes already brimmed red, stared stinging again.
"Listen?", I spoke softly. Taking deep breaths to try and control my breathing. Shutting my eyes I continued. "You want me to listen?", my voice wavering at the end. "You want to feed my lies? Excuses?" Opening my eyes, finally sitting up to face him I continued. "You wanna hear it? Yes, I saw! So why should it matter? I'm your adoptive sister!", I screamed at him. The flow of tears blurred my vision, the hand that was once holding my right wrist loosened. His head was bent, placed in his palm, as if fighting an inner battle. Lifting his head, his eyes bore into mine. Brown clashed with Gold. Watching his mouth move, he got up and left. His last words ringing in my ears.
"Your right. Your my friend, sister even. What should it matter to you?"
I would love to say everything went back to how it used to be. But I'd be feeding you lies as well. Me and Nagi didn't talk anymore. It was as if everything was at the beginning of school, you know, just without him talking to me. I wanted this, I know I did. Although that didn't stop Saaya from touching Nagi, nor did it stop his fangirls from picking on me. It didn't stop Nagi's mom from babying me. But it did stop Ikuto and Kukai from talking to me. All Ikuto did was glare nowadays.
And it's only been two days...
I mean, what the heck? Yeah, maybe I was being inconsiderate! Maybe I'm even being selfish, but I'm human. And maybe I'm thinking about this in math class, so what?
Wait...MATH CLASS!
Getting out of my daze, I looked around. Ah crap..The teacher looks really mad...Okay think positive! Maybe he's not looking at me, turning around I realized no one was sitting by me. How could I miss that?
"Mashiro!" Taking a hesitant glance, I whisper.
"Yes?"
"DETENTION!" Ahhhhh...MAN!
It was like the beginning of school all over again. Apparently people liked getting detention. Plus it was the same people. Get my hint? No? Well, you suck.
Opening the door I was greeted with glares. Glares from Ikuto, of course, as well as some girls in the back. Walking past the door frame, I stood there. Cliche as it is, the only other seat left was between Ikuto and Nagi. Nodding my head to the teacher, I walked over. Nagi was fiddling with his pencil as Ikuto started ripping paper from his note book. Finally sitting down, I kept my hands in my lap and stared at the floor.
The staring contest with my hands lasted almost four minutes until I became aware of my surroundings. The girls in the back as I mention before were whispering about me. Some other person sitting directly behind me was pulling my hair. Nagi and Ikuto were throwing notes to each other. And as far as I know, Nagi hasn't even looked at me once since the incident. It was probably for the best though.
The sound of crinkling paper met my ears before it hit me.
PLONK!
Well, that wasn't very unnerving. I just had wads of crumbled paper thrown at me. The girls in the back, started snickering, becoming louder by the moment. The person behind me, who I now know was a guy, bursting out laughing and actually yanked my hair. Hard. Wincing and accidentally letting out a yelp, their laughing got louder. Calming myself, I realized both Ikuto and Nagi were watching. Oh poo, maybe they won't do anything. I hope.
For once, luck was on my side. They both looked away and went back to writing notes. Mentally sighing, I took my hair and pulled it around to rest on my shoulder. Somehow.
This wasn't supposed to happen in detention. Wasn't the teacher watching? Glancing at his desk, nervousness swelled up in the pit of my stomach. He wasn't here. He had left a sign on his desk saying he'd be back. I don't know when 'back' is. To make it worse, I was alone. Well, this is what I wanted but now I really wish I didn't get detention today.
In my daze, I didn't feel the cold fingers clutch the back of the chair. I didn't feel their cold fingers accidentally rubbed against my back to hold on to the chair. It again happened fast. The boy behind me pulled my chair from beneath me without my knowledge. The whole detention class erupted with laughter as I fell on my bum, and banged my head on the back of my chair. Holding back another yelp of pain, I tried to focus on keeping my stoic expression. Moving up to grab my chair and sit back down;the boy, yet again, shoved my chair at me. It hurt where the chair hit me, but i didn't care. Pain was starting to feel numb to me. It was only a matter of time 'till I felt nothing.
Okay guys, I had to make their quarrel a little longer, then just one chapter so this is what was happening. Anyways, I'm sorry I didn't update sooner. I was trying to update the first or on Valentine's Day but i had a writer's block. :P Nonetheless, it's here now! xD I give my thanks to my reviewers:
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