Her eyes were hallow, she felt sick.
Everything was crashing around her, though she was safe in her little bubble of protection.
She was happy the operation was a success, beyond of a mother's first joy.
But what had unfolded before her would explain otherwise.
She was alone in the theatre with another body
She dared her eyes not to look, as she knew, too well, who it belonged to.
She didn't even bother crying or praying it was just another 'dream'
Because if it was one thing she learned, everything is a reality in this hospital, where she liked it or not.
Her jaw clenched and set and she furrowed her eyes, 'You never listen do you?' she said slowly and quietly.
Her voice-she knew would never be heard whether, the body was awake or alive.
And then she dared a word, one to pitiful for even the fallen angels that had befallen the marred wishes of the girl.
She found herself gaining a farther distance from her; her gurney was being pushed out of the way.
Doctors went to the lifeless body and lifted the faithful white cloak on top of it, it was then official
The paper in her hand clenched, being stained of blood from the cuts in her hand.
It's only natural you'd hate me-after what you've seen
And I don't regret it
I am indeed a faulty model of the higher ups, and I'm only human
I can only sin like a human and play dumb like a human
I'd know you'd do the same
I know your saying how much I never listen to you
How the wall is like a sponge for your words
But if you haven't realized I have listened to you
You've asked me to always be there for you
My will and my strength lay in my heart; my heart will always support you
My lungs I hope will help you breathe better days and give you the strongest breadth in any situation
My heart would beat happily for you when you get married have a child and they have wives and children of their own.
I'm always with you
Inside of you
Crying with you
Smiling and laughing
So be happy, I don't want to feel that way in my grave-It ain't pretty here but if you're happy I'm happy
I don't ask for forgiveness but for you success and happiness
I love you…and your horizontally challenged forehead
-Ino
She suddenly felt lonely lost like a child, in the KMART toy section, during Christmas shopping (Oh she went there )
She laid back into the gurney and found herself in the room, trying to think what exactly had just happened in the past hour, though her attention vouched other wise
Her eyes lay on her new roommate who was grumbling about something the nurse was implementing, as she was lifted onto her bed his attention perked up, and he smiled a genuine smile, the first she saw in this hospital.