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Ch 4

I Won't Tell

The sun was just creeping through the curtains in my room, I hardly slept. I was so frustrated and wound up from last night. Fuck Edward Cullen, fuck his blackberry. I hope he drops it and it shatters into a million pieces. God how I'd like to feel Mr. Cullen inside me; fuck I'm such a masochist!

Shit I could feel the burning sensation begin in between my legs, "Ugghh." My heart began to pulse faster, my breath faltered. I hate him for making my body ache like this; I rolled over reaching into my nightstand after rummaging through my drawer I found it. Good old faithful….was my back up when the real thing wasn't around. I twisted the knob at the end and it started to hum. I shudder with excitement; instantly wet I slid him through my thighs while rubbing my breast, my nipples harden with my touch. I feel the tip slowly enter between my slick folds, resting it against my clit. "Mmmmm." I moaned. I closed my eyes and I can feel his gaze on me; I start to rock my hips against my vibrating toy. I can see his eyebrows furrow; he's looking right at me when he say's, "Bella do you like when I touch you there?" I squeezed my eyes tighter while I pump myself faster. "Isabella! Answer me." I can feel his cool breath close to my ear. "Yes….yes I want to feel you there….aaahhh." I picture his hand travel down the valley between my breasts down to the slope that leads to the promise land. He quickly plunges his fingers in me and, "Ooohhhh…SHIT! Fuck." It that's how it is inside my head; I could just imagine how the real thing would be.

Feeling a bit sated, finally realizing I wont be able to sleep after that I decide to get out of bed. I quickly washed up and head to the kitchen to get some coffee. I slowly open my door, hoping Jess doesn't hear me. The last thing I want is to hear Ms. Twenty-one questions about how my date went last night. I tip toe through the hallway and into the kitchen, when I stop dead in my tracks. Jessica is sitting on the kitchen counter in nothing but a t-shirt with a shirtless Aro between her legs. I try not to make a sound, so I slowly turn around to head back to my room. "Mmmmmmm baby that feels so….BELLA! I've been waiting to talk to you about your date!" She wagged her eyebrows.

So much for being undetectable, I try to give them a genuine smile but I wasn't sure I succeeded. Walking to the fridge to get the milk out for my coffee. "Sorry, looks like you are still enjoying yours."

"Oh Bella if you only knew. But let's not talk about my night, how did your night go with Edward Cullen?" She looked at me expectantly; even Aro looked to be interested.

Okay Bella you can do this, I took a deep breath before I put on my act. "It was great if you must know. We had dinner, we talked and even went for a walk after. It was real sweet, I've haven't had a date like that in a long time." I frowned remembering how my relationship with Tyler was before he changed on me. I quickly pushed that to the back of my mind, I cant go there now. Aro stared at me, like he was trying to figure something out.

"You know Bella…..James is very interested in you maybe you may want to go out in a date with him." Aro said.

Jessica spoke before I could even answer, "OH no baby I'm sure she will be having a second date with Edward soon, so she wont be having anytime for another guy. Right Bella? Besides with a catch like that you need to pay extra close attention to him, you wouldn't want him to slip through your fingers." She practically purred. Aro arched his eyebrow at Jessica's comment. Great that's all I needed for everyone to be all in my business.

"So do you think he will call you for another date?" Jessica asked.

Damn I really didn't want to answer that question; think Bella you don't want to get caught in a lie. "Yeah he said he would call me, but I'm not sure when we'll be able to get together again, You know with his busy schedule, my classes and work schedule we are bound to have conflicts."

She nodded. "So no kissing or groping?"

"Just a kiss goodnight, he was a perfect gentleman." With that said I turned on my heel and just about ran back to my room, I swear that girl can be exasperating.

A few weeks had passed since my date with Edward, no calls, no nothing. Not that I expected anything but Jess was becoming a pain in my ass. "Any word from Edward? Maybe you should call him." that girl wouldn't give up! "We should go to his country club, Aro can get us in as his guest." It was non stop with her.

Then I get a phone call from an unknown number, could it be him? I shook my head why would I think that, he gave me no indication he would call me. I let it go to voicemail, like clockwork my cell rang warning me of a new message. I listened to the message, "Hello, I'm looking for Isabella Swan. My name is Alice Whitlock, we met at the charity event my family held about a month ago. I got your number from the information we had on you from the auction; I hope you don't mind. I have a business proposal for you it's for my new clothing line, I am really interested so please return my call at 206-453-5101. Bye!"

She sounded really excited, I deleted the message, "Business proposal?" No, thank you.

For the next week or so I received one message after another from Alice. "It's me again, you must be thinking I'm crazy or something, but I really liked the way you looked in that dress the night of the Gala. You would be a perfect model for my new line. Please call me!" She was very persistent but I wasn't interested, me a model? Not happening. So to my surprise when I came home after a long day at school and an even longer day at work who do I find sitting on my couch chatting away with Jessica? Yup…you got it, Alice Whitlock! Frozen from shock I stood near the dinning table.

