A/N: chapter is for mature readers
Draco couldn't sleep after he finally broke out of Hermione's grasp. He found himself sitting on the couch, staring at the wall and remembering the little things he missed about Abby.
He remembered the way she would giggle at the stupid things he would do, the smell of the minty shampoo that she insisted he use, the way she would look up at him with those eyes, knowing he would bend to her will with one look… He missed her and missed her dearly.
He caught himself smiling when he would think about the little things he took for granted at one time. The way he would grumble when she woke up in the middle of night and he had to drag himself up to see what was wrong. The words she would attempt to repeat as he named things off in a book, the way she would escape from her crib, just to climb into bed with him.
He sighed and got lost in the memories until he heard a small whimper.
Draco decided that once you had children, you became super human in some things. The second Abby came home, his hearing seemed to improve drastically. He remembered someone once telling him that they believed he could hear a mouse fart three miles away, he laughed at that at first, but when Abby farted and he ran to her crib to make sure she wasn't choking on something, he believed the person to be correct.
He glanced at the bed where Hermione was sleeping and heard the small whimper again.
He walked over to the bed slowly and found Hermione gripping the sheets, her face screwed up in what appeared to be pain, and her mouth hanging open in what looked like shock.
'Stop' She said in a low voice.
Whom ever she was thinking about apparently didn't stop because a second later, a scream ripped from her throat, sending chills down Draco's spine. The scream was filled with anguish, pain, and to his surprise, fear. She started to thrash a bit, tears streaming down her face and then nothing. Nothing, she completely froze, her face didn't go back to normal and her breathing was faster then normal but otherwise, she looked totally petrified… and that scared him.
"Wake up, Granger… your going to hurt yourself." He tried, knowing she wouldn't easily wake from the incident outside.
He reached his hand out to shake her but her arm flew up when he was half way there and grabbed his wrist. He looked over to see Hermione staring straight at him, her breath coming in pants and1 fear crossing her features before she relaxed and let him go.
"I thought you were… your father." She wheezed out, letting her head fall back to the pillow.
Draco frowned at her, "Why the hell would you think that?"
"Hair, eyes." She said in reply.
Draco nodded, he had forgotten that he and his father shared simuliar looks.
"Are you alright now?" He asked
Hermione nodded a yes, but her mind was screaming no. She knew she would be awake for the rest of the night like she always was when she had the rare dream about Lucius. It was those nights when she wished she had someone to hold her protectively, sooth her back to sleep, but that wasn't for her, no, most men ran from her and the ones that didn't were ones she wouldn't touch with a ten foot wand.
"I'm fine." She finally said with a sigh.
Draco looked at her and sat down, "You don't appear to be fine."
"I am"
"And that's why you are shaking like a leaf, that's why your breathing hasn't slowed to normal."
"Just go back to the couch, Draco."
"I don't think I will" he said with a shake of his head, "Scoot over."
"Wha-"
"Scoot over" he said slowly
Hermione frowned but scooted over. What was he playing at?
"Now lay down like a good girl."
"What? Look, Malfoy, I don't know what you're playing at but I can still kill you… I've killed before."
Draco chuckled at the look on her face.
"Just lay down and pretend I'm not even here."
Hermione huffed and rolled over so her back was to him. That was all she needed, to wake up to Draco's face.
The bed jiggled for a minute before he finally found a comfortable spot, "Night Granger."
"Nite, Malfoy" she said with a sigh.
Oooooooooo
The morning sun woke Hermione with a groan. The sun made people think happy thoughts, it messed with the body's clock and told it to get up whether you wanted to or not… and she hated the damned sun.
She went to get out of bed but found she could hardly move due to a heavy arm resting around her midsection.
"Fuck" she murmured. Why was he holding her? Her mind whined.
She tried to move away slowly, lifting his arm slightly only to have it snap back and pull her closer then she was before.
"Shit." She groaned
She let out a breath and lay there, trying to figure out a way to escape his death grip. His arm was heavy, but she could move it, well, she could have until he wrapped and tucked it under her body.
"Malfoy" she called in hopes to rouse him from his sleep.
