A/N i dint get any reviews from the last chapter :S I'm slightly concerned it's really bad. Is it?

i feel so mean doing this to JJ :(. x

JJ spent hours laying on the bed not moving staring off into space. If she didn't think about it then it wouldn't hurt and if it didn't hurt she could pretend that it didn't happen.

The quite was short lived as Henry started to fuss. JJ knew it wouldn't be long before he would be awake and hungry, so biting her bottom lip to stop from yelling in pain and causing it to bleed again JJ moved round the room to make Henry his bottle. A few minutes later he was awake and holding his arms out. JJ was careful not to use her left side at all, that way the pain was less intense. She struggled to lift her little boy out of the cot but when she finally managed it, She lay him on the bed and made herself some what comfortable next to him and gave him his bottle. As he ate JJ became increasingly worried about him, he was not his normal self he was quite and pale but JJ didn't have much time to think about that as she could hear footsteps coming towards the door. She sat up and tucked Henry protectively into her side. A few seconds later Matty walked into the room holding a tray. He took one look at JJ and gasped.
"Oh My Gosh! Jennifer are you ok?" He sounded concerned. JJ laughed on the inside, like they really care she told her self.
"I believe Matty here asked you a question" JJ's eyes widened in fear, she hadn't seen or heard Rowan come down behind Matty. What JJ still didn't answer he took a step closer to her.
"Yes!...Yes Matty I'm ok" She said to keep Rowan as far away as possible.
"I told you i had to punish her last night Matty, She lied to us" A smirk crossed Rowans face and he winked at JJ. A shiver ran down her spine as she locked eyes with the man that had raped her less that 7 hours ago.
Matty moved over to the bed, put the tray down next to JJ's feet and sat down.
"Your bleeding Jennifer" he said pointing at her shoulder.
"That's not the only place our bleeding from by the looks of things" Rowan said as he chuckled, remembering what had happened in the middle of the night. JJ looked at him slightly confused and followed his line of sight towards her crotch where there was a ring of blood which JJ hadn't noticed before. She started to feel nauseous.
"Mama" Henry had finished his bottle and JJ hadn't noticed his sat up and tucked himself even further behind JJ. She reached round behind her to give that little bit of extra protection. At the same time Matty reached out a hand to touch the little boy, but JJ's other hand reached out and grabbed Matty's wrist.
"Don't you dare touch him!" she yelled as best she could causing Henry to jump a little and tuck his face into her hair.
Matty pulled his hand back as tears filled his eyes. JJ looked up at Rowan who looked mad.
"Hit her Matty!" Rowan spat.
"Wh...What no i don't want to"
"She just disrespected you, she needs to be punished. Now HIT HER!" Rowan yelled as he grabbed Matty's shirt.
Matty raised her fist at smashed it into the side of JJ's face causing a cut to form under her left eye. The force caused JJ's head to spin And Henry to start sobbing into the back of her shirt. For a few seconds all she could hear was ringing and Henrys crying. He sounded so scared it broke JJ's heart.
"I...I'm sorry. I know you were only trying to be nice" JJ whispered as she managed to stroke Henrys back. It was the only way she could comfort him and keep him somewhat safe at the same time "a...and thankyou for the food" JJ finished looking at the plate with a slice of buttered bread on it. Matty's eyes had dried and he smiled at her.
"Go up and start on our breakfast kid, I'll be up in just a minute" Matty just nodded and walked out the room. JJ could still feel Henry crying into her back as Rowan stepped closer and lent down.
"I had fun last night" He smirked at her as she flinched away from him. He cupped her face with one hand "Didn't you have fun too?" He let out a small chuckle.
"Please...don't" JJ whispered as he ran his hand from her cheek down to the wound on her collar bone and squeezed. JJ bit her bottom lip to stop her self from crying out in pain again.
"Oh did that hurt?" He sounded worried but that quickly changed and pressed harder "Good. We'll both be back later and i will be back tonight for some more fun" A tear slid from JJ's eye as Rowan got up and walked out.
JJ reached round behind her and grabbed her still crying baby boy. She held him close as he buried his head into her neck.

When Henrys cries had stopped she sat him in between her legs and fed him the slice of bread that had been left for her and reached over to the draws and pulled out the rattle, dolly and toy car that was in with the cloths. That is where they both stayed till their next visit.

