Lea-Renee: I just realised that I'm such a nerd...and not as in NERD Not Even Remotely Dorky...
Rayne: She made a keyblade today.
Lea-Renee: And that makes me feel like a nerd.
Rayne: Yeah you kind of, really are...You need to learn to embrace it.
Lea-Renee: ...I'm starting to...Well actually it sucks since there's no one else at school who likes the stuff I do and if there are they're closeted or I don't know them.
Warning: Trees were killed in the making of this chapter (I lie but still)
Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh Gx because if I did I'd Duel Monsters wouldn't be such a male dominated sport.
Songs: Kamelot- Poetry for the Poisoned 1, 2, 3 & 4 and The Valves- Walking in the Rain.
The General had everyone packed in a matter of moments and then returned to me no longer in his armour but a cloak like the rest, his face still hidden and his eyes still bright. Gently he pulled a cloak on me; it was heavy and thick, causing me to gaze up at him curiously.
"It can get cold when riding," he said rubbing the back of his neck, "plus I want you to look as inconspicuous as possible. The place we're going is...well let's just say you're mine and I don't want any creeps looking at you. You're beautiful enough to get ideas into their thick skulls."
"I'm yours?" I asked a disgusted tone embedded in my voice.
I could see the glint of teeth, it what I could only guess was a mock smile. "You'll be mine if you want to stay safe. I don't know how innocent you are but where we're going people wouldn't mind stealing some of that innocence."
Shuddering I bowed my head, I didn't know what was going to happen but I had a feeling that I should just go with the flow for now.
I felt his hot breath near my ear. "Good choice."
Before I could do anything else he pulled me onto the back of his horse and wrapped my arms around his waist."What about your men?" Even though it was a rather sordid topic I thought that I might as well ask.
"You know that guy that you just defeated," he said.
"Yes," I replied, not knowing where he was going with it.
"Well let's just say I could kill him blindfolded," He replied almost braggingly, though there was a hint of seriousness amongst it all, "I'm not really a force to be reckoned with."
I almost wished that I could face his so he could see my expression that I was currently showing to his back. "Then why didn't you fight against me?"
"I could say that maybe for once I didn't want to follow my orders but that's be a lie," He chuckled soberly,"No, I might have been tired of taking orders but I don't know, when I saw you I didn't want to share you with anybody, I wanted you to be mine so when you gave me the opportunity I grasped it with two hands. I'm glad you won because either wise I might have had to beg the Supreme king for you so you didn't become a soldier or a slave."
"But why?" I asked.
He shrugged his shoulders. "Really I have no idea but I think it might be because you've made me feel something that I haven't felt in a long time."
"And what's that?" I questioned.
When he next talked his voice seemed almost vulnerable, "Don't concern yourself with that, not yet, just rest for now, we've have a long journey ahead of us."
I did what he said and leaned my head against his nicely toned back. The scenery passed us as we rode, I could at sometimes see why Darkworld would have once been the gem of the dimensions but those were just remnants. I tried to pay attention to the dark beauty that was this planet but I couldn't keep him out of my head, I couldn't help but want to hold onto him tighter, to snuggle up into him, I wanted...
...I wanted to slap all of my naughty thoughts away but I couldn't help but noticing how hard his muscle were on his lean waist, the rhythmic beating of his heart near my ear and the smell of something I couldn't quite put a name too and a smell that I was sure was just pure him. I'd never really been attracted to anyone before...well no real person who I'd met. Before now it was only Johan and even though I wasn't sure if he was alive in Darkworld or not, I felt the affections I felt for him turn to this man, a man who I had never seen the face of, who I didn't even know the name of, who was nothing like Johan except for the fact he had green eyes.
I wanted to hate myself for these feelings, I wasn't meant to feel like this for a guy like him, and surely my heart shouldn't beat faster than normal because I was near him. He was a guy who had probably killed far too many people than I could fathom, who tortured and corrupted the innocent, who collected people in order to rid them of their souls and make them into another mindless soldier, with no purpose except to follow his orders.
"How can you do this to me?" I whispered so quietly I could barely hear my own voice and I doubted that he would hear it over the dull thud of his horse galloping on soft grass.
If there was one thing that I was going to do, it was ignore all romantic, no, I wasn't going to call it that, maybe 'lustful' feeling. Yeah lustful meant less; I couldn't feel more than that for him. I cut myself from my random mind rant, I was not going to act on nor show any of my feelings to this mystery man, these feelings as long as I was going to be concerned were going to be nonexistent. Maybe if I kept in that mind set well...
...Hopefully they'd go away.
Oh my gosh, it's taking so long to give The General a name...
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