I know, its been forever since I last updated but here's your new chapter. Finals are over and the summer is here. I'm officially considering myself a senior.! Then again having three AP classes, Spanish 3, Pre-Calc, and symphony Band. I got a lot on my plate. Not to mention the summer homework I have to do….Great…

Anyways here's you chapter and I hope you enjoy it. I hope it worth the wait. lol

Ch. 8 His Story

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BPOV

"Your….brother?" I asked incredulously.

"Yes."

He sounded like he regretted those words. I could tell in his eyes that he didn't want to talk about it. I turned to face him, grabbed his hand, and walked towards the couch. I sat us down and waited for him to talk.

It took him a while to finally look at me and I sat patiently, not wanted to make him feel pressured.

"Bella….When my brother and I were born, we had the perfect parents a kid could ask for. The treated us right. Made a lot of money and gave us anything we wanted. My dad was a lawyer while my mom was a doctor. They had enough money to have three more kids and still have enough money for vacation and luxury. Since it was just the two of us, we were spoiled rotten. Literally."

He took a deep breath.

"My brother was actually more spoiled then me. I didn't need all the toys and games but he did. If he didn't get what he wanted then he would scream, cry, throw a tantrum, or yell at my parents. Even though we were close, Anthony didn't do everything that I would like to do. I liked playing the piano and he liked playing video games, or I liked getting good grades while he didn't give a shit. When things got out of control with him, our parents didn't know what to do. They just let it slide and it got worse as we got older.

"When we became teenagers, Anthony hung out with the wrong people. Doing drugs and drinking whenever our parents weren't home. He would have sex with some girl everyday and you wouldn't see them again. Whenever I had a girlfriend, he would flirt with her and she would eventually sleep with him and dump me. It happened all throughout high school and I told them about my brother and they would say he was nothing compared to me but when I would bring one home, she would be all over him. Forgetting about me. I stopped dating senior year and when my brother noticed, he would always make fun of me saying how much of a loser I was for not being able to keep a girl no more then two weeks or a month. He didn't seem like a brother to me and luckily I had Jasper during senior year. He would always stick up for me and help me out if there was trouble and I appreciated what he did. He was a true friend."

I scooted closer and held his hand in my lap. It looked like he needed the support. I wanted him to be able to know that I wasn't going anywhere.

"Years went on and my brother got even worse. He became an addict and my parents put him into rehab three times and every single time he would relapse. Even though I cared for him, I never helped him. I just couldn't. Finally on the fifth try into rehab he actually made an effort to stop. It been two weeks before he went back but my parents hid all his stuff before he could relapse again. I stayed away from him as much as possible."

He looked at me with sad eyes, then looked at our hands entwined. I squeezed his hand for reassurance.

"As we got older, our parents started to give up. He would go out with his friends and hang out till early morning and our parents couldn't tell him to stay home. He was an adult. He could do whatever he wanted now without their consent. They tried many times and failed. They knew they had me but they also wanted their other son too. It hurt to see my parents like that so I finally tried to help. Every time he would try to pressure me into trying drugs, I refused."

His breath became shaky at this point.

"One night at a party, my brother and I went. I liked parties and that night was the night I decided to try smoking and drinking. That night I wasn't me. I woke up with a huge headache and two naked girls beside me in bed. I was terrified that I did it and mad that I didn't remember any of it either. When I got home, my parents were worried sick and I told them that I just stayed at Jasper's house after things got to wild at the party. I was too scared to tell them what really happened. I was afraid they would be disappointed and think that they would lose their other son too. Eventually we went to college and that's when things really started. Even though he didn't go to college, he always found a way to find me. Everything was getting ridiculous and crazy. It needed to stop. I was only a sophomore when he decided he would try college. Of course he had a way in, seeing as how wealthy our parents were. Considering his age, he got to be a sophomore too. It pissed me off that he could go to college so easily while I had to work my ass off just to get here. It was unfair and wrong. The dating got worse and the teasing got unbearable. He got into a fraternity a couple weeks in school and every time they would see me they would come over and make fun of me and if they're really drunk then they would beat me up just for the sake of it."

