It took all of my control not to go to her.

But I knew I couldn't.

I didn't trust myself.

"Can I get you something to drink?" I asked, my manners overriding my less than honorable thoughts.

She shook her head as she wiped at the tears on her cheeks.

"No. I'm so sorry to have bothered you with this. I know how you are with him." She said quietly and I wished I could tell her how I really felt about him.

How I envied him that you were in his life.

In his bed.

But I stayed quiet.