A/N i have only just written this chapter. i didnt think there was enough after effects so i added more. hopw you like it.
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JJ woke a few hours later to a room filled with her friends. Hotch and Rossi were sat next to the window reading the day's news paper. Morgan and Emily were sat at the table playing cards and by the looks of things Emily was winning. To JJ's left sat Garcia tapping away on her laptop and to her right in a chair right next to the bed sat Ried and Henry. Her little boy was tucked into Reid's arm listing to the story being told to him.
A single tear left JJ's eye as relief came over. She couldn't believe her boy was looking so healthy and at that second JJ knew she did the right thing by Henry.
"MAMA!" Henry yelled as his big blue eyes flicked up to JJ. Everyone stopped what they were doing and gathered round JJ's bed.
"Mama. Want mama" Henry was trying to squirm his way out of Reid's arms and stretch towards JJ.
"Not just yet sweet heart, let..." Emily said starting to take Henry from Reid's arms.
"No. its ok" JJ whispered reaching out for Henry.
"Are you sure JJ? He might hurt you." Hotch said with caution.
"Please can i have my baby" JJ almost begged. For a few seconds the team looked at each other. Then Reid placed Henry down on the bed. Henry's tiny fists grabbed on tight to JJ's hospital gown as she wrapped her arm round him and kissed the top of his head. There was a minute of silence that was broken by JJ gasping in pain as Henry wiggled in JJ's arm.
"Ok that's enough. Why d..." Morgan said making his way up the bed.
"NO!" JJ said as loud as her voice would go, making Henry jump and causing confused and worried looks to cross her colleague faces "I'm sorry, but please he's ok where he is."
"But baby girl hes hurting you!" Morgan said rubbing JJ's arm.
"I don't care. I don't care how much pain I'm in or how much it hurts to have him pressed against my chest. I want to hold my baby, please don't take that away from me."
"shhhhh everyone" Garcia put a finger to her lips "Hes falling asleep"
"Fine. But if it gets too much I'm taking him. Ok?" Morgan said sitting in the chair Reid was sitting in.
"Ok" a small smile crossed her face. Her family drove her nuts sometimes but she wouldn't change them for the world. JJ drifted off to sleep listening to her babies' deep breathing and her family quietly chatting together.
A few hours passed in the hospital room with everyone engrossed in what they were doing. Reid, Hotch and Rossi were reading again while Garcia, Morgan and Emily were sat round the laptop surfing the internet.
JJ started to stir in her sleep again and a tear slid down her cheek.
"How do we stop her nightmares?" Garcia said sighing.
"We can't." Hotch looked up from his paper.
"There has to be something we can do. Shes never going to be ok again if she keeps dreaming about what that monster did to her."
"Listen princess" Morgan kneeled down in front of Garcia and looked her in the eye "JJ was tortured and…." He took a deep breath he hated the thought of what had happened to JJ but saying it out loud seemed to make it more real "repeatedly reaped for days" Garcia went pail at the words he spoke "The only way she is going to be ok again is if she talks to us. We all know she blames herself for what happened and we all need to be there to let her know that is was not her fault."
"I just want my buttercup back" Garcia whispered trying not to cry.
"We all do baby girl, we all do." Morgan Pulled Garcia into a hug as she finally cried into his shirt.
"STOP! PLEASE DON'T NOT AGAIN!" JJ yelled in her sleep waking Henry up. He started crying, Reid picked him up out of JJ's arms.
"Reid get Henry out of here. I have a feeling this is going to get a lot worse." Reid just nodded at Hotch and scrambled out of the room to the children's play area down the hall.
"I can't do it any more, please!" JJ's voice struggled to shout.
"What do we do" Garcia got up from her chair and reached for JJ's hand.
"I think were just going to have to ride it out, try and let her wake up by her self." Hotch said as the whole team moved closer to the bed and watched more tears streak down JJ's face.
"Just kill me you bustard" JJ whispered as her body started to slightly shake and beads of sweat started to appear on her face.
Garcia took a sharp intake of breath and pulled both hands to cover her mouth as JJ spoke. She was shocked that JJ had asked for death and scared of what JJ had been through to want to die.
At that moment JJ's eyes flew open and Garcia went to comfort her scared friend. JJ pushed Garcia away and crawled to the top of the bed. The blonde pulled her knees to her chest, wrapped her arms round them and started rocking. Garcia want to touch JJ again but this time it was Emily that stopped her.
