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Ch. 14

BAFFLED

After Jessica left I made myself eggs sunny side up, and some toast. I was about two bites into my breakfast when I started to feel the tingling sensation on the inside of my cheeks. I jumped up from my chair and made it to the sink just in time; I was vomiting everything I had just eaten. "God help me." I went and laid on the couch for awhile until my stomach began to growl. What is up with that?

I ate the rest of the toast that I had left and waited to see if I could hold it down. After a few minutes I decided it was safe enough to finish my breakfast. I grabbed my fork and stabbed at the eggs but just seeing the gooey yolk turned my stomach. I looked around the kitchen to find something that wouldn't make me sick just by looking at it. I spotted the Cocoa Puffs. Cereal sounded like a safer option, I poured me a bowl and five minutes later I was still hungry. I decided on having another bowl and before I knew I was sitting on the couch with my forth bowl of cereal and watching a Lifetime movie. After the movie finished I was still hungry but when I got to the kitchen I realized the box of cereal was now empty. Maybe I should go to the market? We were definitely in need of some grocery shopping; you would think since Jess loves to shop she would enjoy a trip to the market but that was just not the case.

The parking lot was empty so I was able to find parking right in front of the entrance; grabbing a cart I made my way through the aisles. Aisle after aisle I discovered more products that I never seemed to notice before, "Oreo Cakesters?" Hmmm, I wonder if these taste good. I threw a few boxes in the cart each one was a different flavor. By the time I reached the end of the aisle I had about ten different packages of cookies in my cart. The cereal aisle was the same thing they had so many different kinds, I knew this before but I never really had much interest in the sugar coated cereals. It was probably best if I left now before I walk out of here with half the market. But first I went to the last aisle, the dairy aisle and I grabbed two gallons of milk and stood away from the eggs. Now I was ready to go to the checkout line. I passed a lady with a basket in one hand and a carton of cottage cheese in the other, then I saw her do a double take when she seen my face.

"Excuse me?" I stopped and turned. "Are you Bella? Yes you are. Hi, I'm Charlotte ."

She didn't give me a chance to answer; I stared at her blankly trying to remember if I knew her from somewhere, she did look vaguely familiar. "So silly of me, you don't know me but I know you. I'm a friend of Alice and Edward Cullen. You're the new model for her new clothing line this year; you're stunning! You know they always say that they airbrush the models in the magazines but your face is flawless and your body is spectacular. Alice sure does know how to pick them; you know I think that trait does run in the family. So you know Edward right?"

"Yes I know him." Okay this was getting a little too weird.

She smiled. "Have you fucked Edward too?" I blanched at her question. Could she tell? I looked down at myself did I look like I'd been fucked by Edward? Her giggling caught my attention. "You have, haven't you?"

"Um… What?" Who was this girl and why does she give a fuck if I fucked Edward?

"It's okay he has that charisma that he could fuck any girl he wants and get away with it. It's nothing to be ashamed of; I personally have never turned him down. I wouldn't expect a sexy young girl like you to do so either. To most girls it's a chance in a life time so I guess your one of the lucky ones."

"Sorry I think you got me mixed up with someone else." How would she know if I was with him, there was no one else that knew besides Edward and me.

"No it's you. You were at Alice 's party. I had seen you dancing when we first arrived."

"We?" I felt uneasiness at the pit of my stomach.

"Edward and I. When we got to the party you were dancing and then you ran off. After that Edward disappeared and when he came back he was not himself. I saw him run after his sister who was running after you. I asked him where he went and he mentioned that you weren't feeling good."

I was feeling sick now. "I've been under the weather. I should get going, it was nice meeting you." NOT! I grabbed my cart and hurried to the checkout stand.

She yelled. "Nice meeting you to Bella."

I ran out the store threw the stuff in the backseat and took off as fast as I could she's the blonde; I gripped the steering wheel tighter. The girl that Edward showed up to party with; I reached to the backseat and felt around in one of the grocery bags. "Uh huh!" I pulled out a box, plopped it on the front seat, when I came to a red light I didn't even look at what I was opening. I grabbed whatever it was and shoved it in my mouth. "Mmmmmm!" I glanced really quickly at the seat. "Oreo cakesters, damn this is good." I ate five more before I got to the house. I lugged the bags up to the apartment, it took about four trips by the time I was done I didn't even have enough energy to put the stuff away. I scrabbled through the bags to see what could spoil; I put that stuff away and went to take a nap.

"I was washing my hair in the shower the water felt good on my skin; my hair was so long it went down to my waist. I hadn't notice how long it had gotten; after my shower I wrap a towel around my body. I go to stand in front of a full size mirror and when I let the towel fall to my feet my stomach had grown too. I ran my hand over the bump and when I reach my belly button my stomach nudged me. I look up to the mirror my reflection was staring back at me, eye to eye. "Do you want me?" When I focused on my eyes they weren't brown they were green; I stepped back and it wasn't my reflection any longer it was Edward. He was looking down at my stomach and had a questionable look on his face."

I woke up holding on to my stomach; what was that dream about? "Do you want me?" I was a believer that your dreams bring hidden messages to enlighten your life. I was definitely trying to hide from this one. I had thought of the possibility but I have been in denial, it can't be we used protection. I was sure we used them at least twice; Jessica's words came back to me. "Oh my god Bella you really need to go see the doctor you have been sick for days…" But this can't be happening to me; Edward is a smart guy he wouldn't have slipped up right? I bounced off the bed and got back in my car and drove to the closest pharmacy to get a pregnancy test.

