Well i had this written for a while now. I sent it 2 my betta but she never sent it back. i sent her a message but she hasnt replied so i decided to just post it like this. sorry for any mistakes.

. I'm joining AP English and my grammar sucks and my stories lack quality. I got serious depression over that. But I noticed that people wanted me to finish so I want to finish this. I can't quit on my story I suppose. My eclare smut sucks ass but I tried. Sorry if I disappointed you guys.

No need for reviews I know it sucks. If you still want to read this story I will continue. I won't bail out again.

Eli's POV

I drove in utter silence. The wind hit the wind shield as the blue sky was swallowed by darkness. Lights beamed at my car but my eyes never flinched or blinked. I gripped the steering wheel tightly, causing my knuckles to turn white. And through all this, my mind raced. It screamed and hollered as I struggled to silence it.

What the hell just happened?

She's your sister you creep!

Incest!

Beep! The truck honked behind me.

My eyes lids fluttered as I noticed the red light turned green. I opened my dry lips and sighed as I drove forward. I turned on the next street and parked my car into the empty dormitory. My hand reached up and silently pulled out the keys. The car went silent.

Not knowing what else to do I slam my head against the steering wheel. My forehead crashed into the honker and the car honked loudly as I raked my hands in my hair. My fingers turned into knuckles as I yanked hard at the roots. Why is this happening to me?

I was good. I really was. Sure I had sex with girls all the time but I always made sure to date them before I slept with them. And I never cheated on a girl either. Sure id sleep with two different girls in the same day but I always made sure I dumped one of them before I slept with another girl. See I was good. So why I ask, did I have to fall in love with my step sister? I could have any girl so why did it have to be her.

Why?

Clare's POV

I walk forward and open my dorm. I could see the outline of my furniture in the darkness. I tossed my bag onto the small table next to the door. With a flick of my wrist I shut the door and turned the lights on. I slouched over to my bedroom in the far right corner of the dormitory.

"Clare is that you?"

I cocked my head to the side and smiled tiredly to Holly. J."Yes it's me. Sorry I'm late Holly J"

She wrapped her arms over her chest and shivered. "It's late. It's against the rules to be out this late at night."

"I was catching up with my older brother." My eyes flickered to my bedroom door and back to Holly J.

Her eyes narrowed. "No exceptions to the rules."

My heart raced because I detected a threat. My back went rigid and I straightened my back, and lowered my arms so that they laid flat on my sides. "It won't happen again." I assured

She clicked her tongue on the roof of her mouth. "It better not, or else you're out."

I bit my lower lip and hung my head in shame. "I apologize."

She flipped her hair to the side and gave me a cold stare. "I would hope so." My eyes traveled to the door again and this time Holly J noticed.

"You're excused."

I turned around and walked to my room. I yanked it open and closed it behind me quietly. Holly J and her cold stare disappeared behind the door. Two beds were in the black room. I tip toed to the far back and outstretched my hands. I groped around, searching for the empty bed in the pitch black room. Finally I grabbed the end of my sheet and silently crawled in.

"Clare is that you?" Alli whispered in the darkness.

"Yea it's me."

I saw a faint outline of a small body rolling over on the opposite bed. "Where were you?"

"I was just catching up with my brother."

"Oh." She lay back down and turned her body towards me. "Did you get in trouble for breaking the rules?"

"No I just got a warning."

"That's not good."

I shrugged. "I guess. But to be quite honest I don't even care."

Alli gasped in horror. "Don't you dare say that."

"Why?" I challenged "I really hate collage and it's only been a week.

"It will be fun, I promise. As soon as were popular."

I scoffed rudely. "Yeah right. We weren't popular before, so why now? It's going to be a constant torture."

She sighed loudly. "Just give it time."

I shrugged and closed my eyes; allowing the darkness to swallow me, for just a little while.

!0:32 PM

I rolled over and quietly stood from the bed. The floor creaked below me. I needed to be at Eli's in 28 minutes. I groaned mentally as I gently rolled my hands into my sleeves. The jacket was cold and I shivered as I pulled up my pants. Personally I felt like shit. I wore black skinny jeans and a white t-shirt, with my curly hair uncombed. I grabbed my keys and silently stepped outside my dorm. I tip toed down the hall trying to leave desperately fast. The quietness was interrupted by a noise coming from Holly J's room. I froze mid step and cocked my head to the side. The brown door was still and looked as if it was staring at me accusingly. Droplets of sweat popped from my forehead and dripped down my head. The door taunted me as I waited for Holly J to come out and yell at me for breaking the rules again. Then a snore filled the air and I breathed a sigh of relief.

