A/N i know i said i would put one up on friday but i didnt get home till late so im sorry but its here now.
Just to let you know i am rating this chapter M just to be safe. its not as graphic as my last fanfic but it's better to be safe. x
As a few hours passed JJ was in too much pain to move from the fetal position on the floor. So many questions were racing through her mind. How did he know she was an FBI agent? What were they going to do to her and Henry now that they know? Will her team, her family find them before it's too late?
"Mama, mama i want mama" JJ was brought out of her thoughts. Henry had pulled himself up to standing position in his cot, his arms were reached out to JJ and he was crying. It wasn't a normal baby cry where there were no tears and the child just wanted comforting. Henrys cries were real like he knew they were in a bad situation, JJ could see a tear running from her 11 month old sons left eye. If it were passable she hated these people even more now for putting her baby through this hell as well.
"Mama" He cried his arms still reaching out to her.
"Hey b...baby, its ok, mummies here baby" JJ said in a horse voice as she struggled to get up. It was obvious by her voice that being almost strangled to death twice hadn't don't her voice any good.
Once JJ was on her feat, with one hand clutched to the wall for support and the other across her lower ribs trying to protect her broken one, she started walking over to Henry. It took a few minutes pushing through the pain to get there. Once she reached the cot she picked him up causing pain to shoot through her entire body but JJ didn't care how much pain she was in. Her son needed her and that was all that mattered. JJ would under go the most painful of torture if it meant saving her son so this was nothing.
Henry wrapped his arms round JJ's neck, buried his head in her long blond hair and didn't let go till he had fallen back to sleep. It took him about 10 minutes to finally drop off again and JJ way him back down and covered him in the only blanket in the room. Unable to stand any longer JJ took a seat on the edge of the bed watching her innocent little boy sleep peacefully. Now all JJ wanted to do was sleep, to close her eyes and for a little while pretend that none of this had happened, but she couldn't. JJ had a passable concussion and sleeping at that moment in time would be too dangerous.
Foot steps broke the silence of the room. JJ checked her watch it was now midnight in her hell hole and fear was rising up inside her. As the footsteps got closer to the locked door JJ crawled up to the top of the bed wincing in pain from her injuries and as best she could she brought her knees up to her chest to try and protect herself. The door started to unlock and JJ remembered the last words Rowan said to her 'We are far from finished, i will be back!' JJ knew what ever was about to happen was going to hurt and she needed to proper her self for it. She couldn't scream because she didn't want to wake Henry and even if she could scream JJ didn't want to give the man the satisfaction. The door creaked open and Rowan cheeped in with a grin across his face that would give the cheshire cat a run for his money.
"Well now" it only took a few large steps before he was stood next to the bed "where were we before we were rudely interrupted..." Rowan sat down on the bed as his grinning face turned to one filled with anger again "Ah yes i remember, You're FBI!" Rowan growled in a whisper it was clear that he didn't want to wake the sleeping baby either. He wouldn't be able to play his game if Henry was awake "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because you didn't ask" JJ snapped. She cursed herself, JJ knew now was not the time for her smart mouth to take over. Her answer angered Rowan even more; he grabbed her ankles and pulled them to the bottom of the bed so she was laying flat. JJ let out a little squeak of surprise as her heart pounded in her chest. He climbed over her and sat him self on her hips, he pinned both her wrists behind her hear with one of his large hands. JJ was trapped and couldn't move. With his free hand Rowan ripped her shirt open and started tugging on her bra. Tears started to fill JJ's eyes.
"Get of me you sick fuck, leave me alone" She didn't even register what she was saying till it was too late and Rowans fist came in contact with the side of her chest causing another rib to break. JJ was finding it even harder to breath. He ripped her bra open then he started clawing at her breasts. He lent down and started kissing, biting and sucking on her neck. JJ could feel his hard crotch press against her stomach and could feel bile rise up but swallowed it down.
"Please don't do this. I would have told you. I wasn't trying to keep anything from you i swear" He didn't stop, She could feel his mouth making its way from her neck down. JJ tried to clear her head, tried to think of some way to get him to stop, but there was nothing. With her fear for Henry, her worry for herself and the obvious concussion she had sustained JJ could barely see clear let alone fight a man almost three times her size. Rowan had made his way down to her collar bone and latched on hard biting through the skin hitting her bone. JJ bit her bottom lip hard causing it to bleed so she wouldn't yell out in pain.
