Hi! Ok, so most of the next few chapters are Eli's POV, but there will be a little bit of Clare and POSSIBLY Julia. Thanks for the reviews and this story is coming to an end, but there WILL be a sequel, probably coming out in Late November/Early December. I'm going to write another fanfiction I've had in mind in the meantime. Suggestions for sequel titles are accepted. Some of my friends have gave me some pretty good ideas. Ok, enough rambling NCMS, let's get to Chapter 19!

Eli's POV

"One week!" I yelled to myself as I banged my desk. It's been one week since she moved. One week ago, I thought about suicide. I didn't do it, but I never told anybody. I just kept it in. Adam noticed this behavior. Julia, she didn't notice.

"So, Goldsworthy…someone has issues with counting and weeks?" Julia teased.

"Shut up." I replied coldly. Julia noticed that and she moved away.

I've been like that for a while. I can't help it. She's gone, my love. Adam tried to help me, but he failed. Julia started, but she gave up. Imogen and Fiona tried to talk to me, but I wouldn't listen. She's the only thing in my mind. She left me, heartbroken. She left. Who knows? She might go around with some other emo dark sarcastic green-eyed writer?

That's stupid, don't think like that. The other half of my mind thought. I checked Face Range, Twitter, texts, IM's, emails, she hasn't been on any of that. She's ignoring me. She's off making out with other guys.

"STOP!" I yelled, causing Adam to stare at me. He'd say something, but I ignore him. She's in my mind again. She hasn't left my mind. Fiona would notice me shaking my hands during drama, and she'd ask me something. Once again, I ignore her.

Ignoring people. That's ALL I've been doing. ALL she's been doing. Why am I calling her she?

At Degrassi, March, Eli's POV

"Eli!" Julia yelled, running into me. I looked over at her and continued rummaging through my locker not looking for anything. Julia sighed, and hit me. I shrugged, and continued.

"Goldsworthy!" Julia finally replied.

"What Smith?" I asked.

"What's up? Clare left almost 3 weeks ago, you've got to let her go." Julia suggested.

"No." I muttered. Julia banged my locker closed, took my stuff, then made me look at her.

"What?" she asked.

"NO! I CAN'T! I miss her. I love her, Jules!" I confessed to Julia.

"You felt this way when I 'died' did you?" Julia said, using air quotes around died.

"Yeah." I whispered.

"I'm sorry, but you know what?" Julia started.

"What?" I asked.

"It's you and Clare, against the world." Julia replied. Love Roulette popped in my head.

"Thanks Julia." I said, then hugged her.

I walked to Drama to see Fiona telling people to take their seats. I forgot, Our Lives auditions were today. I took a seat next to Fiona, and read the list of names. I read names, some of them familiar and I read the S's. Julia Smith was there, with her handwriting I haven't forgot about. She was trying out for Clara. Imogen has bothered me about getting another shot with Clara but I rejected her. I went to Fiona for backup, and surprisingly, she agreed.

I read the paper and yelled, "Maria Antoine!" (A/N: AN-TWA-ON) I small 10th grader came up to the stage, shaking. In a squeaky voice she said, "A-Ari. I-I love you!" I wanted to laugh, but I held it.

"Clara, Jack is your love." I replied.

"Screw Jack! Screw you Eli!" Maria yelled, off script.

"Maria, that wasn't-" I started.

"Shut up!" Maria yelled and ran off. I looked over at Fiona and she shrugged.

"Ashley Beltrami!' Fiona yelled.

After most of the people tried out, we were in the R's.

"Ari, te quiero. Nunca he dejado. tú y yo, vamos a estar juntos para siempre, y tú lo sabes. ¿por qué lo niega ari" a girl said in Spanish. (1) She was perfect, except that she did it in the wrong language. Fiona sighed and yelled out for Julia.

Julia walked onto the stage, gracefully.

"Action!" Fiona yelled.

Julia turned to me.

"Ari, I love you!" Julia started. She just said she loved me, Ari.

"Clara, Jack is your love." I replied, for probably the 40th time.

"Ari, I love you. I've never stopped. you and me, we're going to be together forever, and you know that. why are you denying it Ari?" Julia (Clara) asked. (The one from earlier is the Spanish that the girl said, is what Julia said.) I sighed, like on my script.

"Clara, I'm not denying it." I growled.

"You and me against the world, like I said before." Julia whispered, leaning in to kiss me. Our lips touched. I forgot about Clare. Her soft lips were the same, her black hair flowing. Two years ago, we would be doing this on a bed.

I felt better. We kissed for a while, and Julia never pulled back. When she did, there was a weird smile on Julia's face. Julia doesn't smile, I thought to myself.

"You're right, Clara." I finally said, as Fiona cut us off.

"Ok, Ms. Smith, you've got the part." Fiona announced.

"Eli, could we hang out at The Dot after school?" Fiona asked.

"Sure. Sure. 4:30 sound good?" I said.

"Yeah. Thanks." Fiona replied and walked off.

"See ya Ari. I mean Eli!" Julia said and she also walked off. Woman, I thought.

In Eli's Room, Eli's POV

I was working on homework until my phone rang. I jumped towards it, and pressed talk.

"Hello." I greeted.

"Hey…Eli." An unfamiliar voice replied.

"Hi. How's it going?" I asked.

There was a cough then the person replied:

"Nothing much. I miss you. So does Jules and Nick."

Clare. She finally called me. 3 weeks after she moved.

"I miss you guys too. So how's month 6?' I relied.

"Ugh! Terrible. I can't sleep, Jake keeps annoying me, Darcy and mom are at war again, and Glen is watching from the sides." Clare described.

"Sorry to hear that." I said.

"It's ok." Clare answered.

"Eli. There's something I need to tell you." Clare spoke, but then hung up.

Clare's POV

Darcy is moving back to Toronto, I felt like telling Eli. And I'm going to move with her. I'm coming back. I continued to think to myself. Eli would be so happy. Then Julia appeared. He must've moved on. With Julia.

Ok, like I said, I'm going to write a sequel AND a fanfiction I've had in mind. It MIGHT called MY TWO LOVES but I may change the title. Look out for that one around the next few days, or today. PS: US Americans: Can't wait to watch Nowhere To Run on TV Friday Night! (I'm US American)