A/n: just a quickie: Heads up guys, I used the 'F Word" a lot. Its a really angry and intense chapter- literally the emotion sorta flowed through me. I sorta base Kaitlin off of me, and I kinda act out what's going on from each characters POV so I can accurately write the emotions. I think about how I would feel which is sometimes hard, but so yeah…enjoy!

An hour later.

Kaitlin's POV

I sat on the bench outside the BAU. I looked up to about the 7th story of the building and saw Derek staring down at me. I shook my head and avoided I contact. Hotch walked up next to him and Derek pointed to me mouthing angry words that I wished I could JJ walked up to me. This made Derek even angrier. I bet he wished he knew what the hell was going on.

I wished I could see Hotch's face right now, but unfortunately his back was to me and he was dealing with Derek.

As JJ walked to me, I walked inside the BAU. She followed me.

"Kaitlin-" She began.

"We need privacy," I said firmly.

"My door's open, just shut it when you go in," Hotch offered. I nodded and went in. JJ followed me in. I slammed the door.

"Kaitlin? What's going on?" JJ asked me. She was holding a file. I knew what the file was. The pentagon had an extremely important case that was being dealt with and JJ was involved some how blah blah fucking blah and they wanted her to work with the BAU. Basically, she was going on a case with the BAU.

"I have to talk to you about something," I said calmly, looking away from her at Derek and Hotch in the window.

"I have to talk to you about something, too," she said. I slowly looked down from Hotch and Derek, stood up and turned to face her. Now I was looking at her right in the eye. The woman who loved me like a daughter, the woman I loved like a mother, now I was so angry at. I never thought, after all we'd gone through together, that I would feel this way now.

"Is that something that you don't work with the BAU anymore? Could that be it?" I said haughtily.

"Kaitlin? How do you know about that? I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I just…" She struggled to find words. I laughed sarcastically. Jennifer Jareau didn't know what to say? Didn't know how to smooth it over? "With all that was going on," She began again.

"Right." I said sarcastically, "With all that's going on. What, with everyone dealing with the loss of Emily," I began angrily, "And you and Hotch dealing with her…resurrection, so to speak," I continued angrily, "when would there EVER have been time to throw that one in there?" I finished. I was so angry, that I was on the verge of tears. But dammit I would not cry yet.

JJ gasped. "How…how did you-" She couldn't even finish. She was about to cry, too.

"It's a really funny story, actually," I spat out, "I overheard you and Hotch talking, and it's funny, when you ask Hotch for the truth, he does this weird thing…he TELLS it to you," I said angrily and sarcastically. I was being so nasty, but i was just so pissed.

"Oh god, Kaitlin, I didn't mean to l-" Once again I cut her off.

"You didn't mean to LIE to me?" I said angrily.

"Kaitlin, please understand, I was-" I cut her off again.

"I CAN'T understand, JJ! I really can't! She was my fucking mother! MY MOTHER! You don't think this was something important I NEEDED to know? When were you planning on telling me! When I had fully accepted that she was DEAD? Gone? Never coming back? Or were you not going to tell me?" I yelled.

"KAITLIN, GOD DAMMIT, LISTEN TO ME!" JJ yelled, "HOTCH AND I, WE WERE TRYING TO PROTECT YOU!"

"Don't you fucking go and make this about Hotch or me! It's NOT! It's about Emily! She's out there? SHe's alone? She doesn't have anyone who knows the real her and loves her! Do you know where she is?" I yelled. JJ shook her head no, "And Doyle? Where the fuck is he? Out there? Is anyone looking for him? They should be, you should be, somebody should be!" I yelled pointing to the profilers outside this room. I knew they were watching our shadows, trying to figure out what was going on.

"I don't know, Kaitlin! I don't know! I'm sorry!" JJ screamed.

"Well I'm fucking done. I'm leaving. You're going on a case, I know the whole story about that file and shit. You guys go. When you come back I'm not gonna be here!" I hissed.

"Where are you going?" JJ asked worriedly.

"I'm gonna go find Doyle. I'm gonna find him, and then I'm gonna kill him. When I do, I'm gonna find Emily. I'm gonna find her and I'm gonna tell her she's safe. I'll bring her back here. And everything will be good. For real. Not a lie. No one has to be scared. That's it. I'm gonna walk out there, and you're gonna go on a case. If they ask, everything is fine between us. I'm going to the store, you're going on a case. YOu're NOT going to tell them about what's going on until you get back from the case. And don't worry, I'll leave Derek a note," I hissed out angrily, but in a whisper so absolutely no one would know except JJ.

"Kaitlin, please, don't do this. I'm sorry," JJ tried. She tried desperately, but I was still so caught up in my emotions.

"I know that right now I'm pissed and in a day or so, I won't be as mad, and I might regret this, but I'm not gonna turn back. I'm leaving. I'm not gonna leave a paper trail for Garcia to track me. It'll be like I didn't exist after today. Goodbye, JJ, and please, tell Henry I love him very much," I finished. I walked out the door shutting it behind me.

Derek looked at me very confused, "Where do you think you're going?"

"Drug store, I'll be back later. JJ wants to see you all in the conference room, you're going on a case with her thanks to the pentagon. See you later," I said not turning to look at any of them. Garcia, Reid, Rossi, Hotch, Derek and even Ashley were just staring at me confused.

Derek's POV

JJ walked out of the room and wiped her eyes quickly. It almost looked as if she was crying. I gave her the what happened face.

"PMS…" She said quietly and then said, "I need you all in here, now." She walked into the briefing room. We all followed, thinking almost nothing of it, but there was a feeling in all of us, deep down in our gut. We just didn't know what.

Kaitlin's POV

I walked out the doors, down a block, and shut off my cell phone. I threw it in the trashcan outside a restaurant. I sighed and walked down the road. It was a little ways to Derek's house, but not too bad. Plus, they would be gone for a while. When I arrived at Derek's house I walked inside. I walked to where my bags were. I transferred some clothes into my backpack. I also threw some food in there. I had to go to the bank. I would set up a new account with all the money that my parents had left me. I had been saving that money for college, but since I would be leaving, and I still hadn't graduated highschool yet, obviously I wouldn't be going to college. I stopped and thought about the promise I had made to Tess, what my teachers would think if I stopped showing up for school, and what Derek and JJ and Hotch would have to tell them. I shrugged realizing I was leaving a mess for them, and not for me. I pulled out a piece of paper from a shelf, and a pen, and wrote a long letter to the team. When I was done, I realized I was crying. I shook it of, grabbed my back pack and headed to the bank.

I walked out onto the front steps of Derek's house. This was it. The end of Kaitlin Taylor, the beginning of something new. I walked down the road towards the bank.

"Here we go," I mumbled under my breath to myself.