A/N Thanks for all the reviews and Author and Story alerts. It means a lot. Here is the next Chap. Not beta'd. Any mistakes are mine. Oh and I don't own anything to do with CSI unless Box sets count? Enjoy

Sara's POV

She wouldn't call it weird, but it definatly was strange to be back in his old apartment…their old apartment.

She hadn't been in it since…well since she left really. Whenever they met up (which was whenever the two of them could get away which wasn't that often) it had always been in a hotel halfway from Vegas and San Francisco.

Nothing had changed really everything looked as it had when she left…ran was her term but Grissom had told here again and again that he understood why she had to get away.

But she knew no matter how many times he told her, there would always be that uncertainty in the back of her mind. She felt bad for just leaving with only a letter, but they had talked about this, and Grissom was right it was the past and they where headed for the future.

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Grissom's POV

He wouldn't have called it weird, but it definatly was strange to be going home and actually looking forward to something.

For the first two months after Sara had left Grissom only left to feed and walk his dog, he didn't want to go home.

Everywhere he looked there would be a reminder of what he had and what he had lost. And he truly thought that he had lost Sara until that one phone call.

Flashback…

Grissom had worked for three shifts straight and was heading on for his fourth until Catherine had dragged him home and made him eat the first proper meal since Sara left.

"Look Grissom, I know it's gotta be hard, but life move's on. It's been two months and you have yet to call and see how she is doing and she has yet to call you. Hell she may have even called, but you have been so cooped up in that god damned office you wouldn't know if it had snowed in Vegas since she left. Now I will pick you up before shift starts tonight okay? I don't care what you do in the mean time but I swear to god Griss if I find out that you went next or near the place I will cause bodily harm to you and that is a promise." Catherine said heading for the door once Grissom had finished what she had made for him.

Of course he knew Catherine would carry out on her threat if he did go back to the lab so he stayed put.

He tidied up the kitchen area and then went to lie on the couch. As soon as he has sat down his phone rang.

Without looking at the caller id he answered.

"Catherine, there is no need to check up on me, I wont leave the house."

"Why is Catherine checking up on you? Are you hurt Grissom? Did something happen at a crime scene? Are you Okay?"

After two months with minimal contact that was the first thing she said to him.

"Sara?"

"Yes its Sara, Gil you're scaring me, are you hurt? Why does Catherine need to check up on you?"

"I'm fine Sara, Catherine is only been a friend, since she seems to think I can't function with out you."

"Well I'm getting it pretty hard to function without you at the moment." There she had said it, she had admitted it she needed him and whether he was willing to admit it he needed her as well.

"Where are you?"

"I'm still in San Francisco."

"What time is it?"

"What?"

"Just answer me, Sara."

"Its 8 o'clock in the morning. Why?"

"It takes around 8 and a half hour to drive from Vegas to San Francisco right?"

"Grissom I didn't ring you just so you would drive out to me. I rang cos' I needed to hear your voice. I've rang a week ago but I got no answer."

"What if we met half way? We both drive for four hours and met up? It'll be only around midday by then right? We could have the weekend together Sara think about it!"

"Well yeah I guess we could, but do you really wanna met up with me Griss?"

"Why wouldn't I Sara, you're my fiancé, I still love you and that's never going to change honey."

"Even after all I've done? I deserted you Grissom? Don't you hate me?"

"I could never hate you Sara. I thought I hated you when it sank in and you where gone but life moves on."

"Oh."

"No I don't mean it like that. What I mean is that life moves on. You are going to get through this and I will help as often as I can. Even if it's over the phone, but if you and I leave right now we can be together by midday."

"Are you sure Griss? I mean you don't have…."

"Sara it took me till today to realize how much I miss you and I found that out when I heard your voice. I have been so consumed about me. You were the one who went through every thing and I have been beyond selfish. I didn't even call you once. God

Sara I am such an asshole."

"You're not an asshole Griss, you're just Grissom."

For the next twenty minutes they talked about what had happened since Sara had left and decided that next week they would met up halfway between Vegas and San Francisco.

Present…

'God I was such an asshole towards her…and she still married me.' Grissom thought as he pulled up in his driveway.

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