A/N my first chapter of the day! i will try and put another one up later, i just have to go over it once more.

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It was 3 day since JJ had been found and brought to the hospital. Slowly both she and Henry were making good progress. It was 10am and Emily came bundling through JJ's hospital room door with a giggling Henry sat on her hip. The door bursting open making everyone jump.
"OPPS! Sorry everyone" She said as Henry giggled louder "You'll never guess what!"
"What?" Garcia asked looking at Emily from her normal spot beside JJ holding her hand.
"I was just given Henrys release papers." She beamed.
"That's brilliant!" Morgan said as he scooped the little bundle out of Emily's arms and swung him round.

They all sat round the room forgetting the horrors of the past few weeks and playing with Henry making him giggle.
Morgan was blowing raspberry on the little boys tummy when JJ's machines started to beep, Her heart rate shot up and she started to cough and try to pull out the breathing tube. Hotch and Garcia grabbed JJ's hands while Reid ran to find a doctor.
"Its ok JJ just hang on in there, Reid's gone to find a doctor. Try and stay calm for me." Emily whispered to JJ stroking her hair and locking eyes with the blonde. Her eyes were wide with fear and confusion and she was still struggling with Hotch and Garcia. Seconds later Reid ran in closely followed by , who much to Rossi's protest was still JJ's doctor.
"Right , I'm going to take your tube out. On the count of three i want you let out one big cough. Squeeze one of your hands if you understand." The doctor said to JJ in a clam, un-nerved voice.
"She squeezed my hand!" Garcia squeaked.
"Ok, One..." removed the straps, "Two..." Then wrapped her hand round the tube "Three!" In one fluid motion JJ coughed and the doctor pulled out the tube. JJ spluttered and gasped for breath.
" i need you to take a few deep breaths, please"
"Cant...Hurts" JJ managed to whisper between coughs. After a few more gasps her breathing had gotten better and her heart rate was returning to normal.
"That's really good, keep concentrating on your breathing while i go and find you some stronger pain medication." The Doctor patted JJ on the arm and walked out the over filled room.
"Henry..." JJ whispered trying to get a look round the room. Morgan stepped up to the side of the bed still holding Henry.
"Hes right here baby girl. Hes doing great you both are." Morgan said shifting Henry so JJ could see him.
"Mama!" Henry yelled holding his arms out to JJ and trying to squirm his way out of Morgan's arms.
"Wow not yet big guy." Reid reached out and took hold of Henry, "Why don't you give mummy a kiss and we can go and find some jelly." Reid looked at Emily who nodded in agreement then back at the little boy in his arms who had locked gaze with his mother before he also nodded his head.
Reid lent Henry down to kiss his mum.
"Wove you mama" He whispered.
"Love you...too baby boy" JJ whispered back as a tear slid down her face and she watched Reid and Henry leave the room "Hes really ok?" It felt like razors were sliding down JJ throat as she spoke.
"Yeah sunshine hes doing great, our little miracle boy was released this morning." Garcia said with a massive grin plastered across her face. One that hadn't appeared since before JJ and Henry were taken. JJ smiled as her eyes started to feel heavy.
"How are you feeling JJ?" Rossi asked from the end of JJ's bed,
"I hurt everywhere" She answered, wincing as she moved a little.
"That's to be expected" Hotch said as his heart ached for his blonde friend.
"Don't ever do that to us again Jayje! You scared us." Morgan said as he wiped the tear that had fallen from her face.
"I'll try" a small smile crossed her lips as the doctor walked in.
"Right heres your pain medication" said as she injected it into JJ "It will make you drowsy, which is a good thing, you need all the rest you can get. It should knock you out for a good few hours." JJ could feel her eyes start to get heavier "i will be back in a little bit to check on you"
"Thankyou" JJ whispered.
"Your welcome and another thing try and avoid talking for a while. There was a lot of damage done to your voice box and your throat in general and resting it will make it heal faster." The doctor didn't say another word and walked out.
The team looked down at a pale and battered JJ on the bed; they had never seen her so vulnerable before.
"Close your eyes Jayje, sleep" Emily said stroking the back of JJ's hand with her thumb as Garcia stroked her hair.
"You'll stay with me?" JJ whispered and winced again. She hated that she sounded so weak but she wasn't strong enough to cope on her own.
"Were not going anywhere baby girl, there will be at least two of us here at all times don't you worry about that." Morgan reassured her holding her other hand.
No one said anything else after that, they all just watched JJ fall into a deep nightmare filled sleep.