He didn't budge.
"Malfoy, You're practically hugging me… you know, dirty mudblood, mudblood cooties?"
Draco didn't react the way she expected and ground against her. Her eyes flew open in shock – he had an erection and she was actually blushing even though she tried to stop it.
She was confused. She should have freaked out, hexed, and castrated him… but she couldn't. She was actually in bed with a man, a man that was not raping her but cuddling and grinding… it felt good.
"Draco, I wouldn't do that." She said. She didn't want to lose the feeling but she knew he was asleep and had no idea what he was doing.
"Why?" He mumbled into her neck, "You feel good."
So he was awake… the snake.
"Because I'm Granger and your Malfoy… Do you realize how wrong this is?"
"Nope" He replied and ground against her again, adding his lips to the back of her neck.
Her mind was racing. She was stuck in the middle of being pleased that a guy was doing this to her, despite who she was, and being completely scared out of her fucking mind.
She didn't know what to do, how to feel, she was completely lost to this whole… sexual thing.
"Malfoy, Please stop." She finally said with a sigh.
Draco obeyed quickly and stopped moving but didn't pull away.
"Why do you want me to stop? I'm a guy, you're a girl, this happens sometimes."
"You don't like me." She whispered
"And you don't like me either, but that doesn't mean we can't relieve some stress."
"I can't, Malfoy, I'm sorry."
Draco sighed, "You're scared." He stated instead of asking, "I can feel you shaking."
"I am not, I just… have to use the loo."
"I call bullshit." He replied, "I'm guessing you've never had sex before."
Hermione frowned, " I'm pretty sure I have before, Malfoy, My virginity didn't just get up and walk away."
"Have you ever been with anyone other then my father?"
'What the hell kind of question was that?' her mind screamed
"No, never cared to either." She replied
"Then you have never had sex. My father raped you, there is a difference."
"Sex is sex." She replied
"It's not." He said as he brushed his lips against her ear, "Let me show you the difference."
In a way, she was curious. Was it different? Did it hurt like hell? It always did when Lucius shoved himself inside her, but if she were willing, would it feel… good?
"It'll complicate things."
"How?" he asked
"It just will."
Draco sighed, "Let me show you and I will stop anytime you ask me to. I promise to be gentle."
Should she? Should she let him or should she push him away and run for dear life. This may be her only chance to know what it is like without being forced, it wasn't like men were beating her door down.
"You'll stop if I ask?"
"Promise" He answered, "I promise you will like it… I won't hurt you like my father did."
Hermione took a deep breath and nodded, "You better stop if I ask."
Draco nodded once more and began to grind into her again while he kissed her neck.
Hermione remained completely still, letting him take the lead in what to do… She didn't have a fucking clue.
"turn onto your back." He whispered into her ear.
She paused momentarily but turned as requested.
He climbed up and started to get on top of her when he noticed a brief flash of fear cross her face. His father really fucked her up.
"I'm going to take it slowly, I swear to Merlin that I will not hurt you."
"Okay" she whispered back. She couldn't help the few tears in her eyes. She was scared to death and didn't know what was going to happen. She had fought to control every aspect of her life, block all emotions – she felt like she did when she was eleven and found out that she was a witch, confused, excited, and scared.
Draco nudged himself between her legs, leaving her knickers in place. He wanted to warm her up as he was sure his father probably jumped straight in with her being dry as a bone. He lifted her shirt over her breast and pushed it up around her neck.
Hermione froze once again, but quickly shook it off… she had to get over this.
His mouth closed over one of her nipples while his hand that wasn't holding himself up gently massaged the other. It felt good, really good and she couldn't help but moan a little as jolts of pleasure raced through her body, even making her jaw tingle.
Her hand reached up slowly and hesitated before finally putting it onto the back of his head and pulling him closer.
Draco smiled to himself. She was starting to respond. Deciding to step it up a notch, his mouth left her breast and made it way across her chest and down her stomach with slow, teasing kisses and licks.
"Do you want me to stop?" He asked as he reached her knickers.
Hermione moved a bit to rest on her elbows. She didn't want him to stop and she wanted to watch.
