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"Logie, please calm down its going to be fine." Kendall said, reaching out to grab his pacing boyfriend by the arm.

Logan let out a small yelp when he felt himself being pulled towards Kendall and pushed gently into a chair next to his boyfriend. They were currently in the waiting room of the psychiatrists office that Sabrina had appointed for Logan to meet with. Logan had been pacing the room since they had checked in five minutes ago, going over the situation in his head with increasing anxiety.

Kendall wrapped an arm around Logan, pulling him in close and whispering in his ear, "Just relax baby. Don't worry it'll be fine."

Logan pulled back and said, "How do you know? What if they find me mentally incompetent. What if the doctor unearths some buried memory that will send me into a state of lunacy? What if...what if she's wearing a beret?"

Kendall chuckled and pecked him quickly on the cheek, "First of all, you are crazy, but the good kind so I don't think you have to worry about being locked up. Second, you have the best memory out of all of us, so I doubt you have some buried secret locked up in there. And third...berets are kind of cute. I could see you wearing one." Kendall joked as Logan shuddered at the thought.

Just then the door opened, revealing an female woman wearing black slacks and a white button down blouse. She was the doctors assistant, and while holding a manilla folder open she said, "Logan Mitchell?" and the zeroed in on the two sitting across from her.

Kendall nearly had to push Logan to stand up. With a squeeze of his hand and a smile, Logan began to walk towards the assistant.

Until he stopped.

"Logan...?" Kendall asked, standing when he realized Logan was remaining frozen in place.

Finally Logan turned back towards Kendall and said, "Come with me."

Taken aback by surprise, Kendall replied, "What...? Logan, are you sure?"

The assistant shifted uncomfortable and began, "We don't normally do that..."

Logan was fidgeting again. "Come with me. Please. I...I trust you."

Kendall nearly melted when he heard those words and walked towards Logan, taking his hand and nodding.

The assistant, looking between them, not sure what to do, just lead the boys down the hallway. When she came to a door she opened it and gestured to the two boys to enter.

The room was larger than expected. Soft hues of cream and brown stretched throughout the room in chairs, desks and bookshelves.

"Just take a seat. Doctor Mira will be with you shortly." The assistant said before closing the door.

Logan went to go take a seat, but Kendall held him back. "Logan. Baby are you sure? I don't want to pressure you into doing anything you're not ready to."

Logan took a deep breath and nodded, "Just...just promise me you'll still love me afterward."

Confused, Kendall said, "Of course I will. But, why wouldn't I?"

Before Logan could respond, the door opened revealing Logan's psychiatrist.

She was taller than Logan, but just came up to Kendall's height. She was older, most likely in her 50's, with almost white hair in a respectable bun. She wore a light blue blouse with white dress pants. She strolled up to the two boys and shook each of their hands, her gold bracelets jingling like bells.

"Hello. My name is Dr. Mira. It is such a pleasure to meet you both. Please, have a seat."

She gesture towards the couch sitting across from her own seat, and both boys plopped down, feeling like they had fallen onto a cloud.

"Now...you're Logan," she began, gesturing to the shorter boy, "but I'm afraid I don't know who you are." She turned towards Kendall.

"This is Kendall...he's my boyfriend."

Doctor Mira nodded and said, "Wonderful to meet you both. Now I see that you are here on the request from Sabrina Stafton, who will be dealing with the case involving Doctor Bonner and your parents?"

Logan, shifted, stumbling over his words, "I-well...I'm not really sure about the whole situation...and whats going to happen..."

Doctor Mira nodded. "That's all right. Let's just get done what needs to be done for today, and we can deal with the rest as it comes. Does that sound all right to you?"

Logan nodded.

"Great. Now Logan, I've been going over your medical files, both from your primary care physician in Minnesota, Doctor Gleason, and also the files that you have had with Doctor Bonner. I understand that you started seeing Doctor Bonner as a specialist when you were 8?"

Logan nodded again, unable to look up from the floor.

"I understand you were suffering from OCD, night terrors and panic attacks?" again, Logan nodded.

Kendall turned to his boyfriend, unaware that Logan had gone through any of these problems as a child. He had known Logan when he was 8, and while he always thought him reserved, he never would have guessed he suffered so much.

"The dosages of the medications he recommended you seem...awfully high for someone of your age at the time. Even your primary physician mentioned in his notes that you should tamper down with the amount you were taking. Did your parents do that?" Mira asked.

