Gerard woke up in a hospital room with a lot of professionally-looking people standing over him. WHY did they bring him back? He wasn't worth staying on earth. He wanted to go back to Frank, to his only reason. 'NO! TAKE ME BACK!' he screamed.

'He's breathing,' one of the doctors said.

'NO! I! WANT! BACK!' Gerard insisted.

'What? You're alive. Oh, you mean back to your friends? They're outside. NURSE! You can let them in.'
Gerard didn't want to see neither of them. He was too ashamed. The doctor didn't understand what 'back' meant. 'NO! DONT! LET! THEM! IN! I want to be left alone.'

Frank just sat and stared at the place Gerard was a couple of seconds before. Gee was where he belongs, Frank could wait here for Gee until his time came, but hoping next time it will be of old age. 'Gerard I love you.' Frank said that to no one really, to himself as he stood up and looked around.

'Hmm.' The doctor checked the breathing equipment and the heart monitor. 'Well, you rest here.' Him and the nurses walked out of the room.
'I need to get back there. Don't worry Frankie, I'm coming back home.' Gerard whispered to himself.

Frank stood still. Did he just hear Gerard? 'Gee?' No, it must have been his mind playing tricks again. 'Stupid brain!' Frank chuckled.

Gerard got up from the hospital bed. There were weird wires and tubes and Godknowswhat stuck to him. He grabbed them and quickly snatched them off. 'OH!' he cried in pain. But he was going to experience even more pain if he wants to meet Frankie again. 'A sacrifice is hugely rewarded' he whispered to himself as he tried to look for something dangerously useful.

Frank got a weird sensation that told him something was wrong. He knew Gerard was doing something very stupid and he couldn't stop it. 'Gee, don't do anything stupid! Please!' Frank said knowing Gerard can't hear him. But its the only thing he can do.

Gerard shuffled through the equipment and found some sterilized scalpels and needles. As he tried to pick up a large scalpel, his body suddenly went numb and his stomach churned.

Frank sat down on the ground wondering what Gerard is doing and hoping he will stop and just be safe and happy. 'Gee, be carful.' He whispered.

Gerard ignored the weird feeling he got and then he thought he could hear someone warning him. He ignored that too and got a hold of the scalpel. 'Frank, I'm almost there!' he whispered as he put it in his stomach and passed out.

Frank got a really bad feeling. 'Oh, no, no, no, no!' he repeated. He knew Gerard did something bad, very bad. 'Why? For fuck's sake, Gerard! Can't you keep safe?'

As Gerard watched the blackness for a time now, he began to see the bright white light again, and that sensation of rising to it. 'Frank, I'm nearly there!' he said. He reached for the light and smirked. When he finally got there, he couldn't be happier. He looked around. 'Frank? Where are you?'

Frank walked up to Gerard. 'Why, Gee, why?'

'Why what?' Gerard asked, confused.

'Why did you come back here? Why not stay alive, huh?'

'Because I had no reason to stay there. My reason is here' he pointed at Frank.

'But Gee, you do! You have Mikey, you have Viv! You have a lot! You should have stayed there! You should have stayed alive Gee!'

'If you're not alive, then what's the point of having anyone else?'

'Gee! Because you are suppose to stay alive! I would wait here for you! But no! You had to be so selfish and die again right?' Frank turned away from Gerard and walked off.

'I guess my whole life is just one big mistake...' Gerard sat on the floor.

Frank turned on his heels and looked at Gerard. 'Your life isn't one big mistake! How could you say that?'

'IT IS! All my life I've made stupid mistakes! My life was a mistake, and I'm beginning to think the only right thing was this death.'

Frank walked up to Gerard and hugged him. 'Your life isn't a mistake, it never was and never will be Gee! You're one of the best things that ever lived!'

'That's cause you made me this. Without you, I'm not worth anything anymore.'

'Gerard,' Frank looked Gerard in the eyes. 'With me or without me you're still worth more then anything that ever existed!'

Gerard was too ashamed to make eye contact and mumbled 'But I don't feel like carrying on without you. I need you.'

Frank pulled back but still looked at Gerard. 'But Gee, you wouldn't carry on without me! I would always be with you, if could see me or not. Gee you still have a chance to go back there!'

'I don't wanna go back without you…' Gerard whispered, still looking down.

'Gerard, please! You need to be alive! Please. We would meet again even if you go back! Please Gerard!'

'But... But I'm here, and it feels just like being alive!'

'But Gerard, you would spend your life there and then we could have eternity together!'

'I don't see the point of that! I don't wanna keep you waiting.'

'Gerard, please! I'm begging you! Can you do this for... me?'

Gerard was still looking down. 'But I can't go back and forth at will. If the doctor doesn't revive me in time I have to stay here. And if he does, I make no promises as to my health.'

'Gee, your not fully dead yet! I think if you try you can. Please try!'

'But.. I can't! I'm so sor—' Just as he was about to apologize he started fading again.

Frank smiled. 'Just look after yourself Gee! I'll be waiting here!' he quickly kissed Gerard's lips before he completely faded.