Lea-Renee: I'm cooking dinner soon so I thought I'd write up another chapter.
Rayne: It's also because she feels bad when it takes her ages to update.
Lea-Renee: And at the moment I have no homework, passed the year in English without having to do the end of year exam and I see homework and study on my horizon.
Rayne: And won't that be fun for her.
Lea-Renee: Yes, yes, I know. But any-who, on with the next thrilling instalment.

Warning: Torture and RAINBOWS! (It will make sense)
Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh Gx if I did Sartorius would have had really dark skin just to make it ironic that he was head of the society of light...
Songs: Bring me back to Life- Evanescence (The band's name means; the act or state of vanishing away; disappearance.)

"No before we begin, since everything has to be done down he for a reason," he said sarcastically, "Just thought I'd tell you that as soon as you start truly begging for death we'll stop and let you go back to you cell in which you can die happily."

I spat at him, hitting him right smack in the cheek and he replied by back handing me hard enough that I could taste blood in my mouth. "Fuck off."

His distorted smile was madly cheery. "You know," he whispered by my ear, "I normally like to hear people scream under my hand, it's like music to my ears but I'll especially enjoy it when it comes to you, unlike most you show some fight still left in your system."

Before I could say anything a cloth was place over my face and someone called over. Then it happen, water was being poured over my face, I started gagging, feeling as though I was going to be sick and then the feeling of drowning set in, I couldn't breathe however much I wanted to. Then suddenly it stopped and I could breathe again but soon after it started again. This happened over and over again and each time the feelings got worse, by the end I felt as though my lungs would burst. The cloth was removed from my face and the room that seemed so dark before was now too bright for my eyes.

"Had enough," he hissed. I wanted to say yes but I couldn't catch my breath. His face was mere inches from mine and I saw him peering into my eyes, "Well normally that would be enough for most but I still see life in your eyes."

"Please, no," I finally gasped, my voice raw.

"Did you guys hear something because I didn't," he said.

He walked, no sauntered over to the wall with all of his torture equipment on it. A dramatically went to chose one, each item worse than the previous. He stopped suddenly at this massive atrocity with spikes coming from all sides. He picked it up and went to put it around my head. I tried to struggle away but I could barely move and all my pleas we ignored.

He almost put it on and then he stopped pulling it off and dropping it onto the floor with a loud bang. Dark tendrils shot out around me, breaking my bindings and wrapping them up. It looked like they were dying, I tried to help them, I tried to get the dark tendrils off them but they just got tighter and tighter till... they died...

The darkness disappeared and I ran out of their as fast as I could. Hane Kuriboh suddenly appeared beside me, "Follow me," he said flying out ahead of me. With him I avoided all guards and arrived at what I remembered to be Johan's room.

I heard a faint noise and Hane Kuriboh told me to go over to it. I opened up a chest and saw Johan's sword. Lifting it up there was a glow and the same rainbow from the fight appeared and so did the beasts. The ruby one climbed onto my shoulder and started to rub against me as if trying to comfort me, looking down I noticed that my hands were shaking but breaking down was not an option yet, Johan was more important.

Hane Kuriboh seemed to know his way around, though I think I'll call it spirit intuition. The other spirits came with us too but I think that it had more to do with the fact I was holding the sword the obviously resided in. We went a more elaborate root so I wouldn't have to fight anyone and if I had I don't think that I could go up against them.

We saw a guard outside the dungeon but Hane Kuriboh told me just to continue on. Darkness covered me and it was like I had suddenly turned invisible to the guy. The darkness disappeared once more as I passed him.

Johan stared up at me as I entered his eyes wide and filled with worry. "Judai," he whispered in disbelief as he came up hard against the bars separating us.

However much I wanted to smile as I saw his face light up I couldn't instead replying with a weak voice, "Yeah."

The huge Amber Mammoth went up to the bars and before his kicked it down Johan moved out of the way. When the bars were destroyed the bluenette ran up to me enveloping me in his arms and I finally let my tears fall. He rubbed my back in soothing circles trying to calm me. "What's wrong," he asked.

"I didn't mean to, I really didn't mean to," I murmured.

"Didn't mean to do what?" he questioned.

"Kill them," I replied, tears falling at a faster rate, "I didn't mean to kill them, it just, it was an accident. I couldn't control it and then they...I tried to stop it but I couldn't. I killed them."

"Shh," Johan cooed, "it's alright."

"But I killed them," I repeated over and over again.

Water boarding is in my personal books the worst form of torture invented, you can actually dry drown because of it.
Also please don't kill me but I do think that Judai is quite a strong person and with his strong sense of right I think little things could make him cry. Killing someone, friends hurting and yeah.

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