I continued to listen to him as he told me his story. I felt sorry for him and I wanted to say it but I didn't want him to think I felt pity for him. My hand was still in his. His hand continued to get tighter as he went on.

"Finally, when senior year happened, I became a different person. I was no longer the weak and small boy. I was fit through freshman to junior year \ but I wasn't as defined as I was senior year. My whole body changed, from my body being more muscular and I really put the effort of showing off my looks. My brother was always strong and independent and I wanted to be that way. Seeing how he got all the girls by flirting with them and making them swoon. Making friends so easily and becoming popular by playing sports. I wanted to be known as Edward Cullen, not Anthony's brother. I wanted to be my own person. At that time, during senior year, I tried out for football and made it to be quarterback. I did basketball and found out I was really good. I was even better then my brother at something. At that point he was getting mad. The girls loved me and I had more friends then ever. I was really happy and finally felt good. As it continued like that, I became more of a player and less then my dorky self. My brother became more furious and hated me for stealing everything away from him. I felt smug that I could finally make him jealous of something I did. It was happy and felt cocky about it."

His eyes continued to look at our hands that were entwined. They showed sadness then anger. It made me nervous. I was about to pull my hand away before he gripped it tightly but not enough to cause me any pain.

"But what happened next was the worse. It was when we got out of school and graduated that everything really got bad. Anthony made his revenge. I was still my cocky self and continued to woo the women and get things whenever I wanted. Anthony decided that when we go to the next party, he was going to drug me when I got something to drink. I didn't know what it was but it was strong. Two drinks and I was all over the place. Literally. There was dancing, more drinking, yelling and the next thing I know is that I woke up naked with not one, or two, but three girls. I woke up with a camera in my face and my brother the one recording it. He wasn't the only one in there either, but a couple of his buddies behind him. I couldn't think straight or stand up right without falling, trying to get my clothes on. It was embarrassing. Everyone was laughing and pointing and I ran out of there as fast as I could. The worse part was that he put it on the internet the day after. I couldn't get a job for anything. That video ruined my life and I could never get it back because people already seen it."

I could see his eyes darken and water.

"I finally went home a couple of days later and my parents wouldn't let me back in. They said they were disgusted of me. Hearing about that video. They thought I was the golden child but this kid went wrong just like his brother. I was already humiliated enough and hearing your parents say that they don't want you anymore was devastating. I never really cried and at that time I cried my eyes out. My whole reputation was over. I wouldn't be able to get my dream job or find a girl that would love me for me and not for the video."

I looked at Edward and saw that his eyes were about to let tears fall. I could tell he was holding back.

"Edward,..its ok to cry. I'm not judging you because of the video. I just wanted to know how all this happened."

"Bella, Anthony made me take the blame for the rant with Jacob and I didn't even know him. He just said some kid and him had a fall out at the club and told me I should handle it. Even if I said no, we still looked alike. My parents became so stressed that they didn't know what to do and since I had nowhere to stay, my aunt and uncle, Carlisle and Esme took me in. They told me that they knew something bad would happen and should've taken care of it themselves but I told them that it wasn't there fault. They continued to take of me, they let me stay till I could get back on my feet. I did have a masters degree in the medical department and they told me they could pull some string to help me out. Since my parents didn't want anything to do with me, my uncle got a way for me to work at the hospital he's at. I worked my ass off just to make money and the workers were pleased with me. I actually consider my uncle and aunt as my parents sometimes. One time I said mom to Esme on accident and she cried. I started to panic but she assured me that it was ok. Later on Carlisle told me that she couldn't have kids and they really wanted one but I didn't call them anything but uncle Carlisle and aunt Esme since then. I was making sure I didn't do it again."

He stopped and took a big breathe before talking again.