"No, don't stop."
"lift your bottom a bit."
Hermione lifted and sucked in a deep breath as he removed her knickers. She wanted him to continue with whatever he was planning, but when he hesitated, she freaked out and remembered all the scars.
She didn't say anything and just let her head fall back against the pillow. She now remembered why she never sought out a lover. Her body was not perfect and smooth like other girls. Lucius had left reminders both mentally and physically.
Her tears started to fall again, only this time in embarrassment. She didn't want anyone to see the burns or the cuts, especially a man who just talked her into trying this whole… sex thing.
She started to close her legs. She wanted nothing more then to get up and run. She knew she would be rejected again, just like Ron had done, and she didn't think she could handle it.
"Don't." Draco said softly and spread her legs once again.
Why was he doing this to her? Draco malfoy had turned her life up side down after she had worked so hard to set boundaries on how things would happen in her life.
She started to close her legs again but before she could move a single muscle, lips connected with her thigh along with a tongue.
"You don't have to… I understand." She said in a strangled voice.
Draco ignored her and moved his mouth to her mound, making Hermione gasp in shock. His tongue licked the swollen lips before he parted them with his tongue and found her clit.
The initial contact was brief, but the sensations were long lasting.
"Gods" She groaned
His arms wrapped around her legs to hold her in place as he started to suck on her aching clit.
He was right, so far this was very different then Lucius, Hell, Lucius would have been half way done by now as his idea of foreplay with her was adding a little spit to her opening and his cock.
Her hips started to gyrate slowly as she decided to just go with it. Thinking to much would probably ruin it and she wanted to enjoy this if she could.
His tongue moved faster as he inserted two fingers inside her. She was getting wetter and wetter by the second so he had no worries that she didn't like it.
"Oh, god." She moaned.
What was going on? Why was her body feeling like this?
"Something's wrong." She stated, "My body… it feels funny."
"Draco stopped for a second, "Just let go. Don't hold anything back just allow your body to enjoy this."
What the hell was he talking about? Her body never felt like this before.
"Oh god, oh god, oh god." She almost screamed as her body finally freaked out on her and exploded.
It felt so good, it felt like her nerves were on fire.
Draco lifted his head and smiled, "How'd you like your first orgasm?"
Hermione couldn't help but smirk, "Can you do it again?"
"Repeatedly." He said cockily.
He removed her shirt the rest of the way, along with all of his clothing.
Hermione was watching his cock like it was a snake that was going to bite her. This was the object that had caused pain. This was the object that made her scream for mercy so many times.
"It'll be different… just trust me."
Trust wasn't something she handed out lightly. Trust was one of those things that can break you worse then you already were.
She gave him a swift nod, laid back, and sucked in a deep breath as she waited for the pain to start.
He moved up her body, placing his cock right at her entrance, "Are you ready?"
"Just do it." She said in a tight voice as she closed her eyes.
She felt him breach her body and instinctively flexed in a protective position, but the pain never came. Draco slid inside her body with ease and to her surprise, felt great.
"Sweet Merlin you're tight." He hissed, "I don't think I'm going to last very long this time."
He started to move inside her, slowly at first and watching her body for indications to speed up or stay at his current pace.
It was hard to maintain a slow pace, painful even.
"Go faster." She groaned as her legs wrapped around his waist.
Draco obeyed and moved quicker, speeding up when she would moan in pleasure. He was right, he knew it wouldn't take long but he still wanted her to come first. He adjusted his hips slightly to ensure maximum penetration as his body pushed against her clit.
"Come for me, I want to feel you tighten around me." He grunted
His words went straight to her crotch and with a few more minutes of pounding, she screamed, her nails gripped into his shoulder and she shattered with her second orgasm.
"Damn, witch." Draco grunted, 'I'm going to fill you."
"Oh god" she whimpered as a third orgasm hit.
Draco hissed and stiffened above her, "fuck" he grunted as he came, filling her just as he promised.
A/N: I know some of you will think this happened to quick, but I have my reasons and I plan to keep her to the darker side, but I need to get her to open up a bit... at least to Draco.