Okay this is not the best chapter at all but it still is good and Becker explains all and say three word we all want to her from his mouth plz review and enjoy x

"Matt what are you still doing here?" asked jess. She had been triple checking the room to make sure they never left any toys or books at the hospital.

"Giving you a lift because I figured you would need help." said matt. Jess nodded picking Cierea up.

"Can you pick Hugo up please" said jess putting a rucksack on her back and picking up a lively Cierea. Matt bent down and picked Hugo up of the floor.

"Uncle Matt" cried Hugo giving matt a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey little man the dinosaur" said matt.

"I can't be a dinosaur I can walk or run like a dinosaur" said Hugo.

"Of course you can when we get you back to auntie Jessie's place her friend Connor has loads of dinosaur books and I will show you a dinosaur without any legs." said matt and Hugo's face lit up like a Christmas tree.

Matt drove jess's car while jess sat in the back seat with the two children. Both of them where in car seats and jess was squished between the two in the middle seat.

"You should stay for tea" said Jess.

"I don't want to be a pain" said Matt.

"You won't be please" said Jess.

"Okay" said matt.

Becker had finished the draws and beds also the toy box and was finished the room looked fantastic but not home like for toddlers Becker turned around and saw boxes of clothes and toy Abby must have dropped the off the box in the room trying to avoid Becker.

Becker emptied the boxes of toys in the toy boxes and put the clothes into the wardrobe and draws. He found a small bag with a couple of stuffed toys and lays them on the children's beds.

"Becker going out Jess has just text saying she is on her way back and wants us to get pizza" yelled Connor.

Becker grabbed a sheet of paper of the table and a pen out the desk. He knew he could not speak to jess today because of how protective Abby was being but he was going to explain what had happened in a short letter and if they can meet up without Abby and he was going to add something else but was not sue about it.

Becker had just finished writing it and putting it in an envelope and putting it in jess room on her pillow. Becker had just gone back into the children's bedroom to have a quick tidy up when he heard a load of people come in. Becker walked out in to the front room.

"The room is done hope you like it" said Becker. Jess forced a smile and walked in. she gasped.

"Wow it is wow fantastic thank you all so much." said jess.

They had all stayed for tea which was chips and pizza even Becker. After they had left it was a little late and Hugo and Cierea were already asleep so jess decided she would go. She got changed and went to crawl into bed when she saw an envelope perched on her pillow it was addressed to Jessica Parker she was not sure who it could be off she had not been called Jessica for ages apart from when people got mad at her. She opened it and inside was a small sheet of paper and it had writing on both sides.

Dear jess,

I know you probably don't want to talk to me so I have written this letter and I beg you please take the time to read all the way throw it before showing it to anyone or throwing it away please.

Jess I am sorry about what has happened to your family and I am guessing you are sick of hearing that word I am sorry. If there is anything you need do not hesitate to ask day or night. I hope you like the nursery.

Well this letter is really just a brief explanation on what I want to say but I know Abby probably won't let me near you at the moment and I don't blame her I probably deserve everything you throw at me right now. Abby told me why you are giving me the cold shoulder and I want you to know I never knew anything that Georgia was doing. I guess I was blind. After matt had told me while he was drunk I had considered dumping her but never hand the guts because I thought he was just drunk just like Connor was any way when you confirmed it I started to blank you to see if it was really worth being without you because I knew it would not be the same between us after that day and I just wanted to see if I didn't dump Georgia if I could go without you and you tried to communicate and I blocked you and I was sorry I really I am. I learned that I couldn't go without you but you started to block me so I stayed with Georgia but I started to see her true colours then what happen at the hospital I was furious she could be that shallow hearted and mean then I realises how much I missed you after you hugged me. While you went to see Hugo and Cierea matt told me what a good decision I made and what Georgia had been doing he showed me the text messages and the violent letter you had received an I realised I was really that blind. When Lester came matt left to call Abby I decided I would go and see you and I mean what I said any time you want to tell me how you really feel just pop round or call I don't mind I want to know now. I also want you to know I love you and I mean that.

Love Hilary Becker.

PS: call me when you get this please unless you don't want to. Say good night to Hugo and Cierea.

PSS: I am medical leave( I fell from the ladders get something out the attic and broke six ribs anyway I know everyone but you and me are at work tomorrow so give a call if you want help please it will be a good thing x

Jess read the letter over and over again. The anger she first felt when receiving the letter had evaporated and a worse emotion took over. Love. She jumped out of bed and darted out the room off to accomplish a multiple number of tasks the list repeated it's self in her head.

Wake Abby up

Show Abby letter

Go see sleeping kids phone Becker.

The list repeated its self along with Becker's letter but jess was afraid what would happen if he broke her heart she could not coup and she was afraid of how Abby would react. She reached Abby's and Connor's bedroom door and knocked. Jess held her breath and waited Becker letter crumpled in her left hand the door swung open and Abby stood there.

Oh is Abby going to bite their heads off will jess phone Becker and will he break her *sad face*oh and Abby rocks in this chapter dont you think plz review plz and hope you enjoyed x