The next morning was hectic; Shane and I were running around making sure I hadn't forgotten anything and getting some breakfast. When I had woken up Shane was gone, which wasn't very surprising, but whatever. I was just glad to finally be going home, I didn't want to be here anymore. Abigailwas the only person I'd be missing from here, but we had both already agreed to keep in contact so it was all good.
We were currently on our way to the airport a few minutes from the Gray's house; Abigailwas driving us since her parents didn't really seem to care. It's not like I expected them to anyways. When we arrived at the airport Abigaildropped us off and quickly said goodbye to the both of us, although she was being cold with Shane, great.
After Abigailhad dropped us off we quickly checked our luggage in and then went past security so we could sit, we still had about an hour before our plane was supposed to leave. I took a seat by the window while Shane walked off towards a coffee shop, him and his stupid caffeine addiction.
About 45 minutes passed and Shane still hadn't returned, how strange. When I turned around I saw a sight that I really did not want to see. Standing there was Shane and some other girl hugging and the hug lasted way too long to be a 'friendly' hug. Just what I wanted to see… I quickly turned back around trying to stop the tears from falling, I blinked quickly a few times to stop them but to no avail. I wiped them away with the back of my hand. "Flight 196 to Dallas, Texas is now boarding"
I grabbed my purse and went to stand in line to board the plane, I didn't want to see Shane right now, it hurt so much to see him with another girl. But I couldn't let Shane see me hurt or crying, he'd probably laugh at me and think I was stupid. A few minutes later I was settled in my seat with Shane next to me. I ignored him and he seemed to be deep in thought so it was whatever.
I ended up sleeping the whole flight until Shane woke me up as we were landing. We quickly went to get our bags from the baggage claim and left right after. Once again not talking to each other at all. I'll be honest, it was kind of annoying me that he wasn't speaking to me. I mean yeah, I was ignoring him but he should at least try to talk to me! Right? Ehh, whatever.
Once we got to the house I went straight to our room and laid down without even bothering to get my luggage. I mean, Shane could get it right? Yes, he could. And if he didn't then screw him.
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I rubbed my eyes slowly; the bright light from the sun creeping in through the curtains was blinding me. I hate the sun and I hate mornings, 'cause I'm not really a morning person. Surprising right? Ha. I knew it.
I looked over to Shane's side to find it empty. Great, I wonder where he is… Ehh, who cares? After the sun stopped bugging me I quickly took a shower and ate some breakfast.
I was dancing around cleaning when I heard my phone ring; hmm I wonder who it could be… Maybe it was Shane? Nahh. It actually ended up being Abigailcalling just wanting to chat for a while. I really do appreciate Abigailshe's the best friend anyone could ask for. Unfortunately she shares DNA with that Ass Tard of my boyfriend.
"So, how was your flight Mitch?" Abigailasked. I sighed, "It was okay, I slept through most of it until Shane woke me up. Oh! And I saw him and this girl hugging at the airport, do you know who it could possibly be?" I was really intrigued on whom that girl could possibly be, I mean I have the right to know right? I nodded, yes, yes I did. In the end Abigailsaid she had no idea who that girl could be and we talked for a bit longer and then hung up.
It feels so good to talk to another girl you know? Because I was the only girl in my family and I didn't really have any friends ever since I got with Shane. I just kinda drove them all away, not wanting them to see me like this, to see me so weak. But Abigailwas good for me, and she actually listened to what I had to say and gave me real advice, she was like the sister I had always wanted.
The day was carrying on slowly and I had nothing to do so around 5 o'clock I decided to go to the Barnes and Noble at the mall. I was really in the mood to read a good book… Maybe one of those cheesy romance novels would be good to get my mind off of a certain someone.
I looked around the store for a while before I found a good enough book that would entertain me for a few hours. I didn't even know the name of it but I bought it anyways because it seemed interesting.
I walked around the mall for a little bit, not wanting to go home and be alone for the rest of the night, like I knew would happen. I ended up having dinner at the food court at Sarku Japan, let me just tell you this, I love Sarku. Mmmm, such good food… After eating my teriyaki chicken I headed to forever 21, because I simply love that store, and you should too.
I bought a new outfit at Forever 21, oh and some cute jewelry. Gosh, I just really love that store, I'm not much for buying designer clothes. I mean sure I have designer clothes but I only wear it for special occasions, not on an everyday basis. I am not a snob, I promise.
I ended up getting home around eight-thirty pm, to see Shane wasn't even home yet… Wonderful, I would have expected him home already but I guess not… Oh well.
I stayed up 'till around eleven o'clock waiting for Shane, but ended up falling asleep on the couch without even realizing it. Around one or so in the morning I felt arms wrap around me and lift me up, I looked up to see it was Shane so I simply snuggled into his warm chest and closed my eyes again, it felt nice. He quickly walked up the stairs. He pulled the covers back and tucked me in to bed; he pushed back a strand of hair and quickly kissed my forehead before whispering something that definitely shocked me…
"I love you…"
Those words haunted me the rest of the night, was he being serious? What if he was just saying that? Maybe he knew I was awake and just wanted to confuse me… Maybe… Maybe he was serious… Ugh, this is confusing me.
I stayed up the most of the night trying to figure out what he meant, maybe he only loved me like a friend… Ugh, I gave up around six in the morning. I was just gonna ask him about it instead of analyzing it on my own. I was gonna sleep for now.
When I got up Shane was already getting ready in the bathroom, I walked into the bathroom and quickly took a shower while he continued to get ready. We weren't shy around each other, and honestly I could care less if he saw me like that. I mean, were practically married, aren't we?
I walked down the stairs and noticed Shane was making breakfast, eggs, bacon and toast, yummy. I wasn't expecting any breakfast of my own though, that's for sure. I figured the breakfast was for him, but instead he placed a plate in front of me and a cup of coffee. And for himself he just grabbed a slice of toast and coffee. Why was he being so nice?
"Are you okay, Shane?" I questioned. I was really intrigued… I mean, he's neverthis nice. Whatever, I'm gonna enjoy this Shane for as long as it lasts… "Yeah I am, I'm great actually. How have you been?" He asked me. Wow, this was not my Shane… "I've been okay, just bored is all."
We continued to talk like that for a while before I decided to bring up the one thing that had been bothering me since last night. "Can I ask you something and do you promise to answer me honestly?" He thought about it for a few seconds before nodding hesitantly. I continued, "Why did you tell me you loved me last night when you put me into the bed? And did you even mean it?"
His eyes grew to the size of golf balls, then he took a deep breath, he almost seemed… nervous… But why?
"Umm, well I just… I, well…" He stuttered, wow maybe he really is nervous… But why?
He sighed; frustrated that he couldn't even get anything out. He took a deep breath before speaking again.
"It's because I dolove you… A lot…" He said quickly. My jaw dropped, are you kidding me? I looked up at him, he looked bashful, he was looking away from me… And was he… was he blushing? Aww, my boyfriend is being a sweetheart…
I still couldn't speak, I was so shocked…
Before I realized it, I heard a door slam and a car speed out of our drive way. What had just happened? Was I dreaming? Wow…
I think I upset Shane… Oh boy…
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