Meus Dulce Angelus – Chapter 34 – Forgotten Love

AN – Hey guys, again I'm sorry for the wait, blame my school etc
Skaramoosh x
Disclaimer: I do not own Twiglet.

A POV
I waved Bella and Felix off to their show and went back to my work. I had been seeing less and less of my precious child I missed the time we spent together. As much as I understood that she wanted to spend time with her mate but I didn't like the feeling of being forgotten.

F POV
It was late when we got back, and Bella had already fallen asleep in the car. She looked a little sick, maybe it was because she wasn't eating properly. We can work on that. Now that she's not crippled by the pain she can take her time getting better. I was carrying her to her room when Demetri yelled my name.

'Shush bro she's sleeping.'

'Sorry. Some of us men are going out now, fancy coming along?'

'I'm not sure, I... '

Aro appeared.

'I can keep an eye on her Felix, go and enjoy yourself.'

I'm sure he saw my gratitude as I gave Bella to him before heading out with my brothers.

A POV
I smiled at her when she woke up in my arms. She didn't return it.

'Filia?'

'I don't feel too good.'

'You do look a little ill; do you want me to get Carlisle?'

'I don't think it's that serious but I am going to be sick.'

I got her to the bathroom just in time and held her hair up for her while she threw up.

'I'm sorry, it must really smell.'

'It's alright, do you think you should stay in here or do you want to go back to your room?'

'I should stay here.'

I got her some blankets so she wouldn't get cold.

'Do you need me to get you anything?'

She shook her head.

'Just stay with me angelus, please?'

'Of course, filia.'

I held her and we talked for a while.

'Do you miss the time when you made all my decisions for me?'

'I haven't thought of it like that considering what happened to you. I'm just happy that you're here and that you are no longer in that terrible pain.'

I stroked her hair, remembering everything she had been through.

'I promise I won't let anyone hurt you again filia.'

She smiled her thanks before falling asleep on my shoulder.

I moved her to the bed before she woke up, blinking and wriggling around. She went back to sleep a few times before she woke up properly.

'I've missed watching you sleep.'

'Why haven't you recently?' She asked, her voice slurred with sleep

'I thought it would be somewhat innapropriate to walk in after your activities with Felix.'

She blushed, her cheeks turning a bright red.

'Don't be embarrased, it's a perfectly natural thing.'

'I would've thought you'd be all... old-fashioned about it... '

'Look filia, I have no problem with any aspect of your relationship with Felix, as long as he's not hurting you... '

'He would never hurt me.'

'Well then I have no problems. I'm glad you've found your mate and I couldn't have hoped for anyone better than Felix.'

'He is rather perfect isn't he?'

I smiled at the dreamy look in her eyes, remembering a time when I could see the same look in Sulpicia's.

'Angelus? Is something wrong?'

'Oh nothing, I was just... remembering.'

I'd never told her about my wife and she had never asked. The truth was that I was had been married for over 2000 years but she grew bored of me after the first 300 years. I couldn't force her to love me as I love her. I knew full well that she forgot any attraction for me that she had and only stayed for the power and status that being my wife gave her. After 400 years of marriage she complained of being cooped up inside and started going travelling a lot, to multiple destinations. I didn't question her reasons; I was too blinded by love to want anything other than her happiness. It wasn't until nearly 500 years later when I found out the real motive behind her travels.

'She cheated on me.'

'Who did?'

'My wife. You never asked me if was married.'

'Well I thought if you wanted me to know you would've told me, was that wrong?'

I shook my head, still stroking her hair.

'I have been married for over 2000 years alas she does not love me as I love her. She lives in Paris now with another man and a string of lovers no doubt. She still has the status and the money but she doesn't want me.'

'Why not divorce her? Stop her from having the money and the status.'

I just looked at the bed.

'You still love her don't you?'

'Yes. She is a good woman; it's not her fault that couldn't love me.'

She hugged me.

'I'm sorry, that must've hurt.'

'It did, I was thoroughly miserable. I felt much better when you came along.'

She smiled a little at that.

'Are you still feeling ill?'

'Kinda. I don't think I'm going to throw up again though.'

Felix was sat on the bed in an instant.

'I'm sorry I wasn't there when you were ill.'

'It's okay Fix, really it is.'

'Do you want me to get you anything to eat?'

'I don't think I could stomach it.'

'Alright.'

I let go of her so she could go back to his embrace. I left them to it, content that she was happy in his arms.

B POV
Even as Felix kissed me I couldn't help but feel melancholy. My poor angelus had suffered so much and I had never known. What else didn't I know about him?

'I heard Aro telling you about Sulpicia. I'll never forgive her for what she did.'

'I just don't like the idea of him... hurting like that.'

He sighed, squeezing me slightly.

'Aro's a lot better now, just focus on that.'

I nodded and went to the bathroom to get ready for bed. He was lying on the bed with his hands behind his head when I got back. I decided I didn't feel that sick and ran my fingernail over his chest, I knew he liked it. He moaned when I got on top of him and started kissing his neck.

'Are you sure? If you're sick I don't want to make it worse, I am very cold.'

'But you make me very warm.'

He chuckled.

'Dammit you know I can't resist that face.'

I welcomed his cold touch as it brought me so much pleasure. Pretty soon he was on top, his hands and mouth exploring every inch of my skin making me shiver in the best kind of way. Before too long I couldn't take any more of his teasing.

'Make love to me Felix.'

And he did.

AN – I know it's short but I'm doing my best and I really wanted to get the chapter out. Big plot twists coming soon. I would love to know what you think.
Skaramoosh x