Chapter 4
Kurt hadn't meant it like that. It was meant to say that he would always love Blaine. Of course now that he thought about it, he realised how bad it must have been for Blaine.
God, now he thought about it, it must have been so embarrassing. He loved Blaine, he knew that above all else, and when he was in hospital Kurt's heart had broken in two, but he needed to know Blaine would wait for him.
But now it seems stupid. Blaine was amazing and he didn't need to prove anything to himself. It was ridiculous to think he did. So before anybody else could, Kurt ran out of the room only just hearing Puck, whoop, "You go get him boy."
And he managed to hear the others whooping too. He wore he heard Mr. Shue yelling too. He couldn't help but laugh at that. Kurt was running, trying to reach Blaine before he could get to his car. When he finally reached the car park, he saw Blaine's gelled curls.
"Blaine!" he yelled.
Blaine's head turned and Kurt could see he had been crying hard. Kurt ran towards him and Blaine started to, too. When they finally met halfway, Kurt jumped and wrapped his legs around Blaine's waist, grabbed his face and kissed him. Passionately. With tongue, until finally he had to pull away and he put their foreheads together.
"I love you so much," Kurt said.
"You know what Kurt? I love you too," he laughed.
They laughed together until finally Blaine got serious.
"But you can't do that to me again Kurt. You can't get creepy and insecure. It's not good. You almost killed me Kurt."
Kurt looked down into his eyes.
"What do you mean?" Kurt asked.
Blaine let go of Kurt's legs and he gracefully slid down to the ground. Blaine turned away from Kurt and inconspicuously pulled down his shirt's sleeves. But Kurt was quick and rolled his sleeves back up, despite great reluctance from Blaine. On his skin were faint scars. Kurt gasped.
"How did I not see them?" he whispered.
"Because I was trying to avoid your reaction," he answered.
"Avoiding my reaction?" Kurt screamed.
Blaine was so nervous that Kurt was going to scream and run or break up with him again. But instead he broke down. He collapsed into himself, shaking. Blaine rushed to him.
"It's all my fault. All my fault. All my fault."
Kurt kept repeating it over and over as Blaine tried to shush him but then Kurt seemed to wake up and touched Blaine's face.
"I'm so sorry," he whispered, voice hoarse from sobbing.
"No," Blaine whispered, "it's Sebastian's."
Kurt tensed at the name and Blaine held him tighter.
"Promise me nothing like that will break us apart again," Kurt said.
"As long as you promise the same thing."
They nodded and smiled at the same time and they both stood up, holding hands. As they walked into the choir room Kurt whispered, "my heart could never go on either," into Blaine's ear and he smiled. Finally happy again.