"Moving up in the hospital, I earned a lot of money. Finally getting enough to support myself , I got an apartment, which is this place here. I worked non stopped and finally my uncle gave me the warning that I should take a break. I didn't want to because I had nothing else to do."

"Wait" I said. "So if you worked so much, how do all the girls at the club know you? And how much did your uncle give you for vacation?" I rushed out.

"Well my uncle gave me two months off. He told me I was running myself to the ground. As for the girls, I still like to play sports. Football in the field, basketball on the courts, or just flirting with them." He whispered the last part.

"Oh." I replied.

"Yeah."

I turned and looked at him. He was still looking down so I moved my hand that wasn't entwined with his and placed it on his cheek. I raised his head and he finally looked at me.

"Edward, thank you for telling me. I can tell it wasn't easy, but I'm glad that you did. You trusted me enough to tell me something that you would never want to bring up again. But please, tell me one more thing."

He looked at me intently, not telling anything, but waiting for me to continue.

"You have all the money you could want, the dream job people work for and your still sad. Why?"

"Because, my brother is living with my parents and they talk to me once in a while but not like they used too. To tell you the truth, I don't think they even forgave me."

"Edward, its not your fault and you know that!"

"Yeah, well tell that to my parents. They baby Anthony like he's so precious and yet they know he still continues to use drugs and all. He's not an addict like he used to be but he still gets what he wants. Its unfair!"

"Look at me, please, I know your parents aren't the best people but they're not the only people in your life. To support you, care for you, and…love you"

"What, uncle Carlisle and aunt Esme. Don't get me wrong I love them but its not the same…"

"They're not the only people Edward." I whispered.

I wasn't going to lie, I knew I fell for Edward the moment he had me against the wall when we first kissed. Even though I was just lust filled, I still felt something. He was dark, mysterious, and sexy, but once I got to experience what his inside was like, I realized he was sweet, loving, compassionate about everything and as Edward put it, I saw his geeky side. I never felt like this with Jacob .Ever. I believed Jacob was it. That Jacob was the best I was going to get and when Edward showed up, I realized I could do better. I loved Jacob but it was nothing the way I felt for Edward. I wanted to help him and be with him. Whenever my eyes closed, Edward would show up. I would imagine what are life could be in the future and see small Edwards running around the house. His green eyes and my hair. Or the other way.

I see how Jacob could describe that it could've been Edward. They were twins. I kind of made sense now that I think about it. Whenever Jake would think or talk about him, Edward looked confused. He really didn't know and I wasn't going to hold it against him.

The feeling I feel for his parents and brother would be hatred. How could his own flesh and blood do that to him. The parents seemed like they were plain crazy but I wasn't going to tell him that. His brother is another thing though. How many times do you have to humiliate someone to be satisfied?

I knew I had to tell Edward eventually how I really felt for him. He knew I liked him, but I didn't like him. I loved him and he needed to know.

"There's, Emmett and Jasper that I know care for you."

He shook his head.

No or never.

"And there's me that cares for you and…loves you." I whispered the last part.

He stopped shaking his head and darted his eyes to me. He continued to stare at me for what seemed like forever and I got uncomfortable, so I looked down. My eyes started to tear up while my cheeks continued to get hot.

"Bella."

His hand went under my chin and raised my head to his. His face was closer then I thought and he looked deeply in my eyes.

"Do you really feel that way? That someone as good as you could love someone like me?"

I hated the way he was putting himself down.

"Edward, someone like you deserves love. Not because of you past but because of you. Don't put yourself down all the time. I would love to be in your spot right now. The apartment, the car, the dream job."

"It isn't worth anything if I don't have someone to share it with!"

"Edward, I just told you love you and I want to be the person you it share with. The good times and the bad. Its up to you to make that choice though."

I was nervous. I wasn't sure if he would say yes or no. I saw sorrow in his eyes and I didn't want to see that anymore. I wanted to see him happy and relaxed.

"Bella…I do, but you would be eventually brought in my bad life. You'll meet Carlisle and Esme but,….eventually my parents and brother as well."

