Hello and welcome to the next chapter of Boys On The Wall! Holy dear lord, I haven't updated this in wayyyy too long, right? Well, I think this is the final chapter guys. The finale of Boys On The Wall. Let me tell you, it's been a great run. This is by far my favorite story I've wrote so far. If you want more BTR when this is over, check out my other story "Your Life Is Greater To Me". It's LoganxOC, but you'll love it anyways. Okay, onto our finale! Love you all so much! Miss you already!
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Chapter15
In which four months passes, an apology finally comes out, and we get the storybook happy ending!
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So here I am, four months later telling you this story because honestly, I have nothing better to do. Ever since I came home I've been a complete and total wreck. I've barely left my bed to go to school, and even when I'm at school it just feels like a black hole sucking me in. Kendall's words always repeat in my head- "Why don't you just go back to Michigan where you don't break people's hearts?"
"Dani? Dani, are you in there?" Erin asked from the doorway. I slowly stood off my bed, setting down my laptop, and watched as she opened my bedroom door and sat on my bed. "Carlos has been texting me. He said to tell you hi and he misses you."
"Oh yeah? Tell him I miss him too," I said, trying to be as nice as possible. I'd been shutting Erin out of my life for too long, and enough was enough. She smiled at me excitedly.
"You sound a little happier!" she exclaimed, hugging me. I laughed a little into her shoulder, staring back at my laptop. Kendall's face was my wallpaper, and I made it that way to haunt me. I was such a terrible person for the whole James kissing thing, and I wanted to suffer for it.
"Sure," I said. She pulled back quickly and frowned.
"Dani. Seriously, it's been four months. You have to get over him!" She slammed down the cover to my laptop to hide his face and I sighed.
"I can't. I loved him- no, I love him," I frowned. "I don't think anything or anyone is going to change that."
"Well, why don't you come with me?" she asked innocently. "And please, change out of that Dave Days shirt- I haven't seen you wear anything different for weeks."
"His music is the only thing that cheers me up." I reluctantly stood and found a nicer fitting top out of my closet and put it on. "Happy?"
"Yes." She grabbed my wrist and dragged me downstairs to the living room. "Now, before you get too shocked-"
"-DANI!" exclaimed a familiar voice. Suddenly I was bum-rushed and Carlos Pena was wrapping his all-too-firm arms around me in a strangling hug.
"Carlos…I can't breathe," I finally said. He released me and grinned in an apologetic manner, rubbing the back of his head.
"Sorry," he said quickly. "I'm just really excited to see you! And Erin, of course." He winked in her direction and she blushed a deep red. I rolled my eyes but smiled. Then my mind went into working-mode and I looked at him quizzically.
"Carlos, if you're here, then does that mean…." I paused and suddenly a very familiar blonde stepped into the room from my kitchen. I slowly met his hazel eyes, a blush rising in my cheeks. I felt ashamed and sorry and in love and crazy all at the same time, thanks to just one boy.
"Kendall," I barely breathed out.
"Dani, I have something I have to say to you," he started, then looked harshly at Carlos and Erin.
"Alright, we get the hint, sheesh." Carlos led Erin out of the room, still narrowing his eyes at Kendall, and left us alone. Nervous butterflies grew in my stomach and I sat on the couch, avoiding his eyes. He sat beside me slowly, leaving just a tiny bit of room between us.
"Dani, what I said in California-" he started before I interrupted him.
"-was all completely true," I finished. "I kissed James, and that was wrong. Because I loved you, not him, and I broke your heart right in front of your eyes. I can't imagine how that felt, but then again I bet you can't imagine how it felt when you told me to go back home. Kendall, I can't take back what happened, and I know you don't want to forgive me, but I want to tell you I'm so sorry for what happened. If you never want to see me again after this, I understand." I finally finished what I'd waited four months for and released a nervous breath, finally looking in his eyes. He met mine and nodded. I felt tears start to fill my eyes and blurred my vision of his beautiful face. I looked down, accepting what happened.
"You're right, you know," he finally said. A tear slid down my cheek. "I don't know how you felt after I told you to go back home. All I know is I felt really extremely guilty after James apologized for hours that day and how hurt I was when I found out you'd already left for Michigan and couldn't tell you that I was sorry for yelling at you. Dani, I don't hate you and I never have. I understand what happened." He grabbed my hand and my eyes met his. He wiped the tear from my cheek and looked deeply into my eyes. "I love you."
"I….," I looked at him, the words stuck in my throat. I couldn't believe he just forgave me like that. Was love really that simple? "I love you too, Kendall." His lips met mine in the most passionate kiss we'd ever shared and his arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me close to him.
"Ahem," cleared a throat. Logan was standing over us, and we broke apart and grinned. "now that you two are done making up and making out, can we get going? We're going to be late to the WIOG Lizard Fair, and we need to be there on time."
"Oh right. Dani, will you come on tour with us for the year?" Kendall suddenly asked. My eyes went wide and I looked at him in surprise.
"You want me to come with you?"
"As my girlfriend. That is….if you still want to be my girlfriend," he winked.
"Duh." I smiled and looked at Erin, who was back in the room with Carlos now. "You're coming too, I assume?"
"Of course!" she grinned and wrapped her arms tighter around him. They really were cute together, I thought.
"Um…Dani?" asked another voice. I looked to see James standing behind me and I stood slowly. "I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for listening to Jo, and I feel terrible-" He was going to talk forever, I assumed, until I walked forward and hugged him tightly.
"Shut up James," I smiled up at him. "It's okay, I understand. Thank you for telling Kendall what you did. I really appreciate that. You're forgiven." He smiled back and hugged me as well.
"Alright, well we need to get going soon," Kendall interrupted (not to anyone's surprise at this point).
"He's right," James said, letting me go in all senses of the word. "We might be late."
After talking to my parents and (extremely reluctantly- this is a realistic story, let me tell you. It took four hours to convince them we weren't going to be doing it every two seconds, and another four hours to explain how things would work) convincing them to let us go, we were on our way across the country with our four favorite boys. As soon as we got to the concert and BTR started on the stage, in front of thousands of people, Kendall looked at me and winked. After they sang "Worldwide" he stopped and looked at me again, walking over to me and pulled me up onto the stage.
"Everyone, this is my girlfriend Dani. Say hi!" he said into the mic. Suprisingly they all said hi nicely."Just so you know ladies, I'm not going to be on the market ever again. I'm definitely in love with the coolest girl ever." His lips met mine in a short, sweet kiss and the crowd roared in excitement…or, at least, that's what it wanted to be in my mind. From that moment on I loved absolutely no one else but Kendall Schmidt. Even after he proposed to me on stage four years later. Even after we had two kids. And even after Big Time Rush split apart with the kindest intentions, Carlos and Erin married happily as well, we were the happiest people you'd ever meet.
The End.
[P.S.- In case you were wondering, Jo died alone and unhappy due to her lack of personality and kindness. She got what she desereved.]
Well, I feel mean. But Jo deserved it! Aww, I wanna cry. What an ending! I love you all so much, and look forward to writing more Boys On The Wall for you guys! Love forever!