I sprinted down the hall and raced out the door and onto the parking lot. I made a break towards my black car and quickly hopped in. Shit, I thought. I looked down at my acceptable outfit and flinched. I looked fine but I totally forgot to wear my new lingerie I just bought. I growled and quickly looked down my shirt. My black bra was decent and if I remember correctly I wore a pair of purple thongs. It wasn't Victoria Secret lingerie but nonetheless acceptable.

I was surprised I sneaked out from under Holly J's nose. She was the strictest house mother here at collage. Her job was to supervise us freshman and make sure we 'fit in' at collage life. But she's under so much stress from being senior class president and all the hard classes she takes, that she's bitter and cranky all the time. I rolled my eyes. That's NOT how I wanted my collage years to be spent. I want to have fun and remember these years forever. After all I'm only 18 once. And so after today, I WILL have the best years of my life.

I smirked mentally as I drove out of the parking lot. I had a play date with my big brother, and I couldn't be late.

Eli's POV

I paced back and forth of my room. It was almost time for her to come. She'd be here any minute.

Maybe she would come. Maybe she'd chicken out…

I kicked the side of my bed. Of course she would e here. If I knew what thing about Clare, is that she is dead serious.

Knock

Knock

Knock

I froze. I slowly turned around and stared at the door. She was here.

I licked my lips and made my way to open the door. I noticed my hand shaking slightly as I unlocked and opened my room for my sister to invade.

"Hey there Eli," she purred

Even before the door closed, my lips were on hers with my hand placed between her legs. I pulled down her zipper and stuck my hands inside her jeans. My fingers dug deep into her tight pussy. She threw her head back and gave off a groan as she grinded into my hand. I stepped back and fell onto the bed with her strangling my waist; our lips never breaking contact.

Her hands trembled as they struggled to take my pants off. I smirked.

"Someone wants to be fucked hard."

She threw me a glare as she yanked down my boxers; leaving me completely naked from the waist down. My hard cock sprang free and her blue eyes stared at it hungrily. I rolled my eyes at her shocked face. She's seen this before so why act surprise tore off her jeans and tossed them onto the floor.

"Spread your legs sister dear."

She spread herself wide, as wide as she could and I positioned my cock at her entrance. I slid in slowly and fuck I almost came right there. It's been too long. Her pussy was tighter than before and that gave me pleasure to know, she hasn't had sex in a while.

"Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh…" she chanted to herself as I ploughed into her. My cock was bigger than the average and I hard to get girls ready but Clare was so wet, I slid right in.

"Ahhhhhh…..So good." I smirked in triumphant at her praise. I pulled out and slid in again, picking up speed. I slid out and slapped my wet cock on her aching pussy. She moaned in pleasure.

"Like that don't you baby sis?"

I pulled her waist closer and placed her legs over my shoulders. I rammed myself into her, even harder than before. I could hear my balls slap against her skin.

My cock filled her completely. Her walls contracting around my cock. She threw her head back and screamed at me. I grunted and groaned back, loving her for the awesome sex.

I pulled her up and placed her on my lap. I gripped at her waist and suspended her in air until my cock was all the way out except for the tip and pulled her down on me. My cock making wet sloppy noises. I kept pushing her on me, rough and hard.

My hips gave away and I collapsed on her. My head buried between her breast. Her chest heaved up and down. Her body wet with sweat and cum. My cock sill buried in her. I closed my eyes, I was so tired I didn't pull out and went into a deep slumber.

Clare's POV

My eyes fluttered open as the light hit my face. I stretched my body and gasped at the sudden pain. My whole body was sore from head to foot. I couldn't move with my body aching in agony. Suddenly my eyes saw the room I was in. I blinked several times, as I tried to remember where I was. My heart thumped rapidly against my chest and I sat up on the bed. I looked down and gasped, at what I saw; or didn't see. I was completely naked.

Suddenly the events from the previous night flooded in and I sighed in relief. It was Eli. Not some random stranger. I smiled to myself and lay back down. But a frown formed on my lips. Where was Eli?

I sat up again and looked around the room. It was empty. Not a breathing person other than me.

"Eli?" I called out. No answer

Where was he?

I griped the blanket and wrapped my nude body with it. I step onto the floor and ignored the pain. I stumbled around as I searched for Eli.

Then Eli popped out from the bathroom. I smiled and quietly walked towards him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and gazed up at him. He looked sexy as hell, with his messy sex hair and pouty lips. My hands wrapped around his tone abs. He looked down at me and I smirked at him.

He didn't smile back. But instead put his finger towards his lips and motioned for me to be quiet.

"Yeah Dad. Clare and I will go home tonight."

Oh shit.

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