He looked up at the blond FBI agent as the first tear she was trying so hard to keep away slid from her eye and a small trickle of blood left her mouth. He let out a deep laugh as he went back to JJ's already bruised neck and bare chest.
She could feel her mind starting to take her somewhere else, somewhere safe. As her mind slowly took her away she could feel cold hitting her legs and thighs. She was naked and there was nothing to protect her from the intrusion her body was about to endure. She felt him enter her that was it her mind took her away.
JJ was happy where she was in her mind. She was sat on a blanket in a park, Henry was asleep on her lap and Garcia and Emily were sat either side of her laughing. Hotch was tickling jack because he snuck a sweet out of the picnic basket and Rossi and Morgan were trying to teach Reid how to play football. It was a memory of a free weekend they all had just a few months before. They were all so happy that day just spending time with each other.
JJ was brought back to reality as the door to her room closed. She looked over to the cot and saw that thankfully Henry had slept through the whole horrifying ordeal. She was in so much pain she couldn't tell what hurt more.
After laying there for a few minutes trying to come to terms with what just happened she decided to look over her naked body and inspect the damage he had caused. Both her wrists were black and blue; she had faint bite marks and love bites covering her chest as well as nasty wound on her collar bone. JJ's breasts were slightly bruised where he was so rough and they had scratched covering them. She had nasty bruises covering her left side and all the way across her upper and lower abdomen. JJ couldn't bring her self to look any further, she knew she was bleeding and bruised down there, she could feel it.
Lying on the bed JJ started to shiver from the coldness of the room. Her cloths were ripped up in a pile on the floor and the only blanket in the room was covering Henry which she wasn't going to take away from him. JJ needed to get over to the chest of draws a few feet from the bed to find something to put on before they came back or before Henry woke up. JJ didn't want him seeing her the way she was.
Pain shot through JJ's groin, chest and stomach as she sat up. She stayed there for a few minutes to let her body deal with the pain then stood grabbing hold of the draws for support. She took a few steps towards it and could feel something trickling down her leg. Deep down JJ knew what it was but she needed to make sure. JJ looked down and saw red and white liquid running down the inside of her legs and she couldn't hold the vomit any longer and threw up on the floor.
Once she had nothing left to vomit she finished making her way over to the draws. Leaning on them she started opening them one by one. All the draws had something in them. The first few had some baby cloths, both boys and girls ranging from different sizes but none of them Henrys size also with some toys. In the last half there were a few women's Jeans different sizes and some extra large man's shirts. JJ reached for a pair of jeans that would fit her small frame and pulled out one of the shirts. She put them under her right arm and slowly and in pain made her way over to the sink. JJ picked up the cloth that rested over the side of it then she spend the next 40 minutes cleaning herself over and over again but no matter how much she washed she didn't feel clean so she gave up. Wincing in agonizing pain she put the jeans on and buttoned up the overly large shirt. JJ made her way over to Henry and watched her sleeping baby as tears leaked from her eyes. She didn't realize she was crying till she saw a tear land on Henrys hand. JJ moved over to the blood stained bed and lay on her right side so she wouldn't hurt as much then pulled her knees up to her chest as best she could and sobbed. JJ was running out of hope and fast.
It was way past midnight in the round table room and team were all sat at the table looking over evidence for about the 5th time.
"Ok guys, i think we should all go home and get some sleep." Hotch said as he ran his hand through his hair.
"What! No! We can't leave!" Garcia almost shouted at her boss. She stood up out of her chair and her voice got louder "We cant just leave our babies out there, god knows what that monster is doing to them, they might not have much time left." If Garcia had any tears left to cry she would. Emily and Morgan stood up and walked over to the colourful woman. Emily wrapped her arms around her and Morgan rubbed her arm.
"C'mon baby girl. None of us are going to be able to find them if we don't take care of ourselves. We all need to get a few hours sleep" He said.
"I can't sleep knowing their out there Morgan. Every time i close my eyes i can see some monster hurting them, both of them and with the job we do, you know how bad the things i can see are."
"Morgan's right Pen" Emily said as she let go "we're going to be no good to either Jayje or Henry if we cant concentrate on out job" Emily looked into her best friends eyes. She looked so lost and scared it broke Emily's heart almost as much as the thought off what JJ and Henry were going through "Why don't you come and stay at mine tonight?"
Garcia sighed and just nodded her head in defeat. She knew they were right but she didn't want to stop.
A/N POOR JJ! next one will be up tomrrow
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AJ x