"Your aunt and uncle seem really nice and if we do go see your parents and brother, I'll be by your side no matter what. I wouldn't fall for your brother because he's not you. I want you to know that I love you enough to stay by you and support you. I'm not one of your girlfriends from school that will fall at your brother's feet. When I'm telling you that I will always be by you, I'm telling the truth."

He stared at me for long time and finally moved his face closer. Our foreheads were touching. He continued to stare in my eyes, searching for something.

"Tell me again." he whispered.

I wasn't sure what he meant but then something clicked. He was asking for reassurance.

"I love you."

"Again." he said.

I could see a small smile forming on his lips. I grabbed his face with both hands.

"I love you. I love you. I love you."

His crooked smile showed up on his face.

"I love you." He said.

My breathe hitched and my eyes watered. I was in a daze until a smile made its way onto my face too.

"Again." I said.

He laughed and told me again. I couldn't help it. I jumped on him and planted a big passionate kiss on his lips. He caught on quickly and kissed me back. My hands went to his hair and his wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer.

The kiss was so much different then any other kisses I had with him. It was more passionate and loving. It was perfect. I didn't want it to stop.

He broke away from me and leaned his head in the crook of my neck.

"Promise me, you'll never go for him. I couldn't bare to lose you to him. I can't."

"Edward, I'm never leaving you for him. I wouldn't think of it." I said softly.

"Just promise me. Please." he whispered.

"I promise."

He pulled back and kissed me harder and felt one of his hands slid down my legs and move one so I was straddling him. Then both his hands moved to cup my ass and I grounded against him. His pierced tongue asked for entrance and I opened my mouth for him. Our tongues battled against each other and I moaned against his mouth.

I didn't want his to be love making. We could always do that but I've wanted him for so long that I can't wait anymore. It seems Edward was the same way. I could feel him under me and it felt so good.

My hands traveled passed his shoulders, and to his shirt. I continued to kiss him will unbuttoning his shirt. When I was done with the task, I moved it off his shoulders and threw it on the other side of the couch. I stopped kissing him and looked down. I moved my hands over his chest, abs and finally the V on his hips. His whole torso was amazing. It was all defined. He had a six pack that was begging to be licked and he had a happy trail that led under his paints. I wanted to see what was hidden underneath those pants but before I could I felt Edward's hand move to my shirt and rip it off me. I gasped. It was my good shirt. I couldn't even complain because the next moment I heard a groan and felt lips on my right nipple over my bra.

"Edward." I moaned out.

His hands undid my bikini top and threw it where his shirt was.

"So, fucking beautiful." I heard him say.

I blushed and looked down. I felt his thumb and finger move under my chin and forced my head up.

"It's the truth, I wouldn't lie to you about that." I smiled.

His head dipped down and licked my hard nipple. I moaned out and he took that to go farther. His mouth sucked my nipple in hard and his other hands plucked and played with the other one. My hands were in his hair, keeping him in place. He played with my breast for several minutes before pulling away.

"You taste good too. I bet you taste good everywhere don't you?"

I blushed and looked away. The way he was talking had my body reacting instantly. I felt his hand move to my hair and pull so I looked at him.

So hot.

"Answer me, Bella." He demanded.

"Mmmm…yes, everywhere." I replied.

"Good girl."

He grabbed my legs and wrapped them around his waist. He stood up and walked to the master bedroom. It felt his chest pressed against mine, the skin to skin contact. I couldn't wait till all of our clothes were off. My lips were on the neck, kissing, licking, and sucking. He held me tightly while walking and I kept mine tightly around his neck.

Once we made it to the bed, he dropped me down and crawled over me. His eyes roamed over me while I did the same.

"Let's see if that statement is true, shall we?"

His lips connected with mine and his hands squeezed and kneaded my tits. I arched against him and his hips came down on mine. Grinding against me. I moaned in his mouth and grabbed his ass to make him move against me harder.

He moved his mouth away and placed it on my neck.

"Ohh…so good." I managed out.

