Author: Everything_Once
Pairing: Naomy/Emily
Rating: K
Warnings: Swearing and maybe a bit of "art" later who knows...
Summary: AU Skins never happens. Emily's a professional swimmer and she keeps training really hard with her twin sister as coach. While Naomi is a primary school teacher. The real question is what is gonna happen when those two will accidentally met ? ...
Disclaimer: Skins isn't my property, even if I secretly wish so! At the moment I pretty much own nothing...
Notes :
SkinsUSfan: I know it's been long since the last chapter but I still hope that you're waiting for this one.
Lynou12001: I really don't want to stop writing but i'm a bit occupied at the moment and by a bit i mean deadly ... so sorry for the long wait and i'll try to do it as often as possible during this summer but it'll be a bit hard. Hope it'll be ok though.
muFf MuNcHeR: Let's see what she can do to win her back !
Abnab: I know Katie can be surprising from time to time :D That's why I love her so much !
Chapter Eight
*** Emily's thoughts***
As soon as I exit the swimming pool Katie is screaming and hugging me. It has always been like that between us, she's my coach and she's a really hard one most of the time but as soon as I win she becomes my twin back.
"You made it Bitch! Almost perfect but it would have been a bit better if..."
"Are you for real? I just win..."
"Yeah...sorry...Over her my ass!"
"The fuck?"
"I'm not that stupid, I've just seen the way you looked at her and by that I mean eye-fucking her! Captain obvious!"
"I...no way... I wasn't...maybe but... fuck it, it's not even important anymore..."
"Emsy it's time for you to focus on your second race so maybe it'll be for the best if you could stop thinking about..."
"Alright, I'm gonna go in the locker have a bit of time by myself you now."
I can't really help it Naomi is pretty much all I can think about, she really did broke my heart... I'm trying to be over it but the truth is that it feels like something impossible to do... I try my best not to cry once again but it's really hard at the moment.
"Emsy..."
"Sorry I ..."
I can't even finish my sentence I just need to go away...
I quickly run to the lockers and close the door behind me. As soon as i'm there all by myself I sat on the bench and I start some relaxation stuff that i learn in some crap book in my father's gym waiting room. I really need to concentrate, the competition is all that matters right now, i'm fight for this pretty much all my life and I can't loose all that just because of... Her...
*** Katie's thoughts***
For fuck sake she really need to concentrate right now!She has won the three first race of her day but lost the last one and by the look of it she's about to loose another one. Well at least she will if she can't concentrate...
"How is she doing?"
"Campbell, seriously it's not really the best timing to..."
"I... Listen, I screwed up so badly that I can't even look at myself in a mirror without wanting to slap me hard in the face..."
"Me and you both then Campbell!"
"It's my fault if she's in this state and she doesn't deserve it, she deserves the best just as you said and I know that winning this race is reall important for her so if there is something I can do to help her just tell me so and I'll do it... cause really I'll do anything! Please Katie I'm begging you there!"
"Fine... Guess that we got nothing to lose after all... She's in the locker room."
"Thanks!"
She's about to hug me, but luckily enough I'm rapid enough to do a step backward.
"No fucking way Campbell you just got your head mixed up, I'm not the lezza one that would me my sister."
She smiles at me and start to run off in my sister's direction. I might look tough but i'm a mashmallow at the end and i really do hope that they'll be alright soon. And that she'll win this bloody race !
*** Naomi's thoughts***
I really need to do more exercise cause i've only run for about 100 meters or so and i'm pretty much about to die right now. I open the door as quick as possible and I realise that the room is empty...for fuck sake...
I'm about to leave when I hear some sobs coming from the showers. I slowly approach the showers and as soon as I delicately open the door I spot her lying on the floor and crying. Seeing her like that just break my heart once again and definitely makes me hate myself!
"Ems?"
She turns her head and looks at me. Her eyes are all puffy and red, she's also shivering. I walk in her direction and she immediately tells me:
"Don't...please don't..."
"Ems please..."
"Why are you here Naomi? Why can't you leave me alone? Don't you think that you've already made enough damages?"
"Ems...please...I just..."
"You just what? You just want to make sure that I won't tell anyone about us? Don't worry I won't tell anyone plus let's be honest it's not like if someone will believe me after all... So you're free to go now."
"No."
"No?"
"No, I already made this mistake once and i'll rather die than to do it again. Emily please just let me talk to you..."
"No, I'm sorry but I can't."
"Ems..."
"I need to go now. I've got to swim, it's rather important for my future..."
"Ems...please..."
I don't even have time to register what's happening that she's already out of the room... I position myself on the wall and I try my best not to collapse on the floor...I don't even move when the water is falling on me...
*** Emily's thoughts***
The race...that's all I can think about right now. It's almost done and I'm fairly sure to be in the first position right now. I'm almost there, just a few seconds and it'll be over... everything will be over...I've made my decision yesterday but I wasn't sure till this morning... I'm done swimming, or at least in a competitive way. It might sound crazy but i've come to realise lately that it's not making me happy anymore, I've thought so for years now but I was fooling myself...
When I touch the swimming pool wall and put my head out of the water I hear the screams and I immediately look at the results board and realise that I've made it. I win, again. But i don't feel anything, I'm pretty much running on empty now...
I exit the pool and Katie immediately takes me in her arms. I let it all out for once and I immediately start crying in her arms.
"It's alright Emsy, you win!"
"I don't care."
"Oh...so you've seen her?"
"Yeah..."
"And?"
"It's over...I can't..."
"You are kidding me right?"
"No... It's too much pain..."
"Emsy, you love her more than I'll ever be able to witness and she certainly does too. Don't get me wrong, she's made a mistake and I'll be the only judge she'll deserve hell for that but from what i've seen today she's been punished enough by thinking even for a second that she had lost you. You both got something pretty rare, so cherish it and fight for it Emsy no matter what it takes!"
"But..."
"No but! Do you love her?"
"I...I thought so but then she..."
"Do you think that you would be able to live your life without her?"
"...no..."
"Sorry I don't think that I've heard you?"
"No."
"Then why the fuck are you still there?"
"I need to wait for my medal and..."
"Does it really matter?"
"No. I..."
"Go, you stupid cow!"
I start to run and then I came back and pull Katie in the biggest hug I've ever gave to someone before kissing her cheek.
"I love you too you bitch!"
"Of course, I'm Katie fucking Fitch, everyone does!"
Hope I did alright there. Please don't hate me for leaving you there but I'm too exhausted to write the next part now Hiding under my bed now...well maybe than telling you where I am isn't the best technical though :D