Sorry for updating so late; school keeps me busy. So does cheerleading. (:
EPOV:
I knew this wasn't the right way too settle things. I had to go back.
I parked my car in the driveway, and I saw no other cars. Weird, maybe everyone left. I raced up the stairs, and into her room. "Bella, I can-" She wasn't their.
Maybe she left. I started searching every room, when I came to the bathroom across the hall. The door was closed. I opened it slowly, and almost fell to the ground at the sight before me.
Bella. My Bella, was lying on the floor, her wrist bleeding, she was unconscious. "Bella! Oh, my god!" I picked her up in my arms, and cradled her too my chest. "Bella, Bella." I cried. I yanked the towel from the rack, and tied it around her wrist. She's already bled so much.
"Bella, wake up. Bella," I ran my hand threw her hair, as she laid limp in my arms. I picked her up, and raced to my car. I placed her in the back, lying her down, and ran too the driver side. Hopefully Carlisle was at the hospital.
I sped down the road, and pulled out my phone.
He answered on the first ring.
"Hey Edw-"
"Carlisle, no time!" I yelled franticly, swerving threw traffic.
"Edward what's wrong?" His voice calm, yet serious.
"It's Bella. She's unconscious, and bleeding. I think she tried too kill herself!" I wiped the tears angrily away from my face, as I pulled up to the hospital.
"I'll see you in a second." I hung up the phone, and shoved it in my pocket.
I grabbed Bella, and ran toward the main desk. Carlisle was standing their waiting for me. His eyes went wide, as he laid them on the angel in my arms.
"Jennifer, I need a room, now, and 9 mg of IV."
I placed my Bella on the stretcher, as they wheeled her too a room. "She'll be fine Edward." Carlisle assured me. I tried to walk past him, "I have too be with her-" He gently pushed me back. "Edward, no one is allowed back there, but doctors. She'll be fine son." He walked away. I pulled on my hair, trying to get the image out of my head.
"Edward!" I heard Alice's tiny voice. I spun too meet her frantic blue eyes. "Edward, what happened? Where's Bella!" She searched my eyes for an answer. I groaned in frustration. "Oh my god!" She realized, burying her head in Jasper's shoulder.
I sighed, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. This was my fault. All of it. I left, and she tried to kill herself!
God please tell me I got to her in time.
BPOV:
I woke up too a very bright light. Did I die? Did I finally die?
"Bella…" I heard my name being called. My eyes fluttered open too find beautiful emerald green eyes staring at me. Edward.
"Edward," I didn't like the sound of my voice. It sounded deep and foggy.
"Oh, thank god Bella!" He threw his arms around me, and I was enveloped in heat. I was so cold, it was impossible.
"What happened?" I asked, as he sat next too me, running his hand threw my hair gently.
"Bella…why did you do that?" He asked; his voice cracking. I wracked my brain for recent events…why I let Edward go….crying….cutting-….oh.
"I don't know." I answered after a minute.
"Why did you say we couldn't be together?" He asked. "Edward,…" I laughed, slightly, "I'm not going to be here much longer, I mean I'm a foster kid. I'll be gone, and I'll never see you again!" I felt tears come too my eyes.
"Bella, I can promise you your not going anywhere-" He was cut off by a woman walking in the room.
She had short brown hair, that was slightly curly. Her eyes were a deep brown, and she was slender.
"Uhm-" Edward said, "OH MY GOD!" She ran over too me and threw her arms around me. Edward stared in shock. "Uhm…Mrs. Swan, could you please wait outside?" Carlisle asked. Mrs. Swan? Did he mean me? I wasn't Mrs. I wasn't marrie-
This woman…
She's my mother.
"Carlisle, your insane!" I shouted.
"Bella, she is your mother. Your father is here too, and…they'd like too take you home." He explained. I looked at Edward, desperately.
"What if I said no?"
"Bella, you're a minor." He answered.
I sighed. I couldn't leave Edward…Alice…Edward….Jasper….Emmett…Edward. Edward.
"I won't leave you," I turned to him and cried into his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "Bella; I'm sorry."
"You lied! You said this wouldn't happen!" I shouted, pulling away from his grasp.
"Bella," Carlisle tried to calm me. "No." I said stubbornly.
An hour later I was dressed, and packed. My 'parents' were too meet at the Cullen's.
I laid my bag, on the end of the bed, and stared down at it. I couldn't bring myself to regret the decision. Even though, it was made for me. But, I would miss everyone. Especially Edward. How would I sleep?
I felt warm arms go around my waist. I stayed staring at the bed. "I love you Bella."
He whispered lightly. I felt that dreaded tear slide down my face. I wasn't angry with him, but myself.
"I love you Edward."
I felt something slip into my hand, and I glanced down. It was a phone. A very expensive looking phone.
I turned in his arms too face him. I couldn't read his emotion. "Edward-"
"I don't ever want to lose touch with you. I don't every not want to see you again. I love you Bella. Jacksonville is far away." He said.
I sighed. I'd be across the entire united states away from him. He pulled me too him, and I gladly excepted his embrace.
"Bella!" I heard Esme's voice. "They're here."
"One more year, and I'll be eighteen." I smile, but it was forced.
He chuckled slightly. Of course Edward was already eighteen. Lucky fucker.
We headed downstairs and saw Carlisle, Esme and my 'parents' talking by the doorstep.
"Hi Isabella. Ready too go?" My 'mother' asked. I cringed at 'Isabella'. I hated that name.
"Yeah." I lied.
We shuffled out the door, as Edward held my hand. We reached the Lamborghini car, and my 'Dad' put my stuff in the trunk. "We'll give you a minute." The mother figure smiled, stepping in.
I sighed. I'd already said my goodbyes. Except to Edward.
"I love you Bella." He said in a strong voice. "I know Edward. I love you too." I was trying not to cry.
"When will I see you again?" I asked in a desperate tone. Edward sighed. "Soon." He leaned in and kissed my softly. This was a goodbye. Not a 'see you soon' kind of kiss. But a 'goodbye forever' kiss.
I wrapped my arms around him desperately. I never wanted too let go. "Go Bella." He said, kissing my forehead. "Bye Edward."
I climbed into the car, and he closed the door.
The drive too Jacksonville was endless. We didn't fly. But drove. It took over 26 hours. I slept the whole way. Well…I tried. I kept waking up too a nightmare. I need Edward…
When we arrived, we pulled up too a decent sized house, that looked over the ocean. "Welcome home Isabella." My father smiled. I grinned back. Forced.
I settled into a medium sized room, with a queen bed, and full bathroom. Thank god.
I sat on my bed, and started too think when I heard a loud buzzing coming from my bag on the floor. I searched threw it until I found the phone Edward had given me. I looked at the screen, and Edwards name and beautiful face was flashing. Hmm…I hit the call button, and put it too my ear. "Hello?" I asked.
"Bella," Edward's musical voice sighed in relief.
"Edward. To what do I owe the call?" I smiled.
"How'd you sleep?" He asked. I sighed. "I didn't."
He sighed. "Neither did I."
"I miss you." I said, looking out my window to reveal the sunny ocean. I missed the mossy trees, and rocks. Even the clouds.
"I miss you too Bella."
I laid in bed that night, silent tears streaming down my cheeks. I missed Forks. I missed my family. I missed the rain. I missed the trees. I missed the green. I missed the waves hitting the shore, at La Push beach.
I missed Edward.