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It wasn't that she was nervous, she was excited which made her fidgety and she couldn't sit still if her life depended on it.

'Well at least im not as bad as when we first met. God I was mess that day.' Thought Sara as she heard Grissom's car pull into the drive way.

Flashback…

It had been just over two months since they had last seen each other. Not that either of them would admit it, but they were both nervous wrecks.

They agreed to meet halfway between San Francisco and Vegas and that's what they did.

Grissom had taken the weekend off and would be back for Sunday nights shift.

Sara had told her mother that she was going to meet a friend and would be back Sunday evening.

Of course her mother had asked a million and one questions about this 'friend' and why they were meeting a four hour car drive away.

Eventually Sara told her that her friend was from Vegas and they were meeting halfway.

"Mom we are just really good friends, we have known each other for years, he is the reason I stayed in Vegas all this time."

"He wouldn't happen to be your Fiancé by any chance would he?"

Sara's head shot up and looked at her Mom standing in the door way.

"How did you…."

"The ring on your finger was an indication. I noticed it about the third day you were here, and I thought you would tell me in your own time. I never mentioned it cos' well you never mentioned anyone and I was afraid to incase it brought up some bad memories for you."

Sara looked at her ring finger. She could remember clearly the day he proposed to her.

She let out a small laugh. "He proposed to me while we were in bee suits. He's an entomologist and my boss." Sara said with a smile. "Was my boss." The smile slowly faded from her face. "I don't know what I have done to deserve him Mom, I just ran away from him, all I left was a letter to explain. I mean I couldn't even say goodbye to him face to face. I thought he would hate me, I rang him the day I arrived here, and he could barely talk to me. I was afraid to ring back incase he told me it was over. I rang him about two weeks ago, but he didn't answer me, I thought he was avoiding me, turns out he has done nothing but work double and triple shifts sine I have left. We got talking last week and now we are meeting up. I have missed him so much since I came here. I have thought about just packing my bags and going again. But something has kept me here." Sara was almost in tears by the time she had finished telling her Mom about Grissom.

"Honey, I want you to go to him and tell him what you are just after telling me. By the sounds of it you truly love this man. There is no way he could hate you." Laura said trying to comfort her daughter, even though she was close to tears her self.

All Sara could do was nod.

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The four hour drive seemed to last forever and twice Sara had to tell her self to keep going and not turn around.

'He is going to hate me. He is. There is no way he is gunna want me, not after what I put him through. He is gunna hate me for sure!"

All this was going through Sara's head for most of the trip. She was terrified about meeting Grissom. None of what they talked about during the week entered her head.

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Sara arrived at the only hotel in the small town. They had agreed to stay here for the weekend.

Of course she didn't know if Grissom had arrived and checked in yet, so standing outside her car with her over night bag beside her, she rang him.

He picked up immediately.

"Sara?"

"Hey Griss, I-I'm outside the hotel, just after arriving. Um uh where uh where are you?"

"Right behind you."

Sara nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard Grissom whisper into her ear.

"Jesus Grissom, don't do that. Are you trying to kill me?" Sara asked almost in tears.

"Sara I'm sorry I didn't mean to."

"I know, I know." Sara said wishing she hadn't reacted the way she had. "I'm sorry I reacted that way, its just I'm a little jumpy about this whole weekend.

Griss I need to know something before we go any further. If you are here to break it off with me, please tell me now." Sara said looking at him.

He couldn't stand to see her look so broken and she thought he was breaking it off with her? Where had all this come from?

"Sara, where did you get that idea? I love you too much to break it off with you. Sara I asked to see you this weekend so we could talk face to face, I am not breaking up with you. You are the love of my life and I am not giving you up."

That was all Sara needed to hear from him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and for the first time in two months they kissed.

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Sara was taking out of her trip down memory when Grissom walked into the living room.

"Sara?"

A/N Thank you to everyone who has reviewed this story and to those who have read it, it means a lot. I hope you enjoyed this chapter; it kinda was a tricky one for me to write. I hope to have the next chap up in the next week, I have most of it done, I just wanna tweek it a bit! Please review!