Disclaimer: I Own nothing except my thoughts and Asiman, Vampire Academy belongs to L.J smith and Vampire Academy belongs to Richelle mead, their both wonderful authors and I'm glad they thought of these characters!

We are young and we are strong
Through strength in self we become
Something more than they can be
I raise my heart and sing!

Sweet Blasphemy, Black Veil Brides

RPOV:

"Rose!" Lissa screamed, waking me up from a nap I didn't know I had fallen into. "Guess what?"

"What?" I yawned, noticing her wide smile and bright green eyes.

"Me and Adrian found something out" she said, smile still not faltering. "We can bring Dimitri, Christian and Adam back!"

"No, no, no!" I shook my head as she explained what she'd have to do, wield a stake with spirit magic and stake them. She wouldn't be able to pull it off and also, it had to be performed by the wielder's hand or else it was ineffective. She and Adrian couldn't do that, even wielding the magic would be tough and they didn't know how strong or fast a Strigoi was.

I had no idea where Lissa and Adrian had dug this information up, but it was going to be reburied and that plan was done for. I wouldn't risk their lives for a plan that might not even work, I wouldn't lose anyone else.

"But Rose" she argued. "We can do this! You can teach us, you and Asiman! Please, Rose, please?"

There was a confident blaze in her jade eyes and I didn't know if I could decline her, I stood up and in a voice that said "case closed" I muttered.

"I'll think about it"

But as the day progressed I began thinking, would everything just become normal again once they were turned back to themselves? A question floated in my mind, would they remember their lives as a Strigoi? And how much would they remember of their original lives?

"Just think about it Rose" Lissa would say during school, in a sorrow tone. "How happy we'll all be again… the life we all wanted at the Royal Court"

I had to repeatedly snap to her to be quiet but that didn't work since she continued to bring it up, it wasn't a secret how bad she wanted them back. How bad she wanted to make us all happy, but I couldn't just say okay. It was like sending her to her death, her and Adrian. Asiman was as nervous as me but somehow I had been named leader of on this little journey so the decisions were up to me.

"Are you sure you'd be able to handle this with only a few months of practice?" Stefan asked as we sat in his room at the boarding house. He glanced between Adrian- who was smoking- and Liss, who looked like an innocent girl being questioned for a crime she would never dare commit. "Both of you?"

"Yes" Lissa nodded, glancing around the room. "I would handle anything to bring Christian back…"

Adrian stayed silent and nodded, it seemed were we all unsure about this. I was especially worried about their sanity, would wielding the magic in the stake finally push one of them over the edge? The memory of Ms. Karp flashed in my mind and I grimaced.

"Liss" Asiman piped up. "Please, think about what your risking-"

"I have thought" she snapped at all of us. "I'm tired of thinking while you all think of plans to kill them when we can restore their lives and we have an advantage they don't know about. Stefan and Damon"

I sighed and rubbed my temples. "You both will have to take it easy on the magic, we'll work on strength first" I said in a strained tone. "And this means we'll have no time for school anymore"

I directed a look to Stefan and he nodded.

"No problem"

"And" I glanced at Damon. "This isn't play time, okay?"

Neither Damon or Adrian had a smartass remark, Asiman looked as serious as I'd ever seen her and Lissa looked ready to take anything on.

"Let's practice"