Memories' Tears

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Chapter VI: Brother
"This is why I love you more than a brother should or even a lover."

*Talking
*Thinking/Dream/Flashback
*UNKNOWN FOR NOW!

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Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, if I did Pein wouldn't of died and would have Naruto as a sex slave XD

"Naruto-sama is time to go back." both said in unison.

Why do I get the feeling this isn't good? I can see why Deidara is here, but why is Itachi?

"Your brother order me to fetch you Leader."

Did he just read my thoughts! I'm starting to hate the Uchiha's now. Then again I always did, but also the reason why I have a best friend. Sasuke. He looks so much like Itachi, it's as if he was right in front of me and telling me to go with him, I seriously need to get a life. Dammit Naruto get your head straight, there are two guys that want to take you back to the hell hole facing you and ready to chase me if I ran away, so what must I do?

"Leader it's raining and soon the thunders will roll in, so if your done debating in your mind would you just come with us. Or do you want to confront your fears?" stated Deidara.

"You clearly know the answer for that ridiculous question, Deidara. Make yourself useful and shut up, and I mean ALL your mouths." said Itachi rolling his eyes at the older blond.

"Fuck you Uchiha! Your not to even supposed to be here! So why don't you turn around and go back to your emo room!"

"I'm here because it's clearly that your a complete idiot at such a simple task and it's you that needs to leave before I make you."

Deidara stayed silent after what Itachi said, anger shown in his eyes, I guessed something must of happened between the two and Itachi must of won to shut Deidara that fast. Soon Itachi grabbed my left arm and started dragging me from where I can running from. Then I felt my right arm being grabbed as well, looking up it was Deidara directing his attention away from me and Itachi, his cheeks were a little pink? Turning to glance at Itachi, his face showed no emotion though his grasp got a little tighter.

Sigh.

Might as well comply with them or get the finishing end or their wrath that hasn't subsided yet. What would I have said or done to keep these two from fighting if I was really the Leader they say? Probably told them to shut up, though now I know who hates who, I can see why Kisame is with Itachi. Note to self, never be in the same room as Itachi and Deidara. Won't get away alive a second time.

"Am I really a Leader?" I asked.

"Yes."

"Yeah."

"And I'm higher than you two right?" I notice that both tensed up at the question.

"Where are you getting at Naruto-sama?" asked Itachi.

"That I can walk on my own and don't need to be lead like a little kid." I mean come on have anyone heard of a Leader being dragged by his members?

They both let go as soon as those words were out of my mouth, though we were already in front of the hideout. I guess even if I try to run away the others would just follow me and probably kill those that hang around with, or helped me. I feel like a mouse in a maze, just there is no cheese and a cat in every corner. Might as well get over and done with whatever they want me here for then I can get to my training and retrieve Sasuke from the Sound.

Entering the Hideout I was tackled to the ground by one of Pein's look alike while straddling me from my back. What kind of meeting is that?! Then again I ran away when I was told not to. Not to soon after Pein and a red headed guy, kinda reminded me of Gaara, walked in. Pein was pissed. I rather be with Deidara and Itachi then find out what is waiting for me with him. I guess Pein noticed that I was panicking since his face calmed down a bit, though still angry. The guy in back lifted me up and pushed me toward Pein as he grabbed me by the waist and lifted my chin to look at his eyes. He has such weird eyes, rings inside and pearly. Wait a minute weren't they red when we meet?

"Why did you ran away?" asked Pein.

"I didn't ran away, I just wanted to explore."

"Why didn't you take anyone with you then?"

"I wanted to think for myself."

He let go of my chin though not my waist. Glancing over at the others he nodded to them and they left, leaving only us two in the entrance. Finally letting go of me he motion for me to follow him inside one of the many rooms in this place. It was his bedroom. Walking over to the end of the bed he pulled out a dark orange cellphone from the night stand and tossed it to me. Got to admit, I like it. As I flipped it opened a photo was revealed. I could tell the one on the shoulders was me, but the one on the bottom held such a playful smile and his eyes so blissful. At the bottom it said, 'Sometimes being a brother is better than being a hero'. I could feel tears running down my cheek though it was brushed away by a thumb.

