I dreaded sleeping in the master bedroom, but I wanted to be somewhere close to her if she needed me.

This room was sterile.

Cold.

Vacant.

Much like my heart anymore.

I hated that her life was like this already.

I had hoped he would give her more.

Give her the moon and the stars.

Because that was what she deserved.

The sheets were chilly as I slid under them and lay back on the pillow.

The blinds were open and I saw the snow falling outside.

How beautiful.

I wish I had someone to share the beauty with.

Her.