Meus Dulce Angelus – Chapter 33 – Playing

AN – I'm sorry for the wait but schoolwork yada yada you know the score.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twiglet.
Skaramoosh x

F POV
Aro and I stayed quiet whilst Carlisle was asking Bella questions. Aro seemed constantly on edge like a single harsh word would shatter her. Carlisle was very kind, especially when she got upset. I held her and tried to stay calm, she needed me to be strong.

'I think you would benefit from taking some sort of anti-anxiety medication. After everything you've been through I think you'll need a lot of support which you'll have no problem getting.'

He smiled at me and Aro.

'Medication isn't for everybody but it's what I would recommend in this situation.'

'Can I think about it?'

'Of course. No one's going to force you to do anything, you can take all the time you need.'

To stop her hands from shaking I kissed her tenderly. Aro put his hand on her shoulder.

'Everything will be alright filia, there's no need to panic.'

She just looked at her hands.

'Baby are you okay?'

'Take some deep breaths and try to calm down.'

She was breathing way too quickly and soon enough there was a waterfall of tears that cascaded down her cheeks. Aro looked at me.

'I'm going to take her back to her room, you need to feed, Felix.'

I nodded and kissed Bella once more before leaving.

B POV
I felt all mixed up, it felt like I should just be okay now the physical pain was gone. I didn't even hear what meus angelus was saying as I clung to him. Eventually I curled up and went to sleep. In my mind I saw Joseph running towards me and I screamed. I felt hands on me and instead of comforting me they terrified me even more. Only when I recognized the voices of meus angelus and Felix did I manage to open my eyes.
'Fix he was here I saw him!'
'Joseph is dead filia, hence why I have an awful lot of paperwork to do. Will you be alright?'
I nodded. After he left Felix pulled me into his arms. Impossibly, he looked tired.
'I'm sorry Fix.'
'What for?'
'I don't know just for being so… needy. I hurt you.'
'How did you hurt me?'

'I stopped you from enjoying your life; you had to spend all your time watching me writhing about in pain.'

'Listen Bella, all I care about is you. You needed me to be there for you so I was.'

I buried my face in his neck and his arms tightened around me. Sadness coloured my voice when I spoke.

'But you used to be so carefree and happy!'

'Everyone has to be serious sometimes. If you want me to prove to you just how very immature I really am I'm sure I could.'

He found Jane, Alec, Demetri and Heidi and taught them how to play a game called 'Mr Prime Minister'. I think he's a genius for coming up with it. Basically one person was the prime minister and he or she had two bodyguards who had to protect him or her. The other three players are snipers who have to kill the bodyguards to get to the prime minister and they kill each other by shouting 'Bang 1 2 3'and pointing. Felix looked very impressed with himself when he had finished explaining. We started playing and when everyone had got the hang of it that day became one of the funniest in my life. Everyone kept arguing over who was dead! Jane was the most hilarious and she would have been terrifying if she hadn't had been laughing.

'You're dead Alec, you're fucking dead!'
'You weren't pointing at me!'
'I am now! Bang 1 2 3 you're dead! HA!'

Demetri kept coming up with new tactics that never worked whereas Heidi just went for it. After many hours of fun Caius knocked on the door and Felix answered.

'Question, Caius?'

'I'm questioning both the game and the age of the people playing it but that's not the reason I'm here. Everyone apart from Felix and Bella are needed in a meeting. Before you ask Aro thought they deserved some time alone.'

F POV
When everyone had gone to the meeting Bella and I went back to her room. She seemed a lot happier after spending some time with everyone. There was a gold envelope on her bed which she picked up and looked at curiously.

'Fix do you know what this is?'

'No idea, maybe you should open it.'

She opened it, read the contents and squealed.

'Bella what is it?'

Aro had arranged for us to see We Will Rock You which is Bella's favorite show. She was jumping around in glee.

'I love this musical! You've got to remind me to thank meus angelus for this, it's gonna be so fun!'

I couldn't stop myself from hugging her.

'You're so adorable.'

She rested her head on my shoulder and sighed contentedly.
'Felix?'
'Yeah?'
She looked up at me through her perfect eyelashes.

'Take me to the bedroom? Please?'

I grinned and scooped her up into my arms, happy simply due to the fact that she'd had a good day. When I laid her down on the bed she pulled me into a kiss and wrapped her legs around me. I moved my lips to her neck and tore my own clothes off before carefully, seductively removing hers. I fought against the urge to enter her in order to warm her up properly. We had made love enough times now for me to know exactly what made her moan and I could use this to my advantage. To my surprise she pulled my head away from her breast.

'Felix… just, just ugh just fuck me!'

I raised my eyebrows.

'Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you.'

'I'm sure, I am so sure.'

I thrust into her and was rewarded with her telltale signs of pleasure. Knowing that I could please her like that made me feel important; I didn't feel as useless anymore. I got more pleasure from her orgasm than I did from my own.

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Skaramoosh x