Chapter 12! PARTAAAAAY! Hope you like, nd sorry you had to wait so long, I'm just so busy lately!
Anyway; I don't own Glee or its characters, neither do I own Beyoncé or 'Best thing I never had'.

Jesse walked out of the hospital doors in the direction of a black SUV parked right in front of the building. It was Shelby's, she was picking him up since he would be staying at her place that year where he would help VA get back on track: they had really sucked that year without him, and it made him happy that someone actually needed him.

"Hey kid!"

"Hey Shelby" Jesse smiled as he hugged the older woman.

As they sat in the car, Shelby noticed Jesse wasn't the usual, happy Jesse, but more the unusual, dreamy Jesse staring out of the window.

"What's up kiddo?"

Jesse turned his head and laughed at her. "Nothing!"

"It's Rachel, isn't it?"

"No…" He replied.

"Jesse, tell her."

"Tell her what?"

"Tell her you love her!"

"No, she'll think I'm a creep."

"She'll think you're sweet."

Jesse didn't respond, but wondered how she would react if he did indeed told her he loved her. Several scenarios raced through his head: she would slap him, she would yell at him, she would laugh at him. Basically none of them were fun.

That night, Jesse lay awake in the king-sized bed in Shelby's guest room, still wondering how she'd respond if he told her about how he desperately hoped she'd see how much he loved her, how much he hoped they'd work out sometime, and live happily ever after.

Finally, after 2 hours, he fell asleep.

"Jesse? What are you doing here?" Rachel asked him as she descended the few steps that led up to the black wooden stage. She was dressed in a blue dress, a belt around her waist, black tights and black mid heel brogues. She looked stunning.

"I just.. I need to tell you something Rachel."

"Yes?"

"I love you, I always did and I never stopped loving you from the moment I met you, Rachel."

"Jesse…"

"What?"

"I have to tell you something to. I'm back with Finn."

"What?"

"What goes around comes back around, hey my baby…" Suddenly music began to play and she padded to the stage, taking place behind a micro Jesse swore wasn't there when he entered the auditorium.

"What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Dancers entered the stage, as Rachel continued to sing with her beautiful voice.

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now"

Finn, who apparently stood behind the curtains, appeared from his hiding spot, walking over to Rachel, who turned around and kissed him full on the lips.

Bet it sucks to be you right now… It did. He felt like screaming, running away, but he couldn't move. He just stood there, watching as Rachel and Finn's lips caressed each other.

Then Rachel pulled back and directed her gaze on him. "Jesse? Jesse?"

"Jesse? Jesse!" Shelby woke him, shaking his shoulder until he woke up.

"What..."

"Wake up! School starts in a half an hour!" She exclaimed as he walked out the door.
Jesse sighted, and grabbed his Iphone from the night stand.

'0 new messages' Damn..

While he and Shelby drove to Carmel, Jesse felt worms moving in his stomach. He was really nervous, he was about to face a part of the VA members that made him egg Rachel, the other part was already graduated by now.

To make his nerves disappear, he turned the radio on: music always helped.

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you tur- He groaned and put it off again, seemed like the song was hunting him or something!

Suddenly Jesse felt the urge to take drugs, it normally made his problems 'disappear'. But he soon told himself the drug thing was over, Rachel would most definitely not want a drug-addict as her boyfriend, he had to watch his steps.

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Love, Hach