Okay, so here's the second chapter!
Don't own HOA or Taylor Swifts song Mine or glee.
I say "Can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch?"
The moment I can see it.
Yes, yes, I can see it now.
Nina's POV
Our first date was two weeks ago.
In that time, I had become very close with Amber, Patricia, Mara, Joy, Jerome, Alfie, and Mick.
There was something about Fabian. Something, different. Something about him that made me want to tell him everything about my horrid past. But, I don't want to just dump it all on him. I could somehow tell that the pledge I made was already broken. But, I only tried to save myself from the tragedy of love.
I love him but I hate him at the same time. I love him, because I feel as if he is the missing piece in my life and I could talk to him for hours and never run out of things to say and because I can trust him and because he's kind and whenever I'm alone all I want is him and because I could go on and on about all the things I love about him and never stop. But I hate him because he made me fall in love.
We are on the couch in his dorm watching Glee reruns. It's the national's episode, and Rachel and Finn are singing "Pretending."
"Can you believe it Fabian?" I asked.
"Believe what?" he replied looking down at my face in his lap.
"That two weeks ago right now, we barely knew each other." I said.
"No, I can't." he leaned down and kissed my forehead.
"You can be surprised or completely freaked out by this but, you're like my best friend." I told him, "Besides my Gran."
"Well, you're my best friend too." He said, "Besides Mick. What about your parents?"
My parents. I knew this topic would come up eventually, but I never thought it would be so soon. So, I lied to him for the first time. I sat up and said, "They died in a car crash when I was 13."
"Oh, Nina. I'm so sorry." Fabian babbled.
"No, Fabian its fine." I told him.
He hugged me anyway.
Because maybe he loved me back.
He pulled out of the hug. I was still upset and he read me like a book.
He lifted my chin and kissed me. It was gentle, yet passionate. I couldn't have asked for a first kiss more perfect. I had kissed guys before, but this was just so perfect. That moment, I loved him even more.
He pulled away and looked at me. I smiled and looked back at the TV, Rachel and Finn had just pulled apart as well.
The next day, I was walking with Fabian and Amber back from our last class.
"Anyway Nins, all of us are going out to town and we want you to come since you and Fabian are official and I like you. You're the first of his girlfriends that I like actually." Amber said.
"Oh really?" I laughed looking at Fabian.
"Yeah," Amber said, "He has a terrible track record. One girl…"
"AMBER!" Fabian bursts, "She doesn't need to hear that story."
"Shut up!" Amber told him, "She went around the room and told all us why none of us why we weren't good enough for Fabian and why she was."
I looked at Fabian, "Well you're a lovely judge of character."
"Well, obviously because I found you!" he joked.
I whacked his arm.
"Oww! You're stronger than you look!" he said holding his arm.
"Or it could be your weak-ness." I laughed.
He immediately, picked me up, and ran me in circles. After a minute he put me down and I held my stomach.
"I think I'm gonna be sick." I said.
"What? Oh crap." Fabian babbled.
"Got you!" I laughed.
"Very funny." He said.
"Aww!" Amber whined, "I was so hoping you would puke all over that awful shirt."
"I like this shirt." Fabian said, "Nina, don't you like this shirt?"
"Hey, Ams lets go up to my dorm for a while." I told her avoiding the subject.
"Nina!" Fabian yelled.
After a while Fabian left my dorm and I felt alone again. It was weird, the feeling of alone. I mean, I had my roommates but I still felt oddly alone.
It didn't even make sense to me. I mean how could it? There were three other girls and I still felt alone.
I began to think. About me and Fabian possibly having a future together. I pushed that idea out my mind immediately. I mean, love is tragedy! The tragedy that killed my parents. But, I don't think about them anymore.
Fabian and me being a family. This isn't something you normally think about when you have only known the guy for two weeks but, I can't help but think. It's as if I can already see it.
I walked to class, alone. Getting lost in my thoughts. I am in love. It's a fact I have to face. He is smart, sweet, strong and sensitive at the same time, lovable, perfect, funny, and just mine.
I'll admit it, I love Fabian Rutter.
"Boo!" I jumped. I was a week later and I was at the Italian restaurant and Fabian was greeting me as he normally does.