"Bells look who's here. Did you know she is the famous designer Alice Whitlock?"

Giving her a stiff smile, "Not till very recently. Hello Mrs. Whitlock."

"Bella, It's so nice to see you again, please just call me Alice." She bounded towards me and gave me a tight hug, for being so petite she had a pretty strong hold there.

"So Alice was just telling me that she thought you would be a great model for her new line of clothing. Bella do you know what that means?" I looked at her confused. "You don't have to work at that god awful coffee shop anymore!" She was practically bouncing off the walls.

"Jess do you think you can give me and Alice a moment alone, please?" I didn't want to turn Alice down in front of Jessica, she would probably pounce on me for rejecting the offer. Jess frowned but nodded and headed towards her room.

"Alice I don't mean to be rude but what are you doing here?" I stood there with my arms crossed, I didn't even know why it bugged me so much. You would think she would have gotten the hit when I didn't return her calls.

She frowned a bit, "Oh, I see I've over stepped my boundaries. I'm sorry Bella, my family always says I can be a little over barring at times." Great now she is giving me the guilt trip. She continued, "But you just wouldn't return my calls and you are perfect for the job, I know we are going to be really good friends too Bella, if you just take a chance." She wasn't kidding when she said she can be over bearing, she obviously wasn't going to take no for an answer. She came all the way to my house for crying out loud.

"Alice, I don't…"

She cut me off, "Look all you got to do is just try it out, if it doesn't work out you can always quit." Her eyes sparkled, I bet she always gets what she wants.

Maybe I should just try it out I'm sure I was going to suck at it so she would end up firing me anyways, so why not? "Okay fine I'll try but if it doesn't work out I will walk away no ifs, ands or buts about it, agreed?" I gave her my best poker face, I don't think it worked she just nodded excitedly; why did I have a feeling that I was going to regret this?

"Trust me Bella you are going to love it!" She jumped and gave me another hug; boy she is really affectionate. "So how was your date with my brother?"

"Excuse me?" What was she talking about? Oh…no she couldn't be.

"You know Eddie silly." OH MY GOD! They are related? "You guys would make such a cute couple." She looked like she could be daydreaming, damn talk about a small world. "Bella? So…how was it?" She asked again.

"It was great, we had a lovely dinner." I needed to change subject and fast. "So you guys are related? I had no idea." Good thinking Bella.

"Yeah! Must be the last name, I got married a few years ago to my soul mate…..You have to meet Jasper he is wonderful, I'm sure you would like him!" She was thrilled with the idea.

"Sure I would like that." She was so eager with the idea, what else could I say? "Great, so I'll call you with the rest of the details and we'll see each other soon! I'm glad you decided to do this thank you Bella, bye!" She gave me a kiss and twirled out of my apartment.

Wow…..did that just happen? Jess came out her room as soon as she heard the door close. "So what happened? Did you say yes? Please tell me you didn't let this opportunity slip away." she had her hands on her hips looking straight at me like I was a child.

"Yes, I told her that I would try it out."

"You go girl! I'm so happy for you, you are so going to get laid now!" She screamed.

"Jess did you know that Alice is related to Edward Cullen?" Jessica's mouth dropped to the floor. "Yes can you believe that? I hope I don't run into him."

"Damn that is so cool, wait…why wouldn't you want to see him?" She looked confused. Shit!

"Well because he probably is going to think that I said yes just so I can be around him and his little circle, and I don't want to look like a stalker. DUH!" I made an annoyed face.

"That's right, but who cares? He should take it as a compliment, you are one lucky chick and if you play your cards right you might marry a rich handsome man." I looked at her like she was crazy.

"I'm going to take a shower, see you later Jess." I needed time to think on my own.

"Kay, I gotta meet someone in a little bit anyway and I might be in late so don't wait up." She grinned.

Must be work, that girl wont ever change. I decided on a bubble bath instead, since I'll have the whole place to myself with no interruptions. This was nice, it gave me a chance to really think about today's events. Alice was full of energy and really sweet too, I felt like I've known her for years. I'm sure working by her side will be a different experience for me.

I still couldn't wrap my mind around the fact that Alice and Edward are related, I wonder if Edward told her the truth about our date? Oh god that means I just made an ass of myself lying to her. Although she was way too excited for info to be faking it, man I am bugging out…Aaahh! I am way too frustrated…I close my eyes and I see him. I cant stop thinking about him, fucking Edward. I must of gotten off on his eyes alone a hundred times. But I couldn't help it, his eyes, his jaw and those perfect lips….Mmmmm I slip my hand underneath the water till I can feel my slick entrance and took care of business. After my quick release I got out of the shower and got dressed. Then I made myself dinner, and got some school work done. Finally this day was over and I was ready for bed, I hope I don't dream about Edward Cullen again tonight.

A/N: Wonder if Edward is feeling a bit frustrated too? Maybe we'll find out soon? don't forget to review!