Author's note: Thanks for all the reviews! This chapter is dedicated to my friends who really like royalty. Especially, Reini Azriel Evangelista, Patrisha Perez, and Angel Perido =)

Some dialogue was taken from Season 7, episode 23, "The good, the bad, and the dominatrix."

Disclaimer: CSI isn't mine.

Regrets

Sara woke up. She glanced at Prince Gil's side of the bed to see if he was still there. He wasn't. Quickly, she dressed up and went to her room to take a bath.

After twenty minutes, she was already dressed up in her personal maid uniform. She then went downstairs for breakfast.

"Hey…Sara…we're very sorry for telling you to go and tell what you feel to Prince Gil…" stammered Stella

"Hey…it's okay. Speaking of Prince Gil…do you know where he is?" asked Sara

"No…Sorry."

"That's quite alright. So…what are we having for breakfast?" said Sara

"We have…omelets, waffles, rice, pancakes, bacon, luncheon meat, and tomato soup." Said Dorothy

"Let's eat." said Sara as she sat down.

After eating, Sara went in search of Prince Gil. She found him inside the library.

"Good morning, your majesty." Sara cheerfully said

Grissom looked up from the book he was reading. "Sara…about what we did…I…didn't mean for it to happen. I…still can't take the risk…and what we did was a mistake. I shouldn't have taken advantage of you when you were hurting." He sadly said.

Sara felt tears stream down from her eyes. She thought that maybe, if she kissed him…He would change his mind. That maybe, he would take the risk. "Hey…that's okay. I…shouldn't have kissed you. I know and…I'm sorry. I am really sorry."

Sara ran towards the exit of the library with her hand on her mouth.

"Hey, Sara!" yelled Grissom

Sara turned around, hoping he would say that he was willing to take the risk. Grissom said nothing.

"It's fine. Do what you need to do."

With that, Sara ran to her room.

I seem to have a problem. I tend to assume things…especially when it's related to Prince Gilbert.

I thought that by kissing him, he would…change his mind and take the risk like me, and as it turned out, I was wrong. He still had the same answer for me. I thought that my actions would make things better when really, my actions made the whole situation worse. And I didn't know that the situation could even get worse.

No one could blame me for assuming that he would take the risk like me after kissing him because, really, he had shown signs that he loved the kiss just as much as I do. If he didn't like the kiss, he should have pushed me away when I kissed him, and he should have told me to leave. Instead, he kissed me back and things got out of hand.

I cannot help but think about the kiss. It was…perfect. But my heart breaks at the very thought of losing him to another girl.

For the first time, I hate my status in society. When I was young, I told myself that I should be thankful that I'm a normal girl. I told myself that Princesses didn't have privacy and they didn't have enough time to themselves. But now…I want to be a princess. Even if it means that your life will be displayed publicly…even if it means that you have less time to yourself…even if it means to have more obligations and responsibilities than any other normal woman. If it means that I can be with Prince Gil, I would gladly be a princess. Even if I had to do all those things I hate…I would gladly do them…For Prince Gil.

How I envy Princess Isabelle. If only I were her…

She is a princess and Prince Gil loves her like nobody else in this world. If I were her, I would be content. How I wish I could meet her. How I wish I could be friends with her.

A knock at the door startled me. I quickly closed my diary and opened the door to reveal one of my close friends; Joshua.

"Joshua! What a pleasant surprise. Wait…are you here for friendly reasons or are you here because of Nazlyn. What is it? Is she sick?" Sara worriedly asked.

"Sara, relax. It's not about Nazlyn. Listen, Dorothy went and asked me to go and comfort you. She said something about you crying…?" asked Joshua

One by one, tears started to stream down from Sara's eyes. Seeing this, Joshua hugged her.

"Aww…Sara, what happened? Is it about Prince Gil?" asked Joshua

"How did you know about- never mind. Just…please go. I don't think I'm in the mood to talk with another person….I think I should be alone right now." Sara softly said

"Okay…Oh wait. I remember the second reason of why I'm here…"

"…Really? What is it?" asked Sara

"Dorothy wanted me to tell you that Prince Gil's leaving tonight. He's going to join our knights and guards in the battle." said Joshua

"Battle? What battle?" asked Sara

"…The battle between Blymarix and Ulyx."

"Who else is involved in this battle?" asked Sara

"Just him. His father wouldn't be joining the battle…his brother also won't join the battle."

"Okay…Well…thanks for informing me." said Sara

"Anytime."

With that, Joshua left. Sara closed her bedroom door and continued to write in her diary.

It seems that Prince Gil will go and join the battle between Blymarix and Ulyx. I worry that he might not be able to return alive.

I feel that he only joined this battle because of what I did. Maybe he wants to get away from me…Maybe he joined this battle because he thinks that he needs time to think.

I miss the good old days…when we would be able to sit in comfortable silence and when we were enjoying life as friends. When we were enjoying the times we were together.

…How I miss the good old days. How I miss the times when things weren't so strained between us.

…How I wish he would take the risk for me.

With a sigh, I closed my diary.

A.N: Any thoughts? Tell me if I do a good job on drama…It's my first time writing dramatic stories you see… =)