"Very funny." I smiled.
"Always is." He laughed, "Hey, you busy tonight?"
"I don't know," I sighed, "I have to go to the par- I mean I have plans with Amber."
"Alright," he said turning away.
"Wait? Where are you going?" I asked. He just got off work it's not like he has other tables.
"Leaving you be, you obviously don't want me around anymore." He said.
"Fabian, how could you even think that?" I asked.
"Do realize we haven't done anything in a week?" he questioned.
I thought, Sunday I was with the girls, Monday I was shopping for a birthday present for Fabian, Tuesday I was bowling with the girls, Wednesday more studying, Thursday even more studying, Friday I was studying yet again, and now it's Saturday.
"Oh my god your right." I said sighing.
He raised his eyebrows, "See."
"Fabian, I do want you around. I just have been kind of busy. I'm sorry." I said.
He gave me a small smile, the smile he gave when he wasn't feeling well or was upset.
"Hey, Fabian." I said.
"Yes, Nina." He asked.
"I love you." I smiled.
He smiled his real smile. The one he used when he was happy.
"I love you too, so much." He said before kissing me passionately. In the booth, of an Italian restaurant, with about 30 other people in the room. But neither of us really cared.
"Woah! PDA!" Alfie said coming up behind us.
We reluctantly pulled away and Fabian gave them an 'I hate you so much right now look.'
"Seriously, it's disgusting!" Jerome said.
"You're just jealous I got this far and you haven't with Mara or Patricia." Fabian growled though gritted teeth.
"I would kill you right now but I can't because it's your birthday." Jerome said, "Git."
"Oh my god, I completely slipped my mind! It's not Friday?" I asked.
"No, it's Saturday, seeing you had no classes." Fabian said.
"Oh, well why don't we go to your dorm and watch some movies?" I asked him.
"Okay, sounds fun. But, don't you have plans with Amber?" he replied.
"What are you talking about?" I asked.
"You said before that you have plans with Amber." He said.
"I did? Whatever." I replied.
All four of us walk back to Fabian's dorm, happily. FABIAN LOVES ME BACK! I seriously couldn't be happier! We approached the room and Fabian unlocked the door.
"Oh, the gits over here finally learned how to turn off lights!" Fabian said staring at the dark room.
"Hey!" Jerome and Alfie yelled.
Fabian flicked on the lights and…
"SURPRISE!" Mick, Amber, Mara, Joy, Patricia, Jerome, Alfie, and me yelled.
"Yay!" Fabian said.
"You don't seem surprised." Mick told him.
He looked at me and smiled.
"I didn't say anything!" I defended.
"Hmm, well when I asked you if you had plans," he started, "You started to say party but covered yourself, then when Jerome and Alfie mentioned my birthday you said that you thought it was Friday and you had no classes, must I go on?"
"No that's okay." I laughed.
"So bottom line, you suck at lying." He smiled.
A few hours went by; it was eleven at night when Alfie yelled, "Presents!"
Mick got Fabian a bunch of guitar picks and a book on guitars, Amber got him money because and I quote "You are so difficult to shop for!" Most of what he got was something either guitar or science related.
Then came my gift…
"Nina, why is it huge?" he asked.
"Cause, your 20 now you get big things!" I shouted.
He opened it and revealed the new guitar he wanted.
He looked at me, "You didn't."
"I did." I smiled.
"You didn't have to." He said.
"Just give me a big thank you kiss and we'll be even." I told him.
He kissed my forehead and said, "Thank you I love it."
I crossed my arms, "That was not the kiss I was looking for."
"Later," he whispered in my ear causing me to giggle.
"Why do you always giggle when I do that?" he asked.
"Because it tickles." I laughed.
"Really?" he whispered in my ear, making my laugh yet again.
"Stop it!" I laughed.
"No, I don't want to." He continued.
"Fabian, stop!" I giggle scooting away from him.
"Fine, but we can do this later." He said.
"I love you." I told him.
"I love you more." He replied.
"Not possible."
Okay, I hope you are enjoying this! I love all of you people who review! And all you people who read me! I hope you like fluff because there's a lot in the next chapter! Byez!