Logan shifted uncomfortably and said, "I-well it was a long time ago..."

Doctor Mira sighed and put down the folder, remaining silent while she stared straight at Logan. After a few moments of gathering her thoughts, she began. "Logan...I have been doing this for a long time. I can already tell that you went through some difficult times with your parents, especially so because this so called Doctor entered your life. Now, if you aren't honest with me, and I mean completely open and honest about what went on when you were a child, this man may enter your life again, permanently."

Logan's eyes shot up, fear etched into each orb.

Doctor Mira continued, "I know that you don't want that to happen. From everything I've read and know about this man, I certainly don't want that to happen either. So please Logan, you have to talk to me."

Logan's breathing was beginning to get heavier and he was opening and closing his fists. Kendall rubbed a hand along his boyfriends back, his worry growing by the second.

Dr Mira opened another folder and said, "You're parents both began very time consuming jobs around the same year. Back when you were 10 I believe?"

Logan said nothing.

"You had been with Doctor Bonner for almost two years when that happened. I assume after they began to work again...they couldn't focus on you and your apparent issues as much as they had been."

Again, Logan remained silent.

Doctor Mira closed the folder, regarding Logan as her tone of voice changed. "You are a very smart boy...aren't you?" She paused, before continuing, "Smarter than anyone ever realized I'm sure. At the age of 10, you knew that if you didn't get your parents focus off of you...you'd die. If not on the outside, physically...but most certainly on the inside."

Kendall's movements of comfort stilled, turning to the doctor with an immense confused look on his face.

Logan remained silent for a few moments, but never rose his eyes from the floor. Finally, he spoke. "They didn't like it that...I could could count and remember how many items were on the shelf at the supermarket, cause people would look at me funny. ...But if I got less than a 100 on a math test they would flip out. I always kept my room clean...always...but if I went and got messy with my friends...they would..." Logan trailed off.

"How did you get your parents to go back to work?" Doctor Mira asked, curiosity lacing her voice.

Kendall was still confused. What would Logan, at only 10 years old, have to do with his parents getting new jobs?

"My...my mom had mentioned that she was jealous of the other moms that could work and stay at home...like my friend James's mom. I knew she wanted to go back so...I...made a plan. I looked up her friends on the internet, trying to find out what they were doing. Mom had gotten her real estate license before I was born...so I just went in that direction. I sent a friend of her's working in that field an e-mail, pretending to be her and kept it vague. When she called to 'catch up' and they started talking...it just worked out from there."

Kendall stared in awe at his boyfriend.

"And your father?"

Logan finally looked up at the woman, pleading with his eyes.

"Logan...you need to talk about this. Please."

Logan looked back down, rubbing the back of his neck. He wanted so badly to look at Kendall, to beg him to take hm away from here, but he knew it would be useless.

Eventually he spoke again. "That...that was harder. I had always been interested in the medical field, so I asked my dad to take me to work with him a lot. He was a primary care physician at the time, so it was easy to do and the hospital was big, so no one cared. I knew I could find his...weakness there. He mentioned that he always wanted to be head of the surgical ward...so I focused on the guy who was already head surgeon. But, I guess that I focused on him, maybe, a bit to much. I would follow him around. Asking lots of medical questions or just anything in general. Sticking to him like glue, ya know? But...then he started...getting...interested in me. It really didn't take to long to figure out that he liked me...a lot."

Realization as to what Logan was implying hit Kendall hard, and he had to keep his fists clenched at his sides to keep from speaking.

"After that it was easy. You can find out just about anything on the internet now, for the right price. I

have a cousin who works a lot with computers at a IT company back home in Minnesota. One Thanksgiving, when my family was visiting his family, I asked him about hacking and stuff like that. I was 10 so, what did he think I was going to do with the information? He told me some stuff just to humor me, but...the rest I just figured out on my own. I was able to hire someone to hack into the doctors computer and have him send me the sites he had been on. I took those, sent him a threatening e-mail that if he didn't resign I would send them to the board of the directors of the hospital. It worked."

Logan didn't dare glance at Kendall.

"Amazing. You did all this at 10?" Doctor Mira stated, writing down something on a pad she had in her lap.

Logan shrugged, "By then it was 11, with my dad. It's crazy. With the right wording you can sound like an adult online. That's all I needed. I paid the hacker with some money I had had saved, the rest I snuck from my parents, and he never thought twice. The same with my moms friend and the surgeon. Once they were both at work all the time...I-they left me alone."