"You are my most beloved brother and friend as well as my bitterest rival, my confidant and my betrayer, my sustainer and my dependent, and scariest of all, my equal. This is why I love you more than a brother should or even a lover. Naruto please don't leave me. Not again. What I feel for you seems less of earth and more of a cloudless heaven." said Pein leaning closer to my face.

I couldn't speak or do anything, I even stopped breathing. I could only concentrate on the lips that have kissed my neck. I feel like a prisoner in paradise. The funny thing is that all of this felt like deja vu. My blood blazing as he started to slowly remove my jacket.

"I have missed you so much Naruto."

"Why don't we look the same if we're brothers? Why can't I remember anything?" My head was spinning from the way that Pein would touch me, just the simplest movements would have my body react to it.

"We don't have to look the same to be brothers, you got it more from father than mother on the looks though you have mother's attitude on the other side. I just got the looks of father and mother while the attitude of father. I don't think of you as my brother Naruto. You're much more than that to me." said Pein.

Why are his words affecting me so much? No one has ever treated me like this, as if I was some sort of rare jewel. But it's wrong! Brothers are not supposed to do this!

"Konoha saw that I can never harm them as long as they had you in their grasp, that's why I never went to get you. Itachi was the only one that knew how to get inside without been detected so I send him for you, but you were with Jiraiya, a sannin. You were out of my clutches. I didn't know that they erased your memory until Itachi told me that you didn't recognize him or Kisame."

Pein nibbled on my ear before biting it, letting blood spilled, he started to licked it as an apology though my brain wasn't functioning right as my hands traveled to his hair, it was so soft. He then grabbed my chin and kissed me, all his love send. Lifting me up I wrapped my legs around him as I pulled him closer to me by the coat. I don't know what got over me, but our tongues were soon fighting for dominance. I can't stop myself from flushing or my hands that keep him in place by the hair. All this is wrong, I know, but why does it feel so natural? Why am I crying? My hands are shaking, I can hear my heart go a hundred miles per hour. I don't want to let go. Ever.

RUN!

Who am I really? What Pein said, was it true? Did he know my parents? Do I really look like dad?

RUN AWAY!

"Un...P-pein...st.." I can't speak. He threw me to the wall, kissing me more ferociously and passionately. "..stop."

He then started to go under my shirt pinching.

"please...stop."

"Why?" he finally asked.

"I can't...I can't love you." It pains me to say this, but why?

"What do you mean?" his voice sounds furious, then a hand was crushing my neck. "Who is it?!" I can't breath, I'm losing conscience, my eyes are getting foggy. "Who has capture your heart!?"

"Let..go, now."

"Answer me Naruto!"

Say My Name!

Huh? Who said that?

Please Say My Name!

"...let go of me...Yahiko." I don't know where that name come from, but it seemed to have worked since the grasp was gone. Coughing in air, I was patted on the head by a gentle touch.

"You haven't called me that since that incident, little brother." said Pein drawing circles on my back trying to comfort me.

"What are you talking about? Called you what?" I'm confused. Who is Yahiko?

Pein stood up and offer his hand toward me, which I accepted pulling me up as well. He led me to the bed and sat me down while he sat next to me. "I just to look just like you, though my hair was more orange than yellow. I had the same ambition as you too. We wanted war to be stopped. Then thunder come into place, that's why your so afraid of it."

I looked over at him confused. "What do you mean by thunder?" Did something happened?

Removing his coat, he poke my forehead, and headed out of the room. "I think that's enough for one day, you should rest. Tomorrow won't be so different from today."

"Hey, hold on!" I protested.

"Goodnight little brother, I'll come back when the thunder is here. Don't worry." said Pein before the door was closed. Probably locked too.

"I wasn't talking about that. Thank you." I said to myself.

Who is Yahiko, and what did he mean by he just to look like me? Argh! Why can't there be some sort of manual for this kind of stuff!? Then again why did I called him Yahiko instead of Pein? Wait a minute...before, Deidara did mention of a person called Deva. That he should of left me. Is Pein Deva? Then where does this Yahiko come from? I should just rest and worry later, I don't think is going to affect me that much in the future if I'm still alive right now. Oh well, sleep sounds pretty good right about now. G'nite.

Don't Die Before I Do

"How is he?" asked Konan walking behind Pein.

"He still acts in instincts, but still doesn't remember anything. He called me Yahiko. Not even the old Naruto called me that. I believe that my true little brother is coming back."

Naruto Namikaze

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