I heard him groan and really get into it. He pulled away and moved his mouth down my body. Caressing my tits before going lower. His assault on my body had me wanting more. I felt his tongue dip in my belly button which made me laugh before moaning again when he moved his hand over my mound. I was still covered in my shorts and bikini bottoms but I could still feel it. I could tell my bikini bottoms were getting wet. Edward's hands undid my shorts and pulled them off. His head dipped and licked me over my bottoms. A moan made its way out of my throat.

"Tell me Bella, is there hair down here? Or are you bare?"

Before I could even try and answer that question, Edward's mouth grabbed the seam of my bottoms and raised it so that if I looked down I could see underneath. When I did, I blushed. I knew I was bare but I never really talked while having sex.

He let go and they snapped back to my skin.

"Bella, answer me. Is your pussy bare or not?"

"Bare." I whispered.

"I can't hear you, Bella."

"I'm bare." I said louder.

"Mmm…let's see."

He grabbed my bottoms and pulled them down my legs. I raised my legs in the air and he threw my bottoms across the room. His hands grabbed my thighs and moved them apart. I was open and exposed but I didn't feel nervous. His eyes never left between my legs and I was pretty sure I was wet all over. I was getting aroused with him just staring.

"Beautiful like always."

I wasn't prepared at what he did next though.

"Fuck, Edward!"

I never really cursed either and I felt a blush going on my cheeks. I felt Edward smirk and continue his assault. His tongue moved over my slit from my entrance to my clit. His tongue piercing felt odd yet so good at the same time. I never felt something like this. He then moved his tongue everywhere he could get. He sucked my lips and finally placed his finger at my entrance. His finger moved in and I nearly lost it while his mouth went back to my clit, so I moved my hips in rhythm with his movements. He added another finger and if he kept it up then I would surely come. But he didn't stop.

"Edward, oh. Oh. I'm coming!" I screamed out.

His assault became faster and I came. I never had a orgasm that good. It felt like my very first one. He removed his hands and mouth and moved up my body.

"Bella, have you ever tasted yourself before?" He asked huskily.

I shook my head no and he took that as a cue to kiss me hungrily. It tasted like Edward but I could taste a hint of me on his tongue. My hands traveled in his hair and pulled. His groan vibrated and I could feel it throughout my body.

I decided to return the favor and flipped him over. He was shocked at first but a smirk came up to his face. I kissed him roughly and grinded my bare self against his covered cock. I felt his hands travel down my body and cup my ass. He squeezed me while moving me against him. I knew I was getting wet again.

I tore my lips from his and attached them to his neck. I traveled down his sculpted body till I got to his pants. I licked the seam and he shuddered.

I wasn't the most confident girl, but here I felt like I was. I liked it and I couldn't help the smirk that formed on my lips. I untied his swim trunks and pulled them down and he sprang free. I wasn't going to lie but he was literally perfect. He was long, thick, hard, with a pink head with pre cum on the tip. All together, he was big.

I pulled his trunks the rest of the way down and opened his legs so I could move between them. Edward sat up and stared down at me during the whole process. His hand moved down and brushed his fingers down my cheek.

"Innocent yet seductive at the same time." He murmured.

I bit my lip and moved to my knees. I grabbed his cock and slowly moved my hand up and down. He groaned and grunted and I decided now was the time. I placed my lips against the base of his cock and licked all the was up to the tip, getting the pre cum.

"Fuck, baby."

His hand went into my hair when I started to bob my head up and down.

"So, good, baby."

I wanted to smile but I couldn't, so I used more suction. My hands moved in rhythm with my mouth and accidentally scraped my teeth against him. I though I hurt him but all he did was grip my hair tighter and move my in a faster pace.

"Shit, Bella, I'm going to cum, stop baby."

I didn't want to stop so put more effort in it to make him cum. He tried to pull me back but I wouldn't budge.

"Bella!" he yelled out.

