"I'm fine Sanatana." I'm sure she could read the worry on my face. Britt didn't really use my whole name in less she was being serious or really joking and this, this was not one of those moments. I dropped to my knees beside her.
"Okay then what are you doing?" I asked trying to sound calm.
"Going through all this close trying to find the things that are for normal people and not the stupid kid clothes that seem to fill up our closet why the hell don't I have adult clothes." She snapped at me.
"B.." I felt hurt and confused this wasn't the same girl that let three weeks before. "B...I don't.. I don't understand? What...are you... Why the hell are you talking like that?"
"Talking like what? Like an adult, because that's what we are Santana adults I'm not a little kid anymore and that means no more talking like an idiot, no more dressing like a child, no more stuffed animals on our bed and no more going to see those stupid ass ducks!" She all but yelled throwing the stuffed animals off the bed and tossing her shirts all over the room. She stormed out and I felt my heart drop. I picked up the small duck she'd thrown at my feet. I'd gotten it for her at the Ohio state fair the year before we left home. And I followed the girl I once knew as Britt-Britt into the living room.
1 hour before.
I rushed off the plan the best I could without pushing or hitting anyone, I giggled to myself thinking San would have pushed everyone out of the way even the people that weren't really in her way. "Hey Brittany?" I turned to see Pete. I smiled but only a little. He hadn't talked to me since San said something to him. "Are you in a hurry? I thought maybe we could?" "Oh, acutally I am kind of in a hurry, Im going home to see San.."
"Why do you do that?" he cut me off.
"Do what?"
"That." He said pointing to my hands as I pulled at my bag strap childishly, I thought maybe he was talking about the fact that I was rocking back and forth on my feet.
"I don't know." I said happily.
"Its stupid." There was anger pouring from his voice. And his word hit me like a ton of bricks it was an expression San said you use when something hits fast and hard.
"I..." I didn't get to say anything cause tears were making my voice week.
"It's stupid and childish and why do you talk like a little kid that dosen't get anything it just makes you seem more like a baby thats why people think your stupid Brittany. The way you dress, going to see the ducks thats something kids do with there parents not something adults do with there friends or loved ones. You don't like when people treat you like a kid but you know what Brittany you act like one like a little girl and thats because that bitch makes you." His words were coming out fast and mean and it was hard to follow. What I did catch only made me cry harder. but he didn't stop he kept going. "She's doing this to you cause she thinks if hse kepts you stupid no one can take you from her. She wants people to think your stupid." He could have left me alone I was walking home and he was following me yelling about Santana, and it only caused more tears to come pouring down my face.
"Shut up you don't know her!" I managed to yell through quivers and shacks down the street.
"I do and your a fucking child because she's not letting you grow up everyone knows it!" He screamed he'd followed me all the way home I was up the stairs and in our apartment. San wasn't a bitch, people just didn't understand that. She loved me and I loved her and everyone knew it. And it she wasn't a bitch... I trembled for a second and looked down at my clothes I didn't dress like a child...did I? I moved to the bed room anger rushing over my body. I heard the front door open and close and then San's foot steps came down the hall.
Ok no its from the beganing.
"Britt..." I lowered myself beside her on the couch. "Did someone say something to you or?" She turned facing me tears pouring down her face. "Bri.." She pushed in body into mine shacking.
"I'm so sorry San I didn't mean...I didn't." I let the blonde rocking into me.
"It's okay Britt." I wasn't sure what made her cry like this but at the moment it didn't matter. I waited for Britt to fall asleep. She'd let out a couple of sobbs that made it to clear that Peter had said something about her childish ways at least thats what I got out of. "Pe...and...kid...he...I'm stupid...an...then...bitch...and,...he...then..h..idowrgonrgn" I wasn't sure it I was right but I was and never will be one to waite for explantion I'd take care of Peter later for now I had to take care of Britt. As soon she was a sleep in our bed with our many stuffed animals and our three real ones as well I called the hobbit and Blaine up. They arived in time for me to set the table the lights the living room and the hall with candles.
"Wow.. you going all out aren't you?" Rachel said with a smile.
"Shh.. Britt will hear you its like she has an ear for..."
"Rachel!" Brittany beemed "shit" I hissed.
"Sanny whys the house all extra flaming." I smiled and Blaine started playing I'd told him to bring his gituar. "Britt...I wanted to suprise you but...um...well... It's better if I sing it. You are so incredible...everytime I look at you I fall in love your my best freind... your more than that. Your everything. Please dont change your mind this time...I know how you are, an maybe its strange but i love who you are, dont ever change.I love everything you do. Stay, you know that I cant do this without you and I love the way you look at me and every word you say Ilove evrything about not alone, no not any more your everything I've been wating for and now your here so lets have some fun I'll show you off to everyone. I feel it in your fingertips, your word that leaves your lips, its love...its love, its love!I love everything you do. Stay, you know that I cant do this without you and I love the way you look at me and every word you say I love everything about eyes shine, like the moon light up the room, you amaze every song I sing, your everything, I've been waiting for you."
I smiled Santana went way over bored but it was like her to do something like that when she was talking about her love for me. It always had a way of making me want to burst out in tears in the best possible way and judging by the look on the Latina's face I was crying cause so was she. "Brittany I love you just the way you are its the only thing that keeps me seeing that there is still good in this world and I love it. I know that's kind of selfish but I love it and I love you and the way you speaks makes me smile and I don't give a shit what you say we're going to see those ducks till the day were on our death beds and even then some one is wheeling us there to the damn park for a final goodbye and...and I want to do it married...what I'm trying to poorly ask is..." She got down on one knee." Britt duck loving, inoccent, good of the world seeing Brittany Susan Pierce I want to know if that girl, will she marry me?" I smiled San was so cute all nervous and what not.
"Of coures she will."