Kendall's heart was breaking as he listened to his boyfriend speak. He wished he knew. He wished he could have done something to help his love. But it was to late, and there was no way to change what had happened.

Suddenly, Logan turned to Kendall, pain and fear in his eyes. "I swear that was the only time I ever manipulated anyone...to that extent. I haven't done it since." He turned back to the doctor, "I swear."

"You did this, so they wouldn't be there anymore. Tell me, in your own words, why did you not want them there?"

Logan ran his hands through his hair, trying hard not to freak out, he whipped back to the psychiatrist.

"Do we really have to do this?"

Mira nodded, "Tell me what happened with Doctor Bonner."

Logan shuddered, not speaking for a while. "He...I was having a hard time functioning. I was scared of everything, all the time...and barely getting any sleep. I didn't know how to just get through the day. So, my parents heard about Doctor Bonner. He was well known for his research on OCD and they thought that he might be able to help. And he did, for a while. At first it was fine. He was able to make my night terrors stop and my OCD got better so I could join sports." Logan paused, before continuing, "But then things just got worse. He started doing...weird...painful tests and challenges on me. And he got..." Logan trailed off, unable to finish the sentence.

"What happened Logan?" Dr. Mira encouraged.

"He...he got kind of violent. I wasn't...progressing enough he told my parents. He told them how to administer the same kind of punishments for my failures at home. He said that...strict focus on my actions and making sure not to let any leniency was the key to my getting better. And I did get better, mostly out of fear...but I just wasn't good enough. They...wanted me to be perfect. And when I wasn't perfect, I got punished."

"What were the punishments?"

Logan rubbed the back of his neck. "Time outs in the closet. No food. Long written apologies."

Dr. Mira pressed her lips together, knowing he was glossing over the worst of the punishments. "Did they hit you?"

Logan shifted again, "Um..."

Doctor Mira opened the folder and said, "Your primary physician says you are half deaf in your right ear." She looked up at Logan, "Was that a result from one of your punishments?"

Kendall jerked back when he heard that, surprise and guilt seeping into him. He grabbed Logan's hand, who had yet to look at him again.

"My dad...he didn't mean to hit me that hard. It...it as my fault anyways. I knew he was going to be home soon and I didn't mean to make such a mess..." he trailed off when he realized he was rambling, shaking himself from getting lost in the memory.

"How did you hide it?" Mira asked.

"Learned to read lips." Logan answered, voice barely above a whisper, "It was why I had such a hard time getting used to being a singer. Couldn't hear the music right."

"Why do you think he was so hard on you?" Mira asked, fascinated with this boy in front of her.

Logan, looking drained and exhausted from his words, answered her. "From what I know about what he does, it seems he was testing his theories on me. Probably on other patients as well. The drugs made us complacent, the fear made us obey. Once you have those down, the rest is just...manipulation. I guess he works solely on people who are...sexually confused now? That's what I heard. It makes sense. It all makes sense now." Logan paused, "After I got my parents off my case, they stopped sending me to him. I pushed him out of my life completely, and never thought of him again...until Freshmen year."

Mira raised an eyebrow while Kendall looked on, confused.

"What happened then?"

Logan gave a sigh and said, "Christmas. Well...Christmas Eve."


Freshman Year...

"Kendall. I'm sorry. I want to come over you know that. I just...can't right now."

Logan struggled to put on his sweater vest with one hand while the other held his house phone with Kendall on the line.

Kendall gave a snort and said, "C'mon Logie. Carlos, James and the rest of the guys are here. You're the only one missing. Please."Kendall finished his last word, dragging out the 'please' in a long, begging tone.

Logan just laughed. "I will be there. I promise, just after dinner. You know my mom likes to invite a bunch of people over for Christmas Eve every year. I seem to recall you and your mom being invited."

He had finally gotten the sweater on, only to realize it was backwards.

"Uh right yeah. You know how busy my mom is, especially this time of year." Kendall said, slightly nervous.

Logan laughed as he continued to get tangled in his vest. "Right. I bet she is wrapping presents and drinking coco with Katie," he paused to pull out an arm, "I wish I could be there with you right now though. This is going to be a long evening."

Before Kendall could reply he heard some rustling and shoving on Kendall's end before Carlo's voice cut in, "Dude you have to get here soon. Kendall's been all mopey and he wont stop whining about how he wishes you were here. Can't you just blow it off?"