He gave up and pressed my head down so my mouth could take him in as much as I could go. His tip hit the back of my throat and I felt warm liquid go down my throat. When I pulled back I started to clean him up. Edward tasted really good and I wouldn't mind doing it again. As I continued licking, I felt him start to harden again. His fingers were weaving through my hair and I looked up and pulled back.

He picked me up and I straddled his lap, kissing him with everything I had. Edward's arms wrapped around me and pulled me close. Our chest were touching and I could feel his cock between us. He sat up and rolled us over so my head was against his pillows. My legs were still wrapped around, I wanted to keep him close.

"Baby, are you sure?"

I grabbed his face and kissed him gently.

"Yes."

He sat up and started to look through his drawer.

"Damn it." He hissed.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I don't have a condom." He said reluctantly.

"Its ok, I'm on the pill. Personal reasons." I said.

"Are you sure?" He asked again.

"Yes I'm sure. I want you." I said softly yet confidently.

He kissed me gently and rubbed himself against me. He was getting slicker with every stroke.

"Edward, please." I whined.

"Mmm…anything for you as long you keep doing that."

"Edward, I need you inside me, please." I begged.

Then all of a sudden he slammed himself inside me. I arched my back and screamed. Never had I felt myself feel so full. He started to thrust in me hard and sharply. It felt so fucking good.

"I know, baby, fuck, don't I know it." He groaned out in my ear.

I didn't even realized I said it out loud.

He moved my legs on his forearms and continued his assault on my pussy. I leaned up and kissed him roughly. Our tongues were everywhere, running over our teeth and swirling with each other. My hands were in his hair again. Pulling and tugging.

I was getting so wet, you could hear noises from our lower halves slapping against each other.

"Edward…I'm coming."

He leaned on his haunches and spread me wide open. The yoga gave me an advantage. Edward had me by my thighs. My knees were touching the bed sheets. I started to play with one of my nipples while my other hand moved down my body. I rubbed my needy clit in circles while Edward let go of my legs and leaned over me on his hands. My legs were bouncing with his thrust since I kept them up my his waist.

"Edward, baby, harder, faster, I'm so close." I moaned out.

His thrust got harder, sharper, and faster. As we kept going, my stomach began to tighten and Edward's thrust became more random instead of a rhythm. I could tell he was getting close too.

Suddenly I came, harder then I ever had before. Edward came after three more thrust and collapsed on top me. My arms wrapped around his neck, with my fingers going through his messy hair. We were silent for a while till I felt a kiss on the center of my chest.

"Thank you."

"For what?" I asked.

"For caring for me, let alone loving me."

I sighed. I knew it was going to take a while for him to get used to this kind of feeling. But I would be patient and happily remind him how much I loved him.

He rolled over and pulled me to him. We were on our sides staring at one another.

"Edward, you are someone I love and will always love. Never forget that. I love you,"

"Thank you Bella. I love you too." he sighed out.

I kissed him softly and pulled back, our noses were touching.

"But there is one thing I have to say." I told him, smiling.

"What?" He asked sounding curious.

"I never had sex like that and I wouldn't mind having a repeat either."

"Well, if you want a repeat all you have to do is ask." he growled out.

I squealed when he flipped us over quickly and giggled when he attacked my neck.

"We're not leaving this bed anytime soon." He growled out again.

I could get used to that growl of his.

"I didn't plan on it." I replied back.

I looked at the clock and realized it was around three in the morning. We were going to be tired tomorrow. Or today. Which ever works.

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Heyy everyone! I'm back. And I'm happy to be back.

I got my scores back and I got mostly B's and a A. I wished they were higher but they are better then a C or D. So I'm not complaining.

The bad part is that I have summer homework because I'm taking three AP classes next year. Not looking forward to that. At all.

But I hope you did enjoy the chapter. Bella and Edward needed to get together but I'm wondering how will Jake handle everything when he finds out what they did. Then about Edward's story. Hmmm…..

I would really like some reviews. Tell me what you guys think. It'll be helpful and make me really happy that you want me to continue to the story.

Edward needs reviews.