He was there again. 'He can't be' JJ thought to her self 'hes dead'. But he was there, on top of her. Forcing himself on her.
"Please stop." she begged "NOOO please don't" But he didn't stop, he kept going faster and then he started hitting her too.

"Jayje c'mon sweetheart, wake up!" JJ could hear Garcia.
JJ eyes popped open wide with fear. She started lashing round in her bed.
"It's ok JJ your safe now. Were here, your going to be ok now, C'mon JJ wake up." Slowly JJ started to clam down and stopped yelling but her shouts turned to sobs.
Emily and Garcia scooped her up in their arms, rocked her and whispered in her ear till she managed to calm down.
"I'm sorry." JJ whispered and winced at the same time. Her body felt like it was being stabbed with a thousand knifes and her throat was throbbing from yelling.

Once JJ let go of her two best friends she looked round the room. Realizing it was night time she looked at Emily and Garcia confused.
"Wheres Henry?"
"Hey its ok don't panic. Hotch has taken him home with him." Garcia said stroking a strand of hair behind JJ's ear.
"Is...Is he ok?"
Emily put her hand on JJ's bruised chin and gently turned her face to look at her.
"Look at me JJ" Emily said but JJ didn't look up "JJ...please"
JJ looked up at Emily and locked eyes with her. Emily's heart sank as she looked at the blonde sitting in front of her. JJ's eyes weren't the bright blue they had always been they were dark and graying, JJ looked completely broken. Her eyes said everything JJ wasn't. She had given up.
"You don't have to worry about your little boy ok? we are going to take care of him till you are back on your feet and were ALL going to take care of you as well" JJ want to protest but Emily didn't stop "No JJ. We almost lost you and both of you, we can't, no we won't let that happen again." Emily wiped the tear that had fallen down her cheek.
"Listen here buttercup" Garcia gently pushed JJ back onto the bed "You can argue your pretty little ass all you want but you are stuck with all of us, were not going anywhere. And once you get out of here, which you will, you and Henry are going to go and stay at Emily's for a little bit and i will be over every day spoiling you both rotten." Garcia kissed JJ on the cheek gently "Now close your eyes and get some more sleep butterfly" A small smile crossed JJ's mouth as her eyes started to get heaver.
"You're not going to leave me? After everything i did and everything that happened, its ok i understand if you don't..." She was stopped mid sentence by Garcia's hand covering her mouth.
"You stop right now! You did what you had to do to survive and we are all so proud of you. You did it JJ, you did survive and you saved your baby boy in the process. If anything we all admire you more now than we did before" JJ glanced at Emily who nodded her head "Stop all the nonsense and concentrate on getting better, i want you home and safe. Close your eyes and no more talking, you heard what the doctor said no talking or i will duck tape your mouth if i have too."
JJ turned and looked at Emily with pleading eyes.
"Don't look at me for help, I'll hand her the duck tape Jayje"
JJ didn't argue. She closed her eyes feeling her two best friends holding her hands.

A/N JJ's awake! YEY!

I got a review yesterday from someone (don't know who) and i would have replayed to it, but there was no name or link so if your reading this JJ was raped...ALOT, i just didn't want go into detail like i did my last fic (i might on my next. dose it make me sick that i like writing this kind of thing?). I don't mind questions guys i will gladly answer any and all. also i was thinking of doing a whole fic concentrating on the whole Christmas scene, i will go into a lot more detail and make it longer, what do you think?

That was a lot for an A/N for me anyway. See you later

AJ x