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After I realized what had happened, I started laughing, really hard. Shane had gotten upset, because he thought I didn't love him? Wow. Shane needs to learn to be patient sometimes; maybe if he was patient, I would have been able to tell him that I loved him too. Wow, what an idiot.
So now, basically I have to wait for him to come home again so we can talk. I am not good at having to wait for things like these. Oh well, hopefully he won't be long…
While I waited, I decided to bake a cake and some brownies, because I love brownies and Shane loves cake, so I figured, why not?
"This is my temporary home; it's not where I belong. Windows and rooms, that I'm passin' through. This is just a stop, on the way to where I'm going. I'm not afraid because I know this is my temporary Home. " I sang along, loving the song by Carrie Underwood.
Anyways, after I took the cake and brownies out of the oven I decided to ice the cake, and maybe write a little something on it. Hmm, what should I write on it…
I ended up making the cake kind of an apology from me to Shane, and it read "I'm sorry Shane" With a heart and smiley face. It was kinda lame, but I guess it'll do, and if I know Shane like I do, then he'll love it too. Now all I have to do is wait… No big deal…
Tick, tock, tick, tock…
Ahhh. I swear Shane better get here soon. Or I'm going to kill someone.
I ended up reading some more before I heard the gates outside and the roar of his car. Instead of jumping up I decided to patiently sit on the couch and wait for him to come to me. A few seconds later I heard him walk through the door and walk up the stairs, most likely headed for our bedroom. I sighed, knowing that I was going to be the one that was going to have to try.
I slowly walked up the stairs, hoping this would all turn out good. I quickly knocked on the door waiting for him to open the door since he locked it. Maybe he's taking a shower… I guess I could come back later…
The door open suddenly and it scared me so much that I swear I could have had a heart attack with how fast my heart was beating.
"What the fuck do you want?" Shane roared, maybe this was going to be harder that I first thought it was going to be…
"Well, I just thought that you know, maybe we should talk. How are you? Where have you been?" I asked quickly, walking into the room so he wouldn't slam the door in my face.
"No, I don't think we should talk. I've said everything that needs to be said, so did you. I'm perfectly fine, by the way. And where I've been, or not been for that matter is none of your fucking business. So piss off now."
Well then, I guess I'll have to try harder… Maybe I should leave him alone for today, I can try again tomorrow.
"Fine, we won't talk right now, but I'm not going anywhere, this is as much your room as it is mine so calm down." I said calmly, ha. I wasn't going to let him push me around anymore, it simply isn't fair. Who does he think he is?
"Whatever, I'm going to take shower." He muttered and walked into the bathroom.
I sighed quietly, hoping a shower would calm him down just a tad. I hate when he acts like this.
I decided to lie down on the bed and keep reading my book while I waited for him to come out of the shower. I was so engrossed in reading that I didn't even notice when he came out of the bathroom. He glanced at me for a few seconds before he walked towards the door.
"Shane… Where are you going?" I asked.
"Away from you." He responded simply and walked out. I sighed, why does he have to be such an idiot? If he just talked to me he'd realize that I love him as much, if not more, than he loves me. Guys…
Whatever if he's not going to talk to me then I might as well just sleep. I rolled over and turned the lights out before quickly falling asleep.
The next morning
The next morning the early morning sunlight woke me up. I groaned, cursing the sun for being up already. I am just not a morning person and especially not at… seven thirty in the morning. Ugh, I seriously hate the stupid sun.
I lay in bed for a few minutes before I decide that I seriously need get out of bed and fully wake up for the day. I quickly jump into the shower hoping it will wake me up enough before my coffee.
Once I'm showered and dressed I walk towards the guest bedroom to look for my idiot boyfriend, if you could call him that. I sigh when I see him lying on the bed fast asleep. I guess I could go make breakfast and then we could talk if he is even up by then.
About a half hour later I finally had eggs, bacon and even biscuits made. It's our favorite breakfast and hopefully Shane will actually hear me out if he has delicious food in front of him.
Shane slowly walked down the stairs, with quite possibly the worst bed head ever. I had to stifle my laugh, that's how bad he looked. "Hi Shane, want some food?" I asked, easing us into a conversation.
"No. And leave me alone. I don't know if your tiny fucking brain gets this or not, but I don't want to talk to you. So why don't you go away." I sighed, of course.
"Shane, come on, hear me out." I started gently, "I just want to talk, 5 minutes, that's all I need." He looked away, "Please, Shane…" I said, slightly begging.
"Fine, you have 5 minutes. Then after that I don't want to hear it."
"Fine." I took a deep breath "Shane, you have no idea what you mean to me, you're my everything, I'd d just about anything for you. And I love you so much. This is why I wish you'd just treat me like a person, not like your whore. You have no idea how much it hurts to know that you look down on me, that you don't care for me. And then you dropped that bomb on me. I was simply shocked. Had you waited, you could have heard me." I said, hoping he understood where I was coming from. He simply stared at me for a few seconds, before he turned around.
"Do I really treat you like a whore…?" He questioned quietly, looking away. "Sometimes, but I mean it's just how you treat me sometimes, don't worry about it. I shouldn't have even said anything." He slowly pulled me to him, wrapping his arms around my waist tightly.
"Baby, I love you, and I am so sorry that you feel like that, I just suck at expressing myself sometimes. I don't know what I'd do without you, you mean the world to me." I looked up at him, looking into his eyes, and seeing them swirling with so many emotions. I knew he was telling the truth.
"It's okay, I just… Sometimes I feel like crap. Like when we went to your parents place… That was horrible. I'm pretty sure I cried the whole time we were there…"
We talked all morning, after finishing our breakfast we moved to the living room and cuddled on the couch and kept talking. I learned so much about him, like how he was scared of marriage because he'd been stood up when he was 18 and fresh out of high school. He had apparently asked his girlfriend at the time to marry him and on the day they were to get married she ran away and broke his heart.
Everything from how he acted in general to how he treated me made so much sense now. Now I understood why he pushed me away so much. Why he couldn't admit his feelings to me. Everything made sense to now.
We were currently lying in our bed, wrapped up in the warm blankets. "Mitch, I love you, never forget that." I smiled; this is how I like him. "I love you too, Shane." I said, before kissing him lightly.
I just hope things will get better now, because being Heartbroken, sure does suck.
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So... This is basically it, just an epilogue left. This was never really going to be a story, it was supposed to be a oneshot but my friend convinced to me to make it a story. But I just can't keep dragging it out. So this is it. This chapter is very inconsistent and is kinda crappy but its taken me 11 months. And I'm just glad to finally finish it. So thanks to those who have reviewed, I truly appreciate it. And you should all thank joannacamilley cuz if it weren't for her constantly bugging me to finish I don't think I would have finished this. haha So thanks!
The epilogue will most likely be out in a few days. Its actually already written, but I want a few reviews before I post it :) haha
Hope y'all enjoy it!
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- Nat :)