Henry was asleep when Matty and Rowan brought in dinner for JJ. As they walked in JJ sat about a foot away from the headboard on the bed with her arms wrapped round her and legs crossed. Matty sat on the bed next to her while Rowan sat behind her his legs spread on either side of JJ's body. She cursed herself for being in such a vulnerable position. All three of them sat in silence for a few minutes. Rowan and Matty looked at JJ as if they were waiting for her to say something but JJ kept her lips closed tight. JJ felt something sharp dig into her back and pierce her skin.
JJ took a shark intake of breath as a knife ripped through her skin.
"I thought we had spoken about manners" Rowan growled in her ear as he pulled the knife from her back.
"Good evening Matty" JJ said in a shaky voice.
"Good girl" Rowan hissed.
"Hello Jennifer" Matty giggled. She could feel her shirt being torn on her back. Rowan was cutting it away.
"What are you doing!" JJ asked panicked trying to turn round to stop him but failing as pain shot through her chest catching in her lungs from her broken ribs.
"Shhhhhhh Jennifer" Matty said putting one finger to his lips and his other to JJ's.
"Shut up bitch, this is going to happen whether he " Rowan pointed the slightly bloody knife towards sleeping Henry in the cot "is awake or not but i think it is in your best interest that he sleep through this" Rowan went back to cutting JJ's shirt away. when he pulled the front away revealing her battered and bruised body she wrapped her arms round herself trying to keep some dignity but Rowan wasn't having any of it and grabbed both of JJ's arms and forcing them down to sit at her side. Rowan looked at JJ's face and saw her deep blue tear filled eyes and laughed.
"Don't worry whore you and my baby brother are only going to second base tonight." a small frown crossed Matty's face but he didn't argue.

Rowan reached for JJ's body and grabbed her breast, Matty followed squeezing the other one. They were still scratched and bruised from their last encounter with Rowan so it hurt a lot more. After a few minutes JJ could feel Rowans hard crotch rubbing up against her back and she could see Matty rubbing his.
"I think little Jennifer here is a little scared Matty, why don't you give her a kiss" Rowan said as he could feel JJ's heart beat gain speed. If it were possible Matty's face lit up even more.
"Really!" He asked squeezing JJ's breast harder than he was doing before.
"Shes your girlfriend, go on." Rowan said.
Matty closed his eyes and lent towards JJ's face but she didn't realize that she was pushing herself back in to Rowans chest. He let go of her breast and tightly wrapped his hand round her throat while his other hand dug the tip of his blade into one of her shoulder blades. JJ stopped moving and let Matty's lips connect with hers as the first tear of the evening slid down her cheek and landed on her breast.
Matty starts to kiss JJ as passionately as was possible while Rowan kept a firm grip on JJ's neck. She let her mind wander away again for a few seconds but was brought back by something else happening to her body. Rowan is kissing and biting her neck and ear. JJ tried to think of something else but this time it didn't work. She could feel their hands groping her, their lips touching her and it sent shivers down her spine. They stay like that for a few minutes until Rowan looked over his bother and realizes he is just as hard as himself.
"I think that's enough for today Matty" He says but Matty didn't stop. Rowan chuckled, let go of JJ's throat and climbs of the bed. She now has some freedom to move and removed her lips from his.
"NO!" he yells and jumped at JJ forcing her head to hit the metal head board and split open but Matty didn't care. He locked lips with JJ again. She tried to push him away but she wasn't strong enough. She could feel his hands roaming her breasts, and then slid down to her jeans and under the waist band. JJ struggled under his wright but just like Rowan the night before it wasn't working. He forced his fingers inside her and she lets out a cry of pain into his mouth. Rowan saw what was happening; it was too soon for that part of the plan. He grabbed Matty's shirt and pulled him off.
"Wait! Matty it's not time for that yet. A few more days and you'll get a go. Calm yourself boy!" Rowan yells at Matty waking Henry up in the process. Matty looked angry at Rowan and storms out the room.

Rowan looks at JJ's tear stained face as she tried to sit up, He just laughed and followed Matty out the room locking the door behind him.
It took JJ a few moments to process what has just happened. She looked over at Henry and saw he was crying. With pain shooting through her body she got of the bed and picked up her son who stops crying immediately. JJ walked over to the draws for another shirt and felted something running down her neck, reaching round to feel it JJ realizes it was blood from her head wound.
JJ put on a fresh shirt, grabbed a bit of material from the old cut up one and sat on the bed with Henry's head tucked into her neck again. As he fell back to sleep JJ pressed the bit of cloth to her head wound. It stung for a few seconds but she kept it on there she needed to stop the bleeding. In the quite of the room JJ could hear yelling from upstairs. Listening to the brothers fighting JJ sat and waited for the next event.

A/N More tomrrow

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AJ x