I can't believe this is the first time I have had to come get one of these for myself. I had done so before but it was always for someone else, this is really nerve racking when your doing it for yourself.

When I got home I went straight to the restroom, I ended up with several tests just to be sure. Some were able to tell before you missed a period some were error proof. I open two at a time after putting the first test down it automatically had two pink stripes then the second one had an instant pregnant sign on it. Oh god this can't be. I open the rest of them and began to drink tons of water till I finish using all of them. A few hours later they were all showing a positive sign, I'm pregnant from none other than Edward Cullen. "FUCK!"

I had been sitting on the bathroom floor for what seemed like hours till I felt the urge to throw up; but this time it wasn't food it was this yellow bile that burned my throat and tasted awful. After washing my face and rinsing my mouth I reach to touch my stomach, I can already feel that it's harden or is it just a figment of my imagination? I began to cry with so much emotion I can't remember when it was the last time I had cried this way.

Everything felt like it was crashing down on me how could I have let this happen, I can't have a baby. I wouldn't be able to continue modeling and when Alice finds out who's the father she'll fire me or even worse hate me. I will be seen like nothing but a slut trying to trap a wealthy man. I can't let anyone know about this, I could get it fixed no one has to know. "Do you want me?" The words from my dream kept repeating in my head. All I could do was cry and ended up crying myself to sleep.

I woke up the next morning from a restless sleep, the same dream kept repeating it self. I went to the restroom and saw my reflection in the mirror. "Yes I want you baby…" I don't know why but when I saw my reflection it was clearer than water I want this baby, my baby! It is a part of me and Edward; it will always represent what we shared that beautiful night together.

After eating the biggest bowl of cereal I could find, I went and called the doctors office and made my appointment for later that day. There was definitely no doubt that I was pregnant but now I had to make sure everything was going fine and get the vitamins my body needs.

I was now sitting waiting for the doctor to come back to give me his results, he confirmed what I already knew; it is as real as can be. I picked up my prescription of prenatal vitamins and although I was still nervous about having a baby deep down inside I was happy that I finally had someone to give all my love to and they would love me in return.

I had to meet Alice at the boutique; we had a lot to do before the fashion show. I felt bad that I couldn't tell Alice, I know she felt I was hiding something and by the way she was would sometimes stare at me you would think she might know something but she never mention anything to me and I was thankful for that. I actually did mentioned to her that I had came across a friend of hers named Charlotte . She said that she was not her friend; she was just another skank trying to get her brother. She also shared that she didn't understand why Edward continued to go out with her. She even mentioned that he was the one who had picked me up from the bathroom and taken me to her bed. He was worried and didn't want to leave my side. She had to literally push him out the door.

Did he really care or was Alice reading too much into it? My emotions where all over the place and from what I've read in the pregnancy book I bought it's normal to have erratic emotions. I was a little jittery and knew Alice was noticing I needed something to calm me down. Before I could even think of anything Garrett walked in. "BELLA! Oh sweetie I've missed you, why don't you ever come and see me?" He gave me a huge hug; I sent a silent thank you to Garrett. Alice left to take care of some last minute details for the fashion show, which took the pressure off of me.

After about an hour or so of Garrett doing my hair and makeup test, the camera crew got there. As soon as I seen Jacob I relaxed even more, he spotted me really quick and walked over to me. "Bella, how have you been?" He gave me a big hug. "Haven't seen you in awhile. I went to Alice 's party but she said you weren't feeling good." I could feel my face getting red. "Hey don't get shy on me; we all have those moments when we drink a little too much."

"Yeah."

He was staring at me intently like he was reading me like a book. "Before we get started you want to go outside for some fresh air it looks like you could use some." I nodded and followed him out the back door. "So?"

I arched my eyebrow. "So what?"

"Spill it? I know something is wrong?"

Damn it am I that obvious? "What are you talking about Jacob?"

"Something is up and anyone who knows you could see it all over your face. We have to do another photo shoot for the fashion show and from the looks of it you are distracted by something. So I suggest you spill it now before you make a fool of yourself in there." He was pointing towards the boutique.

What the fuck? "What? Wh…..who the hell do you think you are?" He started to laugh. "Are you laughing at me?"

"Yes, yes I am. I can see right through you Bella, it's so fucking obvious that something is bothering you and if you think you can walk in there and pull off a photo shoot then by all means go ahead. Prove me wrong." He crossed his arms waiting to see if I was going to do something.

Which I did, I shoved him into the wall. "You're a fucking ASS! You are supposed to be my friend."

"I AM! Why do you think I brought you out here? Did you want me to let you make a fool of yourself in front of everyone and have everyone know something is wrong? Come on Bella it can't be that bad."

"Jacob please just leave it alone." I tried to walk towards the door of the boutique but he blocked me.

"Look Bella I care about you and if you need someone to hear you out than I'm your guy…no judgment." He had a tender smile on his face.

"Fuck Jacob why can't you just mind your own business." I stood there looking like the biggest jerk in the world. Here I had a caring friend and all I can do is push him away. Shit I hope I don't regret this. "Fine you want to know? Then I'll tell you….." I turned giving him my back. "I'm pregnant!" I stood quite waiting for him to say something but all I could hear was him take a deep breath and sigh.

A/N: Bella's preggos! Are you surprised? LOL Of course not I'm sure you all knew that one was coming. Jacob can be so annoying he needs to go sniff someone else's ass. Sorry Jacob fans we are Team Edward all the way. Okay people don't forget to review and see you guys in a week or two.