Finally getting the vest straight, Logan answered, "I can't Carlos. Jenny Tinkler's going to be here tonight and I promised I would be here to make sure she didn't destroy as much stuff as she did last year."

Again there was some shoving as he heard Carlos drag out an "oh" in a manner saying that there was a more romantic reason for Jenny to be coming to Logan's tonight. Eventually Kendall's voice cut back in, exclaiming, "Jenny's going to be there? Why? You didn't say that she was. Why is she coming?"

Logan smiled, a little touched as Kendall almost sounding like he was jealous over Jenny. However, Logan knew that he couldn't be. Kendall was as straight as any arrow, his only real love for Hockey. But Logan had always harbored a strong likeness that turned into a hard core crush only just recently. He secretly loved hearing that Kendall wanted him around so much, and got tingles whenever the rest of their friends and team mates called Logan their "Secret Weapon" against Kendall.

"Our moms have been friends for like ever Kendall. Jenny comes over every year. You know that. Remember last year? The fire that took out our neighbors backyard?"

Kendall seemed to clear his throat a bit and said, "Well...yeah. That's what I mean. She's really dangerous and I don't want to hear about you getting hurt. Cause of...you know...hockey and stuff."

Logan smiled. "Don't worry about me Kendall. I will be fine. And I will call you when I'm heading over."

"Soon right?" Kendall said.

Logan nodded. "Soon."

Logan hung up and enjoyed a moment of replaying Kendall's concerned words over in his head, before heading downstairs.

Just as he landed on the last step, the door bell rang.

"Logan honey can you get that?" His mother called out from the dinning room area.

The house was already filled with a large group of people. Some he recognized as parents of friends and classmates. Others he just knew from his parents work or from around town.

He maneuvered around the people until he got to the door, which he opened to reveal a Jenny Tinkler decked out in a red dress with loads of green jewelry, in addition to bells hanging from her hair and clothes.

"Logan!" Jenny exclaimed and launched herself at him, grabbing him in for a hug.

Logan hugged her back and led her inside after saying hello to her mom. Jenny's mom was a lot like his own mother. She was reserved and serious, but anyone could tell she was entirely devoted to her daughter.

"I just got back from singing in the choir at church. It was so much fun...until the organ collapsed. I don't know what they are going to do for tomorrow, but Mr. Fonti said he had a piano we could borrow..." Jenny went on and on about the choir she sang with. Logan listened and nodded, munching on some carrot sticks. All around him people were talking and mingling. As much as he enjoyed being with Jenny, he did wish he was with Kendall and the others at Kendall's house.

The doorbell rang again and Logan's dad walked over to answer. Upon opening the door it revealed a trio of people there that Logan instantly recognized.

Logan first saw his mothers sister, Aunt Sally, along with her husband Uncle Luke and their daughter, Olive. Both adults hugged Mr. Mitchell, handing him a basket filled with wine, crackers and expensive cheeses. Mr. Mitchell leaned down and hugged Olive, who gently hugged him back. Logan watched as his father pointed towards his direction, and Olive walked over.

"And then when the car tipped over I-" "Hey Jenny?" Logan gently cut off Jenny, nodding his head towards his cousin who was walking over to them, "I want you to meet my cousin Oli-" his voice died when his cousin came next to him.

Normally his cousin was as reserved and quiet as he was, their parents often joking that they were more like siblings than cousins. In addition to sharing similar looks, both were well educated in the math and sciences of their schools. The only real difference besides eye color was that Olive had been away to college for her first year while Logan just had begun his own high school career.

But who he saw before him was a completely different person.

She had large circles under her blue eyes. Her skin was almost a pure white pale, and she seemed to have lost a ton of weight, which was unusual because she was already rather thin. But it was her eyes. They were so dead he could hardly stand to look at them.

"Oli? It's nice to meet you Oli! I'm Jenny. I go to school with Logan..." Jenny continued on, shaking Olive's hand enthusiastically as she continued talking.

Logan couldn't tear his eyes away from Olive, who seemed to be dazed and barely even acknowledging anyone was there. Logan bit his lip nervously, trying to make sense of what happened with his cousin.

"OK everyone dinner is ready!" Logan's mothers voice cut through the noise and everyone began to file into the dinning room.

