It was happening again. I was watching the cats of our wonderful junkyard and my mind began to stray. I looked at my two sons and my two daughters. I am so proud of my kits. Then I saw my mate, handsome, strong and caring watching over every kit and cat alike. He caught my eye and smiled up at me. I was perched atop a pile of junk on a ragged looking couch. I smiled back at him, to reassure him I was fine. Recently, I had been settling down after the Jellicle Ball. The events that had happened startled me. He had come back and stolen our precious leader Old Deuteronomy and had- had nearly stolen me! I shuddered at the memory, trying to think of other things. I was thinking about him again.
I searched the junkyard with my eyes again. Tugger, the fop, was making the kittens swoon and some other queens as well. I rolled my eyes, not even wanting to remember my past relationship with Tugger. He was the reason I met him! I shook my head and focused on the world around me once more. Everything was so pleasant and cheerful here, I need not think about my past.
After promising myself that, I watched Mr. Mistoffelees entertaining a small group with his powers. I smile broadly as I see how Victoria hangs on his every move. They had become friends once again. She had broken her engagement from my son Plato, but I wasn't angry with her. Plato was, unfortunately, not treating her as he should have. He was with another queen and it was a horrible mess. I wished he would have been respectful of Victoria and her feelings and would have talked to her about the way he felt for Exotica. I sighed, knowing Plato would never humble himself enough to do that. At least, Misto was there for Victoria once more. Now, my thoughts trailed of to Mistoffelees. Though he didn't know it, his past was as dark as mine.
He was his son, but Tugger and Munkustrap would never tell him. It would be too painful for the young and brilliant tom. He was so gentle and kind-natured, it could tear him apart. It took a great amount of effort for me to watch his powers grow stronger. There was a point in time where he was just as good. His son was becoming even greater than he ever was. I was so thankful that Mistoffelees was so sweet; else I would be constantly fretting. I could never handle having another him around, though Plato was almost headed down that path.
I growled at myself. Thinking over these things and worrying never helped! It was so hard not to, not to fear that he was after me still! I hid my face in my paws and trembled. I had so many memories of the two of us. I had been stupid enough to fall for his charade! I regretted that and his memory still haunted me. He messed with my mind. He disturbed my sanity. I shivered and curled into a ball, wishing I could be brought out of these petrifying thoughts!
Suddenly, I felt a paw on my shoulder. I turned to look and found Munk was looking down at me in worry. He sat beside me and wrapped his arms around me. I cried into his shoulder and held him tightly. I was glad Munkustrap came. He was one of the cats that helped me get away from him. I loved Munk more than I had ever loved any cat. He stayed with me for the rest of the day. I was glad with his company. He kept me sane and I was glad the Everlasting Cat had sent him my way.
Repofan21 suggested the theme! This is a bit darker than I normally write. :/ Not quite sure what I think. Also, I need more reviews if I am going to upload more. Not that I am begging, necessarily. If no one reviews, then I don't get words and therefore I have no theme. Please, give me more themes! This is fun and I enjoy it. I need more ideas, though!