"Don't! I think shes still dreaming." She said to Garcia.
"Please stop, I just want to go home let me go home" JJ whispered staring at the wall ahead of the bed "Please save me, Emily, Morgan, Hotch, Spence, Rossi, please I need your help, you have to save me I cant hold on much longer." Tears were leaving everyone at JJ's beg for help.
"Shes bleeding" Rossi pointed to the blood on the sheets "Im going to find the doctor" Rossi ran out the room.
JJ needed to wake up now before she did anymore damage to her broken body.
"JJ sweetheart it's Emily" She took a step closer to the bed "Your safe now, you're in the hospital."
"Enough, get off me please. No more" JJ sobbed into her knees.
"Baby girl please hear us, were right here you're safe now, hes gone." Morgan begged JJ to hear them.
Her head popped up from her lap, she still looked petrified but was no longer crying.
"Jayje, are you back?" Emily asked with caution taking another step closer to the bed.
"Em…Emily" JJ whispered looking towards her.
"Hey Jayje, I'm right here." Emily took a seat on the bed next to JJ and was able to see that the blood was coming from between her legs.
JJ started sobbing into her hands "Why us, why did they have to take us, why did they do that to me."
Emily pulled JJ into a hug. She stiffened for a second then melted into Emily's arms.
"Shhhh its ok now, everything's going to be ok" Emily held JJ a little tighter not wanting to hurt her "Wheres that doctor" Emily whispered to Hotch, He walked out the room to go and find where Rossi had gotten too.
After a minute JJ seemed to calm down. Morgan got closer to the bed and put his hand gently on JJ's shoulder.
"NO! GET OFF ME!" JJ yelled and moved away from the touch.
She heard a gasp and looked up from Emily's hold to see who touched her
"Morgan I'm sorry, I didn't mean to…." JJ saw the hurt in his eyes and hated her self even more for causing it.
"Shhh its ok princess, forget about it." He reassured her and took a small step back but stopped when JJ held her hand out to him "Are you sure?" When JJ didn't move her hand, he reached out for it. JJ let go of Emily and wrapped her arms round Morgan burring her head into his chest, while Emily went over to comfort Garcia who was almost sobbing in one of the chairs.
Hotch and Rossi flew in the door seconds later with the Doctor hot on their heals. The Doctor saw the blood on the bed and ordered everyone out.
"JJ baby girl, I have to go but I will be right out side the door." Morgan said.
"No please don't leave me." JJ started crying into his shirt. Morgan looked up at the doctor and she nodded.
"We'll go and find Reid and Henry." With those last words Hotch, Rossi, Emily and Garcia walked out the room closing the door behind them.
They walked to the end of the corridor and found Reid staring off into space cradling Henry in his arms. They all sat down bringing Reid out of his daydream.
"How is she?" He asked looking at Garcia concerned as she was still crying.
"We don't know" Rossi told Reid the truth. None of them knew how JJ was doing.
They spend the next 15 minutes telling Reid what happened then sitting in silence till Morgan joined them.
"What did the Doctor say?" Emily asked standing up.
Morgan rubbed his hand over his face "Erm….She ripped some stitched….inside, when she was moving round in them bed. The doctor said that they need stitching again and that I should leave." They all nodded their heads "But Jayje didn't want to be on her own, so I told her I would come and get you." Morgan made eye contact with Emily and with out a word she got up and walked to JJ's room.
Morgan sat town next to Garcia and held her shaking hand.
Almost 2 hours later Emily walked over to them looking exhausted and pale.
"Shes asleep, the doctor said that JJ wont wake up now till morning."
"Did they stop the bleeding?" Hotch asked standing up Emily just nodded "Ok I want you all to go home and rest."
"No" Morgan and Rossi said together.
"Im not leaving" Morgan continued.
"Fine" Hotch wasn't in the right frame of mind to argue "I'll go home and be back later."
They all exchanged good byes. Hotch, Reid, Garcia and Emily (holding Henry) walked to the lift and Rossi and Morgan went to sit by JJ's bed side.
A/N MORE, MORE, MORE Hope you like it and from the responce i got about the christmas story i think i will write it when this is finshed. so keep your eyes open beautiful people. See you later
AJ x