Meus Dulce Angelus – Chapter 30 – A Different End
AN – I am sorry; I did not expect to be gone for so long. Here is the 30th chapter (30 chapters woo)
Skaramoosh x
Disclaimer: I do not own Twiglet.
A POV
'You're mad Joseph.'
I couldn't even find it in me to argue with him, all that mattered was getting him out of Bella's head. I made sure that Jane had him before I went back to find her.
F POV
She writhed in my arms.
'Let me go!'
'Bella, sweetheart, I'm sorry I can't let go of you.'
I buried my face in her hair and tried not to cry, I needed to be strong for her. Aro came in and sat on the bed.
'Filia, this is going to be hard but you have to fight him.'
She was shaking her head and crying and I wanted to kill the bastard who had done this to her.
'He will hurt you but you have to get him out of your head, only you can do that.'
B POV
I wanted out, I couldn't handle this. His influence clouded everything, every thought, every emotion. Felix let me push him away. I could hear voices but I couldn't tell what they were saying anymore. I wanted that nothus out of my head.
F POV
She started quietly chanting in Latin again.
'She can't hear us.'
Aro looked pained.
'She has to fight him alone and he'll hurt her as much as he can.'
I ached to comfort her. She stopped chanting and started screaming. Aro grabbed me.
'If you touch her you'll make it worse.'
I trying to get to her but he wouldn't let me.
'I just want to hold her!'
'I know Felix, I know.'
Some of her bites were starting to bleed and she was thrashing about until she fell off the bed onto the floor. I could tell be Aro's expression that he wanted to help her too. She stayed on the floor for ages. I don't know how long it was really but it felt like forever and by this point she was covered in blood. Finally she went very, very still.
Joseph POV
Damn it! Why did that bitch have to fight so hard? I tried every trick in the book to hurt her but she still didn't give up. It was kinda a shame that I couldn't carry on with this, but there's no way I'm letting her win.
F POV
Her heartbeat started getting slower. I didn't know if that was a good thing or not. I looked to Aro, he looked worried. We both moved closer to her. She was lying in a huge amount of her own blood and her skin looked grey.
'Her heart shouldn't be going that slowly.'
He carefully tried to make her heart speed up but it had no effect. Her eyes flickered open.
'Fix, angelus... I'm sorry.'
Her voice sounded weak.
'Thank you.'
Her eyes fluttered shut again and we both stared at her wondering what was happening. Then her heart stopped. I couldn't believe it, I wouldn't believe it. Aro tried in vain to resuscitate her but nothing changed. She was gone.
'Filia, filia please.'
Aro pulled her onto his lap and cradled her. He looked like he was going to cry if he could.
'I'm going to kill him.'
I ran towards Joseph's scent and the sounds of sobs filled my ears. The entire castle heard her heart stop. I bolted into the dungeon where he was and used all my brute strength to tear him into tiny pieces. I ran back to find Carlisle with Aro and Bella.
'I'm sorry, there's no way we can bring her back. She's not in pain anymore.'
He left.
'Aro could I hold her? Please.'
He gave her to me even though I could tell that it hurt him. I looked at Bella.
'She looks like she's sleeping.'
I inhaled; this was going to be so hard.
'Oh Bella, I'm going to miss you so much, everyone will. You're at peace now, you can sleep. I love you so much.'
I kissed both of her eyelids before kissing her lips for the last time. I brought her to the bed where Aro had moved too. He took her back into his arms and stroked her hair.
'The castle weeps for you filia, can't you hear us?'
We stayed with her for a very long time.
A POV
I couldn't believe that she was gone and I knew that I wouldn't find it very difficult to go on without her. Everywhere I looked I would be reminded of her. Felix helped me clean her up and when she wasn't covered in blood she looked a lot better. Demetri knocked on the door.
'Brother you need to feed.'
Felix nodded and left with him. He hadn't said a word since he spoke to Bella.
'Oh filia, precious child, I wish I could've given you a better life. I wish I could have taken your pain away and been a better father to you.'
I kissed her forehead. Then I heard yelling from downstairs, with great difficulty I tore myself away from her side to investigate.
F POV
Demetri had to try and hold me back. I wanted to get into the sunlight, I knew if I exposed myself I'd be killed. I just wanted to be with my Bella. Aro staggered towards me.
'Felix I know you're grieving for her, trust me, everyone is but you can't do this!'
'I can't be without her.'
'Felix, over these past few months you've become a son to me. Please, I've already lost one child.'
I turned to face him. He looked weak and I don't mean that in a nasty way.
'She's not dead.'
Demetri shot me a pained look, Aro must've been going into denial.
'Bella is most defiantly alive.'
I walked slowly towards him.
'Aro why do you suddenly think she's alive?'
'Because she's living in me.'
'What!'
'She didn't want to leave, so much so that when she died and her spirit left her body it wouldn't leave the earth. Her mind is inside mine. She didn't know where she was at first, she didn't realise that she wasn't dead. She could hear us but she's only just figured out how to talk to me. Oh Bella don't be afraid, it's alright.'
I just stared at him.
'So, she's alive... but her spirit is inside you. Why?'
'As I said, she didn't want to leave. She found a place that welcomed her.'
'So what do we do now?'
'I don't know, but for now, she's safe.'
'Will she be able to go back into her body?'
'She doesn't want to, that body is pained... but oh sweet Bella your mind is pained also.'
'Let's go back to her room; we can talk properly there.'
'Alright. I need to stay safe, if I die so will she.'
AN – Again, I am so sorry that I was gone for so long. One bad thing kinda led to another and so on. I'll try and get the next chapter up as soon as I can.
Skaramoosh x