The table had an array of various foods lined up on it. Everyone took a seat around the table and began passing the food around, continuing with their conversations.

Logan had his cousin on one side, and Olive on his other.

He noticed that while Jenny continued talking and eating, Olive was barely touching anything that went onto her plate.

After about ten minutes into the meal, the door bell rang. Logan jumped up saying, "I'll get it." happy for the distraction.

Joanna frowned."Everyone is here. I wonder who that could be?"

Logan was hoping it was Kendall here to rescue him from this dinner. He grabbed the door and swung it open, and was surprised to find it was actually a young girl about his cousins age standing there,

She had curly brown hair under a knitted snow cap with a flower on it. Her soft, slightly doughy face held sharp blue eyes. She wore black leggings under pricey snow boots and a Burberry winter jacket.

"Is Olive here?" She inquired

Stunned for a moment, he said, "Uh yeah. We're eating dinner right now..." He was even more surprised when she nodded and walked right into the house.

"Um..." Logan began not sure if he should stop her or not.

She entered the dinning room and her eyes zeroed in on Logan's cousin. "Olive." She stated, ignoring everyone staring at her.

Olive's parents both began rising from their seats.

Olive dropped her fork and regarded the girl standing near her. She said nothing.

The girls eyes began to fill with tears. "Oh my God. Olive. What did they do to you?"

Olive's dad grabbed the girl and began dragging her towards the front door. But the girl refused to remain silent.

"You monsters! It was that Bonner guy wasn't it? I knew it. You sent her to him and he ruined her. There was nothing wrong with her. Nothing wrong with us!" She finished her words, screaming.

Logan's stomach lurched when he heard her scream Bonner. His palms began to sweat and he couldn't breathe.

Bonner...

"That camp that Doctor Bonner runs was the best thing to ever happen to her. He fixed her. He fixed what you broke." Logan's Aunt said as his Uncle dragged the girl out of the door, slamming it in her face.

Logan caught her face though before the door shut. He had expected to see sadness, or fear. Instead he saw the kind of determination Kendall often wore during a hockey game when they were down by three points and only a few minutes left on the clock. When Kendall wore that face, Logan knew that he would fight like hell to get his team a win.

He realized that this girl was most likely thinking the same thing.

Logan turned back to his family, his parents nervously trying to downplay the scene that had just happened. He glanced at his cousin, Olive, he was still regarding the closed door. For a moment there seemed to be a flicker of emotion in her eyes, but whatever it was, it was gone quickly.

He shuddered a bit as realization dawned on him. Bonner. His parents must have told his aunt and uncle about Bonner. But it didn't make any sense. Bonner worked with people who had OCD and other mental issues. As far as he knew, his cousin didn't suffer from any of that.

Either way, Bonner did something to his cousin. Guilt over took him quickly and he could barely stand.

It was his fault. He should have warned his cousin...but he had no idea...

Taking a seat next to Jenny again, he sighed and ran his hands through his face.

"You OK Logan?" Jenny asked, confusion etched onto her face. Logan glanced back at his cousin, eyes downward with no emotion.

"I'm OK Jenny. Thanks."


"I remember that night." Kendall finally spoke. "You didn't come over till late. And you were so quiet and upset, but you wouldn't talk about it." Kendall bit his lip and said, "Why didn't you ever tell me about this?"

Logan tightly closed his eyes and said, "Cause...I was scared."

"Scared of what Logan?" Doctor Mira asked.

Opening his eyes to look at Kendall, Logan said, "I was scared if you knew...then you wouldn't want to be with me...cause...my family is so against who were are. I was scared you'd think it would just be to much work...to much trouble. You wouldn't want to be with me anymore."

Kendall grasped Logan by the arms and said evenly and slowly. "Logan. I don't care if the whole world doesn't agree with us. I love you. Nothing will change that."

Logan nodded, rubbing at his nose and trying hard not to cry.

Dr. Mira said, "Logan, I'm curious. Whatever happened with your cousin."

Logan turned back to the doctor and answered, "I got a note from her a couple years later, when Jenny came here to L.A to visit us."

Kendall snapped his fingers and said, "That's right. Jenny mentioned that last night when we phoned her to find you. She said your cousin gave her a note to give to you."

Logan nodded, finally showing a small, sad smile. "Yeah. It said that she was running off with Wendy, the girl who was there that night. I don't know how Wendy got through to her, but I'm glad she did. She gave me the address where they were going to be, and a number to get in touch with her, just in case." Logan paused and said, "I felt awful for what Dr. Bonner did to her. And I was scared, because I knew if I came out to my parents then...that was what was going to happen with me. When we were younger and our friend James figured out I was gay-"

Kendall cut Logan off, surprise and a bit of anger in his voice. "Wait. James knew you were gay before me? Since when?"

Logan wrung his hands nervously, "Um...later that year, after Christmas. He kinda, sorta caught me checking you out in the locker room. He confronted me about it, but after that Christmas I was petrified of being found out. He promised not to say anything. "

Kendall raised an eyebrow, smiling. "You had a thing for me since Freshman year?"

Logan, blushing, replied, "Since like forever."

Kendall was smiling widely now, happy with the thought that Logan had been so into him for so long. He was also a bit worried. Hearing this just reinstated his fears of Logan trusting James more than him.

"So what made you change your mind about trying to tell your parents when they came to L.A?" Dr. Mira asked.

"Well, since I was living here, I thought I was safer. I thought that, because I didn't live with them anymore, Bonner couldn't get to me. But, I was wrong." Logan answered.

"And tell me...what happened that night?"

Logan squeezed Kendall's hand, who still reeling from learning so much about his boyfriend.

Logan took a deep breath and let out his words in a rush."When we got back to the hotel my mom...flipped out. She told my dad about me and Kendall and he just...went off. As soon as I tried to explain things he hit me," Logan pointed to the bruise on his face, "and my mom called Dr. Bonner. My dad dragged me to the bathroom and locked me in there, after taking away my phone so I couldn't call anyone. I just stayed there until the doctor showed up. When he did my dad told him...everything. I tried to fight him off but, I couldn't and him and my dad held me down and they...drugged me."

Logan paused when Kendall pulled him in close. Logan felt awful that this was upsetting Kendall so much, but he knew he couldn't stop.

"I woke up in his office, strapped to a chair. He eventually came in and told me that he was going to 'take care of me'. To...fix me or something. He started asking me all these questions about me and Kendall. I wouldn't answer any of them. After a while he got a call from the front office. Before he left he drugged me again but I guess it wasn't enough. I was alone for a while, and was coherent enough to try to get out of my straps. But, then two big orderlies came into the room to take me away I guess. As soon as they unstrapped me I just started fighting back, hitting them and trying to get away. That's how I got this, "Logan pointed to his forehead. "They hit me hard and knocked me out. When I woke up again, it was in Kendall's arms."

Logan looked at his boyfriend, who just pulled Logan in closer and buried his face in Logan's hair. "I'm so sorry Logan. I never should have let you go with them. I never should have said it was OK. I should have stopped it. I should have protected you-"

Logan shook his head and said, "Kendall its OK. You had no clue. I had no clue. I'm OK. I'm here."

Kendall looked like he was about to cry. He just squeezed him tighter.

"That was very brave of you to risk yourself like that." Dr Mira commended

Kendall looked up and said, "I would do anything for Logan."

Logan looked up at Kendall, hope in his eyes.

Doctor Mira laughed. "I'm glad you have someone in your life who seems to be very good for you Logan. You're going to need each other for the upcoming days." She sighed, "Logan. From everything you've told me, I seriously recommend you trying to separate yourself from your parents custody. They don't seem to have your better welfare in mind, at all. But I must warn you, the courts might not either. You are still under age, and could end up in foster care. Its a tricky system."

Kendall bit his lip and said, "Can't he just keep living with me and my mom?"

"That is a possibility, but I don't think your mother is a licensed foster parent, and the L.A courts are very hesitant about placing people in homes not over viewed by their jurisdiction. That is something you need to discuss with your lawyer." She turned back to Logan, "Now Logan. I have no problem stating that you are mentally competent to the courts. But I will only do so on one condition."

Logan nodded.

"I want you to continue coming to see me. I think it will help you a great deal to have someplace to come and talk and explore your past and the issues you dealt with then and today. Does that sound like something you could do?"

Logan looked at Kendall, who nodded encouragingly, and said "Yeah. I think that would be a good idea."


No James and Carlos. Sorry! I wanted this chapter to just focus on Logan's therapy session and how it answers a lot of the questions mentioned in previous chapters. If I didn't explain myself properly please let me know. I apologize for any confusion. However, I will make up for the lack of James and Carlos in the next